
I lost my knee and felt limp as I looked at Ricardo's office standing straight in front of me. I want to escape the reality, I want to go back in time and not give my whole heart to a lying man like Ricardo.
I stepped over while wiping my tears, I used sunglasses so that no one would see my eyes because I kept crying.
I didn't heed the greetings from the employees who greeted me I just walked over to get to Ricardo's room to ask for an explanation. As soon as I walked straight into the room of the number one person in the office..
" Dear... surprise again.." said Ricardo welcomed and immediately hugged me.
Immediately I pushed Ricardo's body away from me, the disgust came back when Ricardo came into contact with me. My love seemed lost when it changed with disbelief at the figure I admired so much.
" What's the matter, baby, are you okay??" ricardo asked with a puzzled look. I opened my sunglasses and looked at Ricardo with an angry look.
"A...da what dear??" Ricardo asked the same question.
" I'm sorry I gave you everything, Ricardo, I'm really sorry and I didn't think everything you said was nonsense" I said
" I don't understand honey explain it to me" Ricardo said trying to approach me
" PLAKKKK"
A slap so hard it landed directly on Ricardo's cheek, it proved how angry I was at him.
" You've wasted Ryana and her mother"
Those words turned out to make the face of Ricardo's countenance change, I knew there was fear there was evident when Ricardo just kept silent while staring at me.
" Well, do you know where??" Ask Ricardo
" What did Nur meet?? He must have made up a story about me and him" Ricardo said
" Is Ryana not your son??" ask me again
" Yes, he is my flesh and blood but I am.."
"That's enough I don't hear anything else, I don't want to hear anything else" I said, closing my ears, I was so tired of hearing all the things that would make me sicker and more hurt.
" Delanie" said Ricardo as he chased after me who was about to open the door of the room, I actually wanted to run but Ricardo swiftly hugged me and begged me not to leave.
"Don't go baby. Please baby.I'll tell you the truth" said Ricardo who constantly hugged and kissed me.
" Stop this Ricardo I want to go. I want to go I beg you" I said as I tried to release Ricardo's hand that was coiled around my body. I was too tired with all the circumstances.
"No. You can't leave I can die if you leave me alone. Me and Nur, there's nothing about it happening just because of a mistake"
" Let go of me mas, I want to beg myself" mine
Finally Ricardo hands her and lets me go to think about what next step I will take. I then drove my car back home but without realizing it Ricardo also came and followed me.
I was quite surprised when I saw him behind me, I felt stupid for not seeing his whereabouts.
" Dear listen to me let me explain what happened" Ricardo asked as he was in the room
" Get out mas I want us to go back to the original agreement, I want to split the room until I decide what to do next" I said
" Dear, I beg you" said Ricardo kneeling before me, so I remembered the request of Nur who was also kneeling before me.
I bit my lips and tried not to cry anymore but it was useless because the tears still flooded my eyes.
" I don't want to hear anything else now so please come out and don't have to see me until I can accept all of this reality. I don't know when I can accept it or not at all"
Ricardo finally came out while I could only cry behind the door in a sitting position.
" I'll wait for you here Delanie until you listen to my explanation, I'll wait" Ricardo said from behind the door.
" Hikss.." I still cry for all the fate I've had, It's not fair that the world has made me fall into the same hole.
I have fallen in love with a man who is bound by his past, now it is even more complicated because Ryan's son is an innocent child in this relationship.