Destiny Choice

Steven and his secret

February 4th, 2003

"Stev, your mama's coming home tomorrow. You happy not?" ask grandma.

"Regular." I replied briefly.

"Is that the answer?" ask the grandmother again.

I didn't answer Grandma's question and went into the room immediately.

Why am I happy that my mom is home? My inner.

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February 5, 2003

I stared blankly at my mother's photo.

You really shouldn't have come home.

"Stev, don't you want to deliver your mama's body one last time?" ask grandma in her black clothes.

I looked at my grandmother clearly. Why is my grandmother so sad about my mother's death?

"Son, I don't want to go anywhere. I just want to be home." I replied as I took off the black suit I had been wearing.

"Aren't you going to regret this decision?" ask grandma again.

"No." I answered.

I immediately went into the room. I let out all the tears I had sustained earlier.

I closed my mouth so as not to make a sound of crying.

"Bad mama, bad mama, I hate mama." I muttered on the sidelines crying.

I never knew that my mother, who rarely visited me, would leave me so soon. He said he was going home, but it was just his booze.

I don't believe in any of this.

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September 2nd, 2011

"I love my sister" said the girl, giving me a chocolate bar.

"Sorry, I don't like you." I reply.

He looked at me with a disappointed face. The girl immediately ran away from me.

It's not my type. Yes that's the answer.

July 15, 2012

At first I met him. The girl I love.

At that time he accidentally spilled meatball sauce on my uniform.

Sloppy, that's the first thing I remember of him.

I, who was upset, immediately left without returning his words.

But a week later he came up to me again sitting on the bench of the garden.

He apologized to me, which is where I started to get interested in him.

Honestly, it's normal. Not too pretty and not too sweet. Nothing draws from him. But I don't know what makes me want to approach him.

I ventured to ask her her name while she was in the cafeteria. Her name is Brianna Maurell. What a beautiful name I think. But when I saw his friend coming. I'll leave her soon.

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"Am I crazy? Why am I interested in this girl? She's just an ordinary girl, Stev." I muttered as I rubbed my face rough.

I think I should stay away from him. Nothing can happen between me and him.

That's what I always thought.

But I didn't manage to stay away from him. Especially after we met back in the backyard of the school, I instead wanted to get closer. Although, just looking from afar, I was already very happy.

Finally, after a long time, I got a chance to get close to him. There are many ways I can always be around him. I even helped him study for the semester exam.

There is a feeling that is beginning to grow in my heart. I also expressed my feelings for her, but I did not immediately ask her out because I still want to know her slowly.

I started dating her after Karin almost slapped Brianna.

I just can't stop thinking, why Karin would dare to do it. I know that he likes me because he has repeatedly expressed his feelings. However, I have absolutely no feelings for him.

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April 5th, 2013

I woke up and found Brianna who was already in the UKS with me. He was very worried about me. And that's the beginning where I don't want to let go. I really fell too deep for him.

And because Brianna always forced me to go to the doctor, I finally went to the doctor as she wanted.

However, why should I get word that there are cancer cells in my brain?

Doctors say these are still early symptoms and are better treated right away. But, stupidly I did not even listen to the words of the doctor.

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These past few weeks, my relationship with Brianna has been strained by my attitude.

We met in the library at the time. Brianna's returning the book. I intended to approach him, but I paused because I realized he was not alone.

Then, while I was smoking in the back yard of the school, I met him again. I feel de javu with this situation, at first I want to be quiet. But I responded to his words. After he finished driving her to the parking lot and saw her leaving the campus. I got in my car and went to the hospital.

But, why did Brianna call me at such an inopportune time? I hurriedly turned off the phone when the nurse called my name.

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"I like my brother. Why are you even dating someone else?" ask the girl to me.

It's so weird this girl. Why is Brianna friends with him?

"It's none of your business, if I'm dating someone else. And you don't mess with my Brianna." threatened me.

I'll leave her soon. Plans to read books in the library also failed because of his arrival.

And ever since then, that girl has always been weird around me.

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February 2nd, 2014

I was in class in the morning and Brianna called me.

He asked what date is this?

I remember that today was our anniversary. But I already have my own plan. So, I decided to upset him first.

After class, I rushed to Brianna's.

I called him when I got to his house.

He looked sleepy, finally opening the fence for me.

I immediately took her to the place I had planned.

This is a special place for me, because I usually come here when I'm mentally tired.

And in this place too, our first kiss. I can never even forget it.

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August 15, 2014

"Hi, sis. We'll see you again." said the girl I knew so well.

Why the hell, does he have to go to college here? I'm so tired of facing it.

He always followed me and greeted me everywhere. I'm confused, is he always in class on the same day as me? Is this just his wits?

February 2nd, 2015

I just got out of my class and was immediately greeted by the strange girl who was always chasing me.

"What do you want? I'm tired, because you're always following me around." I'm upset.

"I want a kiss from you" he said, staring me in the face.

A kiss? He asked me that.

"If I give it to you, will you stop chasing me again?" my many.

"Yes" she replied.

I immediately clasped his hands and headed into the deserted passageway.

That's where I kissed her.

"Stev." call him soft.

"Shush."

I really don't want to do this. But I can't think anymore. I hope he gets away from me soon.

To be honest, I realized that someone else had seen us kissing.