
"Na." call Nico who just woke up.
I was the one who had been thinking about that sort of immediate relief.
"You're from when I woke up, I didn't wake up. I'm afraid to know." I said sadly.
I don't know why my tears are coming down. Nico who saw her immediately panicked. He immediately hugged me.
"I'm sorry, Na" she said, stroking my hair.
"I don't want you to go like a mother. I don't want to." I said sobbing.
"I'm not going anywhere. I'm going to stay here to take care of you" he said as he occasionally kissed the top of my head.
About 5 minutes, I calmed down. I also took Nico for breakfast downstairs.
"How long is it going down?" ask dad.
"Nico is hard to build?" seductive about Dean.
"No, who said it?" ask Nico annoyed.
"Udah yuk, we have breakfast." take dad.
Me and Nico sat down on the chair.
"By the way, auntie was home, huh?" ask me to dad.
"Yes." answered dad.
"What if he was my psychiatrist first?" ask again.
"Shut up and finish your breakfast." tell dad.
Then, dad left the dining table. And Dean followed behind him.
Was my speech wrong? Feelings, I'm just asking. Inner confusion.
"Who is the psychiatrist you mean?" ask Nico.
"I don't know his name." I said.
Nico looked at me confused. Then, immediately continue eating.
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"Na." call Dean.
I looked at Dean sitting on the couch.
"What's up, om?" my many.
"Kok you still call me anyway, I'm your father too now." he said.
"Yes, yeah. What's up?" ask again.
"The psychiatrist was Sandra Reth, she worked at xxxx. You can meet him if you want to know about your past." said Dean.
My past? My inner.
"Why did you tell me?" I asked Dean.
"Because you're curious, aren't you? But once you open it. You won't be able to forget it again." said Dean.
I don't understand what that means. Does it have anything to do with a childhood I don't remember?
Dean moved from his seat. Then, he approached me.
"Think first, before you act." whispered in my ear.
He passed away leaving me still trying to digest all his words.
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15 October 2018
"Now" said Nico, giving me a movie ticket.
Here's the movie ticket I wanted to see at the time. My inner.
"You want me to watch?" my many.
"Yes." Yeah."
"We're both only?" ask again.
"Yes." Yeah."
"Ok." give me back.
"Don't disappoint me again." I warned him.
He just nodded and smiled. Did I give him hope? Maybe so. Just once, after that there will be no more chances.
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October 18th, 2018
"Do you like the movie?" ask Nico.
"Yes" I said, still carried by the film's storyline.
"You want some ice cream?" ask Nico.
"You."
"Wait there. I want to buyin first." said Nico while pointing to an empty bench on the edge of the park.
I'll sit down and wait for Nico. To be honest, today he treated me so special. Can I take it back? Wouldn't he hurt me like that?
"Here, Na" he said, giving me a strawberry-flavored ice cream.
"Thank you." I said with a smile.
"Are you happy for today?" ask Nico.
"Lumayan."
"Will you come back to our house?" tanyakanya.
"Are you going to try to be a good husband?" askaku.
"Yes. I'll fix everything like the beginning."
"Can I believe what you say?" my many.
"Yes, Na. Believe it."
Suddenly, he hugged me tightly.
"Thank you" he said softly.
I'm not sure you'll end up for me.
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20 October 2018
"I said yes, yeah." I said while hugging my father.
"Be careful" she replied.
"Pamit was, yeah, yeah" Nico told my dad.
"Be careful driving the car, Nic." said the father warned.
Nico replied with a nod.
"Bye, yeah. If it has arrived, I will definitely tell you." I said.
"Yes, Na." she replied.
Then, I got into the car immediately. And Nico drove his car away from Dad's house.
About 2 hours later, we got home.
"Let me bring the goods, you go straight in" said Nico.
I just nodded. And get inside the house immediately.
For some reason, the memories of that time flashed back in my head.
"Na, what's wrong with you?" ask Nico.
I immediately woke up from my daydream.
"Eh? Not why - why." I replied.
"Na, emm. You want?" ask Nico.
"Now. We are also husband and wife. Room separation." I replied.
"Yes, anyway."
I smiled at him too.
"What are you doing for kids?" tanyakanya.
"Want to?" I'm not sure.
"You are, if your child is." she replied.
I was wrong to hear that word.
"So, we live the pregnancy program well yes. Let me have her child." she said.
"Ready." get me back.
But, I think we'll be hard to have. Sorry, Nic. I said in my heart.
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October 24th, 2018
"I go to work first." said Nico.
"Be careful, Nic." Give me back.
"His kiss?" asked Nico while advancing his lips.
I kissed her lips. My face must be very red by now.
"Thank you, my beautiful wife. I'll go first." said the saying.
I wave my hand. And Nico's car starts to get away from home.
Ddrr.. Ddrr...
Whose number is this? My inner.
"Hello?" my broom.
Tut's.. Tut's...
Deadened? What's a prankster? Or the wrong phone call? Inner confused.
I didn't want to think too much about the phone. And prefer to cook lunch for Nico.
Ddrr.. Ddrr..
Come on, why would anyone call again? The number is different from the last phone, but I don't know whose number is this either?
"Hello?" my broom.
"Hey, Bri. It's me Michelle." Michelle said on the phone.
Is this his new number? But, after I remember - remember. Didn't this number ever call me back then, who said I was a traitor?
"So, this is your number?" my many.
"You inget?" askalanya.
"Yes. You're the one who contacted me a long time ago, right?"
"really. Your memory is amazing, Bri." praise him.
"Well, you call?" manya lazy.
"I just want your news. But, I think you are good - fine." he said.
What do you want, girl? Mending I close the phone?
"Never call me again. And go far away from my household, I'll never take Nico away for you" I said.
"You still want to excuse Nico? After what he did? Great of you, Bri."
I feel dejavu with his words. The words I received were from someone too.
"Last connection for you. Good bye." I said.
After that, I immediately disconnected the phone. And immediately block and remove it.
A traitor? I never even felt like I betrayed her. Just because of men, our peace is broken.