Destiny Choice
Opening the Heart to Others
I came home with a bad feeling. My world collapsed because of it.
"Na, aren't you in college?" ask the father who has not yet left for work.
I looked towards him too.
"Everything ends as I expected." I said with a bitter smile at the end.
I immediately entered the room and locked it. I cried - it was in the room.
How did this end? Where is my mistake?
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April 25th, 2018
"Bri. Eat first yuk." said Meira while giving a bowl of hot porridge.
"No." I replied briefly.
"Bri, you haven't eaten in 2 days. What if you get sick?"
"Let's." I replied with a flat expression.
"Bri, don't think so. Your father and I are worried about you right now."
My tears came - they came back down. I hurriedly rubbed it.
"Bri." said Meira sadly.
Meira hugged me.
"Take everything out, until you're relieved." he whispered in my ear.
I was crying too - in his arms.
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April 27th, 2018
Now I feel better, and I'm going back to college.
"Morning, yeah." I said to the father who was reading the newspaper.
"Eh, Nana's going to college again?"
"Yes, yeah. It's not good if Nana truant continues, let alone daft again has passed."
"That's my dad's daughter." replied the father while kissing the top of my head.
"Emm... Can you take Nana to college?" ask for heart - heart.
"Could. What matters is that you have breakfast now."
"Yes, yeah" I said excitedly.
I ate my breakfast with gourmand.
After breakfast, Dad took me to college.
"Nana go in first. Bye, dad." I said goodbye, then kissed him on the cheek.
"Student study ya." father replied.
I smiled and got out of the car.
"Hey, Bri." said Meira who was in front of my class.
"Eh? Do you have classes too?" my many.
"There's no one. I just want to wait for you."
"What's this? My class is 2 hours." I said.
"Gapapa. I'll wait for you in the cafeteria, all snacking."
I just nodded and immediately went into the classroom.
After about 2 hours, my class ended. I'm heading to the cafeteria.
"Bri." call Meira who's sitting at the middle table of the cafeteria.
I approached Miera.
"Old sorry."
"No. What do you want to eat?" tanyakanya.
"I don't eat. Still full."
"Emmm... What if I had a drink?"
"Yes already. I want some iced tea." I replied.
"OK."
He immediately went to order iced tea. About 2 minutes later, he came back.
"Nih, Bri" he said, handing me a glass of iced tea.
"Thank you. Money to be replaced?" my many.
"No need." he answered.
"Emmm... Bri, have you moved on from Steven?" ask Meira.
"Give me some time, Mei." I said while looking at her with a sad face.
"Eh? Emm. yes, Bri. Sorry" he said guilty.
"What the hell is that."
After that I let him go home, to do my duties.
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10 May 2018
drrr..
"Hi, Nic." I called.
"Hi, Na. Emm... You have no time tomorrow?"
"There was. Why mother?"
"I want to take you by the way." he replied.
"You're coming home tomorrow?" my many.
"Yes" she answered briefly.
"What time did you pick her up?"
"Hour 5pm."
"OKs. I'll wait for tomorrow."
We talked about other things and laughed together, as a result of the jokes we made each other.
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"Well, I'll be allowed to go out with Nico." I told my dad who was eating his sandwich.
"He's home?" tanyakanya.
"Yes. And he's taking me for a walk."
"Ooo. yes already. The important thing is not to go home malem - malem yes." orders father.
I just held my thumb.
After breakfast, I go to college.
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It's 5 o'clock now, and I'm waiting for Nico in front of the fence.
Tin..
"You're 5 minutes late" I told him.
"Sorry, the streets are jammed. Come in yuk."
I got into his car too.
"To the mall, then to dinner. Great idea?" askalanya.
"End in the city park, how?" askaku.
"Ok." she replied briefly.
He drove his car to the mall.
Arriving at the mall. We're having fun.
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"Have you?" ask Nico to me.
"Yes." answered me who was still busy taking care of the groceries.
"Go to the restaurant?" ask again.
"Yes." I said briefly.
"Can you take him?" tanyakanya.
"Emm. can." I replied.
Suddenly he grabbed my groceries and took them.
"Other times, buy things not much - a lot" he said.
"If you have no problem" I said casually as I walked ahead of him.
"Eh, can I drive? my many.
"Can?" askalanya.
"Misache. I'm the one driving, ok." I said confidently.
He just nodded while putting my groceries into the trunk of the car.
About 15 minutes, we reached the restaurant.
"You still want to live, don't you?!" ask her with a annoyed tone.
"Still." I said casually.
You want to know why he's angry? That's because I drove his car with speeding.
"Udah yuk, we're going down." take me.
"I'll be driving" he said.
"Ready." get me back.
Dinner's over. We are in the park now.
"Sit yuk." asked me while pointing at an empty bench.
We sat on that bench.
"You happy?" tanyakanya.
"Yes." I replied.
"Open your heart to me" he said.
I looked towards him.
"I'll try." I said.
I moved from my seat.
"Go home yuk." take me.
But suddenly he pulled me.
And somehow we ended up kissing now.
It was a long night for both of us.
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12 May 2018
"Na, where were you last night?" ask the father in an interrogating tone.
"Emm.. I stay at my house" I replied lying.
"Don't you go with Nico?"
"Eh, emm.he didn't make me walk yesterday. I was going to play at my house."
"Ooo...."
"I went into the room first." I said.
I rushed into the room and locked it.
My mind is really messed up with last night.
How could Nico and I do that?
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25 May 2018
Today is my graduation day.
"Bri." call Meira.
"May, happy graduation!" my spoken.
"Happy graduation too!" his reply.
"I don't think I graduated" I said sadly.
"Yes, yeah."
"Where are your parents, Mei?" my many.
"They're not coming."
On the day of her daughter's graduation, why didn't they come?
"Nana." call dad.
"Eh, dad." I said happily and hugged him.
"Happy graduation ya." said the father while giving me a bouquet of flowers.
"Thank you, Dad." I'm moved.
I hugged my father tightly.
And this is the end of my college days.
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June 16, 2018
"Where do you want to go to work, Na?" ask dad.
"No idea, yeah" said I who was still busy reading the news on my HP.
"Emmm... Did you agree to marry Nico?"
"Yes. That's not what I want either."
"Good dad you finally want to, Na."
I just smiled at him. In my heart, I said something else.
"Nico ngajak Nana street later, can ya?" my many.
"Can. But, let's get home."
"Ready, yeah."
Actually I was still awkward to meet with Nico after that time. But, yeah, that's it.
