Destiny Choice

Revealed (2)

"You're so surprised, aren't you?" nico said with a cynical smile.

"Just meet him, I don't have a problem" he continued.

Nico passed by leaving me.

Why would he know what I was thinking? Is he angry now?

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I was in front of Steven's house. And immediately pressed the doorbell.

Ting tong's.... Ting tong's.....

Why was it opened so long? Is Steven not home?

Crick...

"Eh? Brianna." said Karin who just opened the door.

Well, why did Karin open the door anyway? Is he going to be mad at me for coming here?

"Are you looking for Steven?" ask Karin.

"Yes." I replied awkwardly.

"Yes, go in first yuk" he said.

Eh? I thought he was going to throw me out.

I went in and sat down on the sofa. Karin immediately went to call Steven.

After a few minutes, Karin returned with no Steven beside her.

Does Steven not want to see me? Batinku sad.

"I'm sorry, Bri. Steven said he wanted to rest. So, he can't see you." said Karin.

Isn't that just an excuse? He obviously didn't want to see me.

Never mind, I better get out of here.

"That's it, yeah. I'll go home first. Sorry to bother you."

"Eh, don't go yet. Since you've come all the way here, there's something I want to tell you."

I'll come far - far not for you. Besides, what do you want to tell me?

"What do you want to tell me?" ask me to the point.

"Emmm... It's about Steven."

Steven's? What happened to Steven?

"Steven has stage 3 cancer, Bri" Karin said.

I was so surprised to hear that.

Did I not hear wrong? Steven has such a dangerous disease?

"Tell me this is just your bullshit" I said with a slight snarl.

"If, this is just bullshit. What did I tell you for?"

Why didn't he ever tell me? Why didn't Steven tell me about any of this? Wh why? Whyyy?!

"Bri, there's something else you should know. That in fact, Steven never stopped loving you. Every hour, every minute, every second he thinks of you. There was never any room for me in his heart" said Karin sadly.

So, all this time he was just lying about his feelings. And Karin, just an impingement?

"You know he doesn't have feelings for you, so why are you still hanging by his side?" my many.

"Because he has no one else. Her grandmother died a few months ago. And you're married to another one too. Who can accompany him?"

Grandma is dead? Why don't I ever know all this?

"Bri, you still love Steven?" ask Karin.

"I guess yes."

"Do you want to go back to him?" ask Karin again.

"Sarin!" snapped Steven who had been out since when he was at the end of the stairs.

"I told you to throw him out, why did you let him stay here?!"

"Stev, I was just chatting with him for a while" Karin replied.

"Hurry and tell him to go!" steven Snaps to Karin.

Karin would not obey his words. I came out of Steven's house with an idea that went nowhere.

"I'm sorry, Bri. It seems Steven is being emotional" Karin said.

"No problem though. I knew from the beginning that he didn't want to see me. And as for your question, I can't seem to go back to him." I said before leaving.

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"How did you meet him? Running smoothly?" ask Nico while putting his old dinner plate into the sink.

"Very smoothly, as you wish." I replied cynically.

I hurriedly finished all the dishwasher that had piled up in the sink.

I want to go to bed and forget about what happened this afternoon. My inner.

"Na, do you still really love Steven?" ask Nico who is still beside me.

"Eitherway. I don't understand either." I replied.

"Tonight I'll sleep in the other room. Good night." said Nico.

Excuse me.

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November 20th, 2018

"Where are you going, Na?" ask dad to me.

"Eh? Emm.. I'm going out for a minute." I replied.

"Why don't you ask Nico to drop off?" asked the father while looking at Nico who was sitting in the chair next to him.

"I can go alone. It's just a little bit of doang." I said.

Nico looked at me suspiciously. Does he think I'm going to go see Steven?

"Yes, yeah. I'm leaving first." I said goodbye.

I'm hunting out of the house. And immediately drive the car I set up outside.

About 35 minutes, I got to where I was. I'll go inside right away.

"Good morning, Bri. I didn't expect you to make a consul's appointment with me." said aunty Sandra.

I immediately sat in the chair that was available in front of him.

"What do you want to ask me?" tanyakanya.

"Do you know why I came here?" askaku.

"It seems like it." he answered.

"I want to know my past" I said, clarifying my purpose.

"You tried to forget it, and now you want to remember it. Are you sure of your choice?"

"Of course." I answered steadily.

"alright. Remember, Bri. It's your choice, don't regret remembering it." said aunty Sandra.

And I finally regret remembering it.

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December 15th, 2018

Cring.. Cring...

The sound of the alarm clock alarm, woke me up from my dream. I saw it was 6 in the morning.

Why am I waking up this night? My inner.

I immediately stepped my foot into the bathroom. I brushed my teeth first, so that my breath would be refreshed. When I was done with the bathroom, I went to the kitchen. To prepare breakfast.

"Eh? Have you made your own breakfast?" I asked Nico who was sitting on the dining table chair while chewing bread.

"You woke up bad. So, I decided to make my own breakfast." she replied without looking at me.

"Do the bed linen in your room need replacing?" my many.

"No need. If, need I can replace it myself." he replied ketus.

Morning, my mood was bad. Come on, mending I make breakfast for me.

Drrt.. Drrt..

"Hello, rin." I called Karin.

"Hey, Bri. I have good news for you."

"What?"

"Steven has accepted me. And he will marry me." said Karin happily.

Did he finally open his heart? My mind asked - asked.

"Congratulations, rin." I said.

"But do you think he really accepted me? I still doubt him."

"If, he had indeed dared to commit more with you. I think he's serious."

"May your words be right."

"Don't worry, rin." I said calmly.

After chatting for a while on the phone. I immediately continued my work, which was to make breakfast.

"Do you want to have breakfast again?" give me to Nico.

"No." she answered briefly.

"Yes." I'll give it back.

Then, I immediately finished my cooking.

"Good meal" I said to myself.

I ate the breakfast I made.

Tests..

My tears are coming down. I immediately wiped it with my palm.

Why at a time like this do you have to remember anyway, Bri?

I ran straight to the bathroom and cried.