
March 1, 2019
Ting tong's... Ting tong's....
I hurried to open the door.
"Nic." call me.
"Can you let me in first?" ask her annoyed.
"Eh? Aye." Yeah."
He went inside and laid his body on the sofa.
"You're so tired, aren't you? Want me a massage?" bargain me.
"No need" he said.
I, resigned to the answer, went straight to the kitchen.
"Na." shouted Nico.
"What's wrong?" many confused.
"Please get me some water."
"All right, I'll get you a minute."
I immediately poured the water from the dispenser into the glass. Within seconds, I had returned to meet Nico who was still laying on the sofa.
"Here, the water." I said, giving him a glass of water.
He got up and drank the water.
"How's your job? Is everything going well?" my many.
"Yes" she answered briefly.
I began to awkwardly ask again, due to the short reply.
"Nic, if there's nothing you need anymore. I'll go back to the kitchen to cook." I said.
"Go away." he replied.
Patience, patience, he's just tired. I have to understand it.
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"Na." call Nico.
"Yes?"
"Tomorrow I'll take you for a walk, will you?"
"Now. We haven't been together for a long time" I replied happily.
Suddenly Nico hugged me. I was a bit surprised by his embrace, but I replied tightly.
"Tomorrow will be the most beautiful day for us" he said faintly in my ear.
Somehow, from his words I became thinking something was wrong later.
I hope that's just my assumption.
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March 2nd, 2019
"Are you ready, Na?" ask Nico.
"It has. Yuk is leaving."
Nico took my hand. We will walk to the park.
The distance is not far enough from home, it may take about 20 minutes if you walk.
"Why don't we just use the car?" my many.
"I want to walk. Walking is healthy." she replied with a smile at me.
During the trip Nico and I shared a funny story that made us laugh together. This long journey does not feel exhausting at all.
"Nic, let's find a seat immediately." take me.
"wait. Let's take a picture here."
Nico arrived - suddenly took out his HP directly.
"Emmm... Photo here?"
"Yes" said he, who had brought his cheek closer to my cheek.
Czechoslovak.. Czechoslovak...
Many photos taken by Nico.
"Emmm.. Nic, can we find a seat soon? I'm really tired."
"Eh? Ja. I'm sorry, let's get a seat right away."
Nico stuffed his HP into his pants pocket and immediately grabbed my hand back.
"Finally meet too" I said gladly when I saw the empty seat near the tree.
I who was very tired of standing, immediately sat down to rest my legs.
"You thirsty?" ask Nico who is standing in front of me.
"Yes." Yeah."
"Yes, wait here for a moment."
Nico went somewhere.
Drrr.. Drrr...
Why would Steven call me at a time like this?
"Hello, Stev."
"Bri." call Steven in a weak tone.
"My head hurts, Bri."
"What are the side effects of his chemo?" ask again.
"Maybe. Bri, can you come to my place now?" tanyakanya.
How'this? Should I leave Nico? But Nico will be angry.
"Na." call Nico who's sitting next to me.
I cut off Steven's phone.
"What's wrong with your face? You look so pale?" ask Nico to worry.
"Eh, no really. I'm gapapa."
"Oh, yeah. Here drink it." said Nico while giving me an aqua bottle.
I opened the aqua bottle and drank.
Calm your mind, Bri. You have to tell Nico the truth and get to Steven's place.
"Ni." I was cut off because Nico kissed my lips.
My heart beats so fast. I just kept quiet without returning the kiss.
"Na, I love you. Really - really love you. However, I realize that I'm not the man you want."
His words suddenly made me quiet. A strange feeling suddenly appeared in my heart.
"Road with you today, it's really fun. I will always remember it in my memory."
"Nice."
"I'm divorcing you Brianna Maurell."
Degs..
My heart stopped beating. His words make me very sick.
He's just kidding, isn't he? He didn't really say it.
My tears came down and wet my cheeks.
"Say this is a lie. Please tell me you're just kidding, Nic!" my snapping.
"I'm not kidding, Na. I decided to give up. Now you can go back to Steven."
"I love you, Nic. I love you, so why would you hurt me like this!"
"Your love is only half for me. I know that, Na."
"And I know that from the beginning you were very doubtful about this household!"
"What exactly makes you doubt, Nic?!" connect me.
"It was your love that made me doubt. I should have realized that love cannot be forced. But my stubbornness keeps me from accepting this marriage."
"Please, Nic. Don't divorce me. I want to hang on with you." I sobbed.
"There's no way for us anymore. Go back to the place where your heart misses him."
After saying that, Nico left me.
Tests... Tests...
The raindrops didn't make me get out of my seat, nor did they make me stop letting out my tears.
The future I dreamed of, slowly disappeared in an instant. Now I have to dream of another brighter future for me.
Ting tong's... Ting tong's...
"Bri."
I looked at Steven who had opened the door.
"Why are you wet?" ask Steven to worry.
"Stev, from now on I will always be by your side. I will take care of you until the end." I said, holding his hand.
"Bri."
Steven hugged me.
And finally, I'm back to you. My last choice.
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March 5th, 2019
"I'm disappointed in you, Nico. How dare you divorce my daughter!" I snapped at Nico who had fallen to the floor due to a father's blow.
"Dad please stop" I said, holding my arm.
Nico just kept quiet and did not do any defense.
"I just want to give this letter to Brianna, um" said Nico who tried to stand up.
"I'm really sorry about marrying you to my daughter. This marriage is just an unlucky bearer for my daughter!"
"Dad, watch what dad says. And Nico, give me the letter. I'll sign it soon."
Nico gave me the letter. After I signed her, it was all over.
"I'm sorry, um." said Nico.
"Go away. And tell your father never to call me again!" snapped dad back.
Nico left immediately with his car.
You must be strong, Na. You must be strong.
"Na, are you a gapapa?" ask dad.
"Whoa, yeah. Nana's tough on everything that's happened."
Dad hugged me. I also let out the tears I had sustained earlier.
"Don't cry. A man like that, doesn't deserve your cry." said the father who still pats my back softly.