Destiny Choice

Steven and his Secret (4) + Curatan author

January 1, 2019

My mind's getting more and more messed up. My illness is also eating me slowly.

I want to go far and calm myself down. But can I? I've planned a lot with Karin.

Do I have to cancel everything?

However, I've decided to go far away from here. I want to be alone, and think about everything I've done in my life.

I went to a place where I could calm my mind.

20 January 2019

I decided to go see Brianna. I was in front of his house and immediately called him.

I was happy when she finally came out to me.

I hugged him tightly. I really miss this girl. The girl who always made me lose my mind.

After that, he invited me into his house and lent me clothes. We talked a lot together.

March 2nd, 2019

I just did chemo a few days ago.

And the chemo effect still hurts a lot.

Then, I called Brianna to come with me. He did not answer, did he come or not? Because he immediately turned off his phone.

I decided to just sleep.

I'm sure he can't come.

I finally heard my doorbell ring.

I immediately opened the door, and found Brianna standing in front of me.

I was so worried when I saw her clothes were all wet. But, suddenly he told me that he would always be by my side from now on.

I'm glad he finally came back to me.

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My days are going well. Brianna always takes care of me.

Although, sometimes I realize that Brianna is thinking about Nico as well.

Although, he is divorced, but his feelings are not lost.

Bri, actually do you love me more or her?

March 8th, 2019

I went to the hospital to check on my condition.

The doctor said I should have a second chemo.

But, he also said that the second chemo will hurt more than the first chemo.

I can't imagine how much it hurts, because I think the first chemo hurt a lot for me.

I told Brianna that I don't want chemo anymore.

But my words made him sad.

I started thinking again, and I finally decided to go through this second chemo.

As long as Brianna's happy, I'll be happy too.

And sure enough, the second chemo is more painful than the first even the effect is also more painful than the first.

I need to be strong, because this is just a small obstacle for me.

April 1st, 2019

Brianna's father came to see me.

He brought me fruits.

I'm glad he has accepted me back. Because Brianna's father was with me, Brianna finally decided to get out of the room.

"I'm sorry for everything Om ever did to you" Brianna's father told me.

I stopped my eating and looked at him.

"I feel like I've made a big mistake, for keeping you away from my daughter." she continued.

"It's not Om's fault, it may be our way." I replied.

"Sorry, for everything." Brianna's father said again.

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5 June 2019

I don't know why this third chemo is so painful for me. And the side effects are also longer than the previous chemo.

I know Brianna also became very worried about my condition.

At this time, I even remembered the house of my grandmother that I rarely visited.

I immediately told Brianna about my desire to go to Grandma's house. Although, at first he rejected it but eventually he approved it.

12 June 2019

Brianna and I went to Grandma's. The house I miss so much, because here are many memories of my childhood.

I walked towards the backyard.

Backyard was the place of grandmother's favorite garden. But, now it was just a barren land.

Sorry, Grandma because I can't keep this grandma's favorite garden.

That night, I woke up to my dream. I dreamed that my family would come to pick me up. At that moment, I realized that my life was not long anymore. I will be out of this world soon.

After that, I woke up Brianna.

I took her to the tree house.

There we saw a star in the sky that was already very dark.

I feel like my head is getting sick, but I have to hold it.

I told Brianna a lot of things. About my childhood until now. I look at him every time I tell him stories.

After that, it's all over. I fell asleep in my long dream.

Now I can only pray my best for Brian.

..."There are things you don't need to know. Enough of my secret."...

...~Steven Brayen~'s...

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Well, it still needs a lot of words.

I want to confide.

This extra part only contains POV from all the characters I choose. And in this extra part the story may be somewhat bosenin.

But if you don't read and don't follow, it's no problem for me.

Because here only answer the unanswered questions in the story. If, you feel unkempt. No problem not to follow.

Then, I also want to talk about the plot/line of this story.

I understand very well that this story may be a strange plot, or sometimes a cliche.

But, please appreciate this story because this story is really the result of my brain thinking. And not tell any story.

And for those of you who might not really like the way I write. No problem, because this is my first story and definitely more flaws. But I will try to write better in my next work.

And for those who always ask about, why is Brianna like this or that?

Well, I want to answer it now.

Honestly, Brianna's character isn't as bad as you think.

And that makes Brianna's character so mah, because the author heeheheheehee.

Next time, I make a story about a girl whose stance is solid.

It's a fiction story, not my own. And of course this is just my delusion, so it must be a bit strange.

But thank you. Because you guys already want to read my story that gaje this hehehehe..

And sorry if the ending of this story is a bit confusing or strange or cliche yes hmmm...

but, I want to explain that Brianna died at the end of the story.

And as Brianna said at the end. He loves both men differently. And you know the answer, right?

Okay, here's the curse or something. From me, sorry if gaje, I just want to say something.

And don't forget to like, comment, and vote me. If you don't want to, go get it. Author is maksa.

See you again, in the next extra part. Guess what, POV who else did I make?

Okay, bye. See you later, the author wants to poke again