
The more I realized that losing Ricardo was the worst thing after I lost both my parents. I have done various ways including coming to Ricardo's office repeatedly but I never found a bright spot because he was never in the office.
I didn't know what to do, I stayed home a lot more waiting for my husband to come.
"I'm so sorry" I said as I stared out of my bedroom window, I really wished Ricardo's car had come and kissed me on my forehead.
" When this moment will repeat itself mas" I said with hope that does not know the end.
The clock is showing at one o'clock in the morning but I can't close my eyes, I miss Ricardo so much and it really tortures me.
Actually I was very tired with this situation even one night I kept crying but until the morning I could not sleep. I felt my head so dizzy as I continued to cry.
I got back up to take pain medication in my head, now I take pain medication almost every day to reduce the pain I feel.
" Aren't you asleep??"
I was very surprised to hear Bi Jida's voice not usually he came to my room at this hour.
" No" said Bi Jida again made me even more surprised and immediately replied that I would go to sleep soon
" Can aunt come in??" said Bi Jida again
" Please Bi"
It was a surprise not to play when Bi Jida came with a birthday cake for me.
" Geez I almost forgot" I said as I patted my eel for forgetting my own birthday.
" Happy birthday.. Happy birthday..."
Bi Jida sings with her cry and this can make me smile even though my cheeks are wet again because my tears have just flowed.
" Thank you Bi "I said while hugging Bi Jida
" Now Make a wish dong non"
" Geez Auntie turned out to be a slut" I said, closing my eyes
I opened my eyes to blow out the candle but at that time I saw Ricardo who was standing while holding the cake that had been held by BI Jida instead replaced by Ricardo.
" Geez I must have dreamed" I said, pinching my cheek, but I was in pain and Ricardo was still there
" She" I said to convince
" Happy birthday my dear Delanie..."
Instantly I was immediately shocked while hugging the husband I so missed.
" It's not a dream, is it??" I said as I continued to hug Ricardo from the Side.
" Blow the candle first dong" Ricardo said
In spirit I blew out a candle that read 29 years old and I immediately cut and gave it to Ricardo
" Bi Jida where are you??" much
" It's gone and I'm also leaving after this, I just came to wish you a happy birthday" Ricardo said instantly leaving me limp
" You can't go, I don't want to" I said, whining and hugging Ricardo's arm
" But Nur will suspect it wasn't a one-year deal and I shouldn't have met you"
" I'm going to pull my words but don't do this I beg you" I said as I looked at Ricardo, a longing that I felt had not yet subsided even Ricardo had to leave.
" Promise is Delanie's Promise, "
" Mass you're so mean, I don't want to" I said, getting louder and weeping,
" It's still two weeks and we still need another 50 weeks to end all this. I hope you are patient or find a man who can replace me" Ricardo said
" No mas .. don't beg me"
It's free for me to ask, beg and whine all that was in vain because Ricardo still left me that morning