
Zio remained silent with my words, the morning the beautiful money just passed without any explanation for the continuation of this relationship.
" Maybe just punkuk miss the Moon" I said inwardly
I re-occupied myself with my birthday present, it seems that I was so interested in opening that gift rather than having to think about Zio.
The first time I opened the gift given by Yuna, the Pink Gift caught my attention. How surprised I was when I saw the contents, it turned out to be a gold bracelet that was said to be diamond but very small size.
" Happy Birthday Brother Delanie, this is a gift for junior Zacheri yes, immediately give me Nephew"
" Geez Yuna is really silly how to give her sister's niece just won't touch me"
I also keep the gift given by Yuna on my dressing table, I can't possibly wear it for this year because until now I am still holy.
I then opened the gift given by BI Jida, a package in the form of a book that I immediately opened.
It turns out that a cookbook written by BI Jida himself, there are so many recipes that are easy to learn.
"It's gonna be useful"
Then I was interested in opening a box of small size given by Ben, I wonder what gift Ben gave me.
I opened it quickly and it turned out to be a pair of diamond rings, I picked up the ring and saw my name and Ben there
Ben Ben and Boo, both beautiful rings bearing the nicknames of our beloved two. I was really surprised and also confused why Ben gave a gift like this.
In addition to the ring, Ben also made a piece of paper containing his handwriting
Regret always comes too late Boo, I thought you were just threatening me with that marriage. You really got married and left me.
6 Months have passed and you still haven't left, you're still here in my heart. I want to go back in time and repeat all of that. I want to get married even if you don't ask for it.
I know you're not happy with your marriage I can see the look in your eyes and your body taking care of you. I know he doesn't love you. Boo came back even though it was the most ridiculous thing you've ever done.
I immediately tore the paper with annoyance and hunting breath, Ben could have written that ridiculous thing after I got married
" Damn it he doesn't know how hard it is for me to forget him, doesn't he know how hard I tried to get him to marry me??"
Men are indeed the most selfish creatures they do not think at all about how women feel when they hurt them.
Especially in this day and age Men are free to do what they are and I am one of the victims
I decided to throw away Ben's ring, I don't want it to ruin my corn wedding.
" I've almost forgotten you Ben" I said, throwing the ring into the trash can in front of the house.
I can't deny that Ben was the only man who ever stole my heart. The man is very attentive and also friendly. But behind that Ben is a less responsible figure, if only he agreed to my request surely I would not suffer.
I can live with him without limiting anything he does, I can even live a simple life as long as he will always be faithful to accompany me.
Now she comes and says she's sorry, like her Ben's already lost his mind. If he doesn't want to lose me then he should have fought for his love for me.
" It's too late, Ben. everything's done..." I said in my heart.
I closed the trash can and went back into the room, I re-thought of ways to get Zio and I together.
I took my phone and searched for articles on how to lure men.
I feel a little crazy about it, I feel obsessed with Zio. I don't know if it's my love or obsession or my desire to be the perfect wife for Zio.