Destiny Choice

Destiny Choice
Weddings



August 1, 2018


"Bun, Nana is very upset" I said sadly to the mother's grave.


"If only my mother were alive. Nana can definitely tell all this Nana's anxiety."


My tears slowly came down.


"Tomorrow Nana is getting married, bun. But, Nana was worried about Nana's choice. How's it going, bun?"


ddrr....


I wiped my tears and immediately picked up my phone.


"Hello?"


"Bri, can't you come here?" meira asked on the phone in a sobbing voice.


"Eh, May. You why? Where are you now?" I panicked because I heard his voice.


"I'm at xxxx, sneak here ya." Her speech.


Without further ado, I headed straight for the car and went to the place I was told.


About 30 minutes later, I arrived. And I saw Meira sitting on the edge of the asphalt dumbly. I went to him.


"May." call me.


He looked towards me. Suddenly, her tears came back down.


"May, what's wrong with you?" manyworry.


I immediately calmed him down. A few minutes later, he calmed down.


"Bri, can I borrow some money?" tanyakanya.


"Can kok. How much do you need?"


"25 million."


"I don't have that kind of money, but maybe I can ask my dad."


"Please, Bri."


"Yes, May. Actually, what's the matter?" manya curious.


"Emmm. I fought with both my parents, I'm not strong anymore with them." Sad talk.


"So you're going to get away from them?"


"Yes. That's why I want to pay money first. I promise, I'll go back the money." Convincingly.


"Yes, May. Go on, where are you going?"


"Where aja. What matters is that I can be free."


I could only shut up and smile at him.


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I, who had just finished borrowing money from my father, immediately went out to look for Meira. I saw Meira sitting on my garden bench. I immediately went to approach her.


"May, here's the money" I said, handing him the brown envelope.


"Thank you, Bri" he said as he received the envelope.


Then he hugged me tightly.


"I'm sorry, Bri. I can't be at your wedding tomorrow" he said regretfully.


"Gapapa. Take good care of yourself - well, Mei." I said while patting her back.


He took off his embrace and looked at my face.


"Thank you, Bri. I'm glad I know you." he said.


I can only smile at him.


"Often - often contact me." I said reminded.


He nodded his head.


After that, he left my house. I don't know, where is he going?


I can only pray for the best for him.


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August 2nd, 2018


The wedding ceremony went well. Now Nico and I are husband and wife in the eyes of religion and law.


We will soon be living a new life starting today.


"You tired?" ask Nico who is standing next to me.


"Eh, no, no."


Although actually in my heart, I was very tired of standing, because I had to welcome the guests who came.


"We've been standing for 2 more hours, sure you're not tired?" tanyanya back.


"Gapapa. I'm still strong."


Why is there any reception? Inner irritated.


"Why hasn't he come yet? Did you forget to give me the invitation?" ask Nico to me.


"Who do you mean?" askaku.


"Steven" he said.


I just remembered, if ever I hadn't seen his nose at all.


"Emm. I don't know."


He glanced at me. But, suddenly his gaze went the other way.


"He's coming" he said.


I saw the direction of his view. I was kind of surprised to see Steven embracing a girl I knew so well.


"Congratulations on the wedding" Steven said as he greeted Nico.


"Thank you for coming." replied Nico.


He just smiled.


"Congratulations, Bri." he said to me.


"May you be happy with your husband" he continued.


"Emm. thanks." I said.


"Congratulations, Bri. Make the wedding." said the girl next to Nico.


That girl is Karin. How did this end up like this?


"Thank you, Brother Karin." Give me back.


"Long time no see" he said again.


I smiled at him too. Then, Steven immediately invited Karin to come home. They said they just wanted to congratulate us.


"He already has your replacement" Nico said without looking at me.


I just kept mourning everything that happened.


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August 3, 2018


Tok....


"Just a minute, yeah." answered me, who was busy putting some stuff in the suitcase.


"Yes, a sneak ya. Kasian Nico is waiting."


"Yes, yeah."


In about 20 minutes, I finished packing. I'll be out of my room soon.


"Well done, Na?" ask dad.


"Udah, yeah."


Without a cue, Nico took my suitcase and put it in the car.


Is he still mad about last night?


"Emm. Yeah, yeah. Nana left first." I said.


"Yes, Na. Be careful, when you arrive. Don't forget to call dad."


"Yes, yeah."


Then I hugged him tightly. Finished hugging, I looked at my father's face. I was so sad to be away from him.


Unconsciously, my tears came down.


"Who? How's the cry, Na?" ask me to worry.


"Nana, I'll miss you" I replied sobbing.


"If you miss your father, you can often contact him" he said.


I immediately wiped my tears.


"Yes, yeah. Nana go first." I say goodbye.


Father waved his hand. Then, I got into the car immediately.


"You still angry?" ask me to Nico who is still focused on driving.


"Hmm.." Reply.


He's still angry apparently.


And finally, there was no chatter at all between us during the trip.


2 More hours, we got to Nico's house at xxxx.


"Let's get off." take her.


I got out of the car too. He took all my suitcases into his house.


"Om Dean don't live here?" my many.


"No, I'm moving on."


"Oo.." I'll reply.


"Where is our room?" my many.


"There's a top" he answered.


I stared at him who was busy cleaning up some of his stuff.


"I'm sorry for last night" I said.


"Don't talk about it anymore."


"I just haven't gotten over it, Nic."


"Then? We had a fight yesterday, just because he wasn't?" he said with a bit of a snarl.


"I don't want to argue anymore, Nic." I said annoyed.


He just kept quiet.


"Sorry" he said.


I looked towards him.


"We forget what happened" I said.


"Emm. Help me bring the suitcase to the room." I asked.


He answered with a nod. Then, help me immediately.


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August 4th, 2018


"I'd like to apply for a job at a xxxx company?" I asked Nico who still enjoyed his breakfast.


"So. From now on, I will finance all our needs. You don't need work." she replied.


Then, what's the point of me going to college for 4 years anyway? Free so.


"Then I can save the money for my own needs" I said.


"Tetep can't. I will work, and you take care of the house" he said with a pressing tone.


Then, I shut up. Because I know, if I return the words. It will end in a fight.


"Emm... later I can permit the road - the road is not?" ask for heart - heart.


"Where?"


"To the mall maybe, make shopping."


"Tomorrow."


"Who? Why?" just pissed.


"Tomorrow Saturday, so I can come."


Why is he coming too? I want to be alone.


"Yes." I'm lazy.


I also moved from my seat.


"Where are you going?" ask Nico.


"You're sleeping."


"It's still morning."


"But I'm sleepy." I replied annoyed.


"You may sleep if I have left for work."


What - what? He told me to wait for him to leave? It's still 6, and he left for work at 8. Then, I can sleep in 2 hours dong.


"Ok." I'm upset.


I also sat back.


"I want you tonight" Nico said, looking at me.


"Emm.. You mean?" tanyaku pura don't know.


Actually, I know the direction of the conversation. I was just lazy to respond.


"You know the direction I'm talking, Na."


"I don't want to. I'm on a monthly basis."


He walked out of his chair. I think he was upset by my answer. But, I'm not lying. I'm really on a monthly basis.


We haven't done it since we got married. But, what else? I'm not doing it.