
" What if we agree to Nur's request??" I said as we were having breakfast and Ricardo choked on me.
Ricardo looked at me with a strange look and I knew he must have strongly disagreed with this ridiculous idea.
" What does that mean, baby??"ricardo said
" Hear this mas first for the happiness of me and also you, I want to make amends that you have made and after that we will live happily" I said giving understanding to Ricardo
" Are you crazy, Delanie?? I don't understand your ridiculous idea at all" Ricardo said
"Mas honestly all this time I was very depressed by Nur's words and I want you to fulfill Nur's request"
" So we agreed that I was with her for a year?? Are you going to let go of me or don't you still not love me?? or how??" ricardo said it was getting less and less
" It's not that I just want everything to be okay and we'll be together for a year" I said, which was also getting crazy
" You....!!!"
Ricardo didn't say anything else he just left me. I could only be silent when I saw Ricardo who was so angry because of me
I just sat down and stared at the breakfast that finally did not end because of the quarrel
" What the hell is non Delanie, why are you saying that" said Bi Jida who came to clean the table, apparently he heard the quarrel between me and Ricardo
" Bi.he's really angry" I said
" If aunt Ricardo would be angry too, Auntie doesn't understand your way of thinking" Bi Jida said
" Bi c'mon don't blame me, too, didn't I say it was related to a woman's feelings, I wanted Nur not to hold a grudge anymore" I said in defense of myself
" Geez Non in this world many people are vengeful but that is not a benchmark to make people he hated unhappy. Hang God who has the right to judge Non and do not sacrifice marriage for something that is not important"
I waited for Ricardo's return until almost midnight, this is the first time Ricardo came home late without telling me. I felt he was still angry until he decided to go home late.
I became restless because of Ricardo but it finally disappeared when I heard the sound of Ricardo's car. I rushed out to greet Ricardo but once I opened the door I was instead cueki by Ricardo.
" Why come home late, ma??" I asked while following Ricardo to the room
" Mad" I said again but Ricardo didn't answer and went to the bathroom
It hurts so much when Ricardo just ignores me, I feel useless. As soon as Ricardo came out of the bathroom I immediately hugged him.
" Are you still angry??"I said while clutching that already fragrant body
" Mad" I said as I looked at Ricardo
" I'm tired and want to rest" Ricardo said as he removed my hand from his body
" I want to sleep in my private room" Ricardo said, making me even more sad
" I'm min..."
I'm not done saying my words Ricardo has gone to the room that used to be his private room. My chest felt tight when I got the cold treatment from Ricardo.
Last night I didn't sleep even I cried many times because I remembered all the events during the wedding. I started thinking about what if Ricardo really went away in my life for an entire year .
"No.. no" it turns out my mind also refused if Ricardo with Nur, imagined if Nur mengesraan with Ricardo and forget me just like that.
" God like her I've made the wrong decision"