Destiny Choice

Desire to Return Together

Ting tong's....

I open the door immediately. Apparently, it's Nico.

"Eh? How did you come?" many confused.

"Emmm."

"Ooo.. ya've entered first yuk."

He went in and sat on the sofa.

"I'm ready - ready first, Nic." I said.

He also nodded. I think he's still awkward with me. I'm getting ready soon - ready.

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"Udah yuk." said I just finished dressing up.

We got into the car to leave.

"So that wasn't the first time for you?" tanyakanya.

"Yes. I've done it with Steven. And that was your first time?"

"Yes" she answered briefly.

I was a little surprised by his statement. I think he's done it a lot.

"You agreed to the marriage, is it because you already like me?" tanyakanya.

I was confused to answer.

"Emm.. sorry." I said.

"It turns out, it's hard for you."

I chose not to respond.

Then we got to a cafe.

"You go find a place first, I'm going to the toilet" Nico said.

I just nodded my head.

"Bri." call someone to me.

I immediately searched for the origin of the sound.

And my guess is right, it's Rachel's voice.

"Geez, I didn't think we could meet here" he said.

I just keep quiet.

"Bri. I apologize for my mistake. I'm really - really stupid." he said guilty.

"Lupain aja." reply me.

I saw him looking at me confused.

"We missed what happened first. That's what you want." I said sniffly.

Honestly, I'm still upset to see it.

"Bri. We won again." he said begging, he held my hand.

"I promise I'll never lie to you again" he said.

"I can't. I don't need a promise that can never be kept." I said.

"I'm sorry, Bri. I really - really mrs. You're the only friend I have." he said sadly.

"If so, why don't you think like that from the beginning?"

I left him immediately. And wait for Nico in front of the toilet.

"Who? Bri, how are you here?" tanyanya's confused.

"We go somewhere else."

"Why?"

"I don't like it here" I said.

"Emmm. okay."

We're back in the car. During the journey only silence existed.

"What do you want, Bri?" ask Nico.

"I'm just like you." I said.

ddrrt...

Whose number is this?

"Hello?" tanyaku.

"The traitor's ass." said the voice on the phone.

"Who are you? How can you come and tell me that!" I said with anger.

tutt..

Why killed?

"Na, who's on the phone?" ask Nico.

"Don't know. Strange man." I said with a tinge.

He chose silence.

Whose voice was that? His voice does not sound clear.

after eating, we decided to go home.

"We're going straight home?" ask Nico.

"Yes." I replied briefly.

"Well, if there's a problem, you can tell me" he said.

I just nodded. I don't know, my mind is still going elsewhere.

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July 13, 2018

I am now in the supermarket shopping.

But I didn't expect to meet someone still in my heart.

"Stev." call me.

He was busy looking at his shopping. Finally looking towards me.

I miss him.

"Stev." call me one more time.

He just looked at me flat. Is it true that he doesn't love me anymore?

"I'm sorry, if it's been a lot of times for you to be disappointed" I said sadly.

"But why did you feel that fast?" my many.

"All that can be lost" he replied flatly.

"I know we love each other, and now I know you still love me." I said.

"There's still a chance for us to be together again, Stev." I said.

"Your happiness is not me. Forget everything." he said.

He left, left me again. There was no hope, I gave up.

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July 20th, 2018

Tok..

"Na, are you ready yet?" ask me in front of my room.

"Yes, yeah. Hold on again." answered me who was still busy polishing blush on my cheek.

When I finished, I put the makeup back into the drawer.

But, I accidentally saw a small, circular object at the very inside of my drawer. Apparently, it was a ring that was given by Steven at that time. I became reminded of him.

How's he doing now? Is he okay?

"Na, let's sneak out." call dad in front of the room.

I woke up from my daydream. And leave the room immediately.

"It's so long you." grumbled Dad.

"Sorry, yeah."

"Pick out, Nico's been waiting for it."

"Yes, yeah. I'm leaving first yeah." I said goodbye.

I'll be out of the house soon too.

"Na." call Nico.

"Sorry, wait a long time."

"Gapapa. Come on in."

I got in his car.

"We go buy a ring first or to the boutique first?" tanyakanya.

"Buy the ring first." I replied.

I have accepted this match. And I'll be marrying her soon.

I don't know, what's going to happen in the future? I don't know.

"Why is that how it is?" I asked Nico who was still busy driving.

"I don't know either." she replied.

"Will we be happy when we get married?" I asked while looking at him.

"Of course we will be happy, as long as you can open your heart to me" he replied.

Apparently, I should try.

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July 24th, 2018

"Now, May. Invitation for you, don't forget to come." I told him.

"Are you really getting married, Bri?" tanyanya.

"Yes." I replied briefly.

"That means you moved dong?" tanyanya sad.

"Yes." Yeah."

"We rarely meet dong."

"I'll call you often."

He just nodded his head.

"Eh, where are you applying for a job?" I asked Meira.

"Don't know yet. I'm actually going to bed at xxxx, but people know I'm nagging. Because I don't want to debate, I'm not going to sleep."

Poor Meira. Why do his parents like to ban him?

"Patience, Mei." I said.

He just smiled at me.

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"So, did you send the invitation to Meira?" ask Nico.

"Yes. Emm... Nic, do we have to kill Steven too?"

"Yes, why? You mind?" tanyakanya.

"No, not." I said.

I continued to eat my snacks.

"I love you, Na." whispered softly in my ear.

I looked towards him.

"Emm. I love you too." I reply.

"Don't talk, if it's not from your heart."

I also fell silent to hear his words.

"I came back, Na." said.

"Eh, yes."

I drove him out the fence. And he's leaving soon.

Is there any taste for her in my heart? I'm rattled.

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Ting tong's....

Steven opened the door.

"Hi." I said with a smile.

"Whenever here?" tanyanya cold.

"Emm. I want to give you this." I said as I gave him my wedding invitation.

"You're getting married?" tanyakanya.

"Yes. I hope you come." I said.

"Emm.. and here, I return the ring you once gave me." I continued, giving the ring.

"I'll come. And just keep this ring." he said, returning the ring to my hand.

I looked into Steven's face. This affection is too deep for you.

"Emm. I go home first. Bye." my saying goodbye.

He just kept quiet. I got in the car and left.