Delanie (Not a Wives Bet)

Don't want to split up

Somehow my heart felt very uncomfortable when I saw Ben who was already on the porch of his house. He stared at me with a tote bag that probably contained his clothes.

" Hhhhh Why should we part if we have just met"

We've known each other for almost 4 months, but I think I've known Ben a long time. I ran and ran towards Ben.

He also hugged me tightly and kissed my cheek repeatedly. I tried my hardest not to cry but still I couldn't hide my sadness.

" I'm going to be lonely Ben" my sobs and Ben patted me on the shoulder and said it was going to be over soon.

" I'll try to get things done and get back to you" Ben promised

" I don't know what it's like for so long" I said, not wanting to get out of Ben's arms

The hug was too warm and comfortable for me to let go, I wanted to be with him for a little longer.

" Don't be sad I'll be next weekend" Ben said

" A week is not a long time Delanie, love needs a struggle to maintain"

My heart broke as Ben waved his hand, as if it was the last wave even though Ben had promised to see me.

I was too naive when I felt my first love, it all felt beautiful and so empty when Ben left

For a few days I even got a reprimand from Mrs Winnie because my performance was a little down.

" Try Delanie's concentration, you're always a step late" Mrs Winnie said loudly

I just nodded and then tried my best to do every move taught by Mrs Winnie.

Actually it's not too difficult if I try to focus, but Ben's face and smile always haunt my day.

Like this morning when I woke up, the first thing I did was look at Ben's house, which is now inhabited by new residents. Only one day the house was empty and after that the house was crowded with the sound of the family choosing two children.

I miss the sound of Ben knocking on my door, I miss the moment I woke up and rushed to wash my face because Ben had already come in front of the door.

" I miss all that" I said as I looked at a young woman who was feeding her child.

Although we always communicate even almost every day to make video calls it feels very different from the habits that have been established for 4 months.

But my longing is a little comforted because almost every morning Ben always calls me to just ask if I have breakfast.

" Have you had Delanie's breakfast??" asked Ben from the voice call he made

" No, I'm waiting for you" I said spoiledly

" Geez, you haven't changed" Ben said from my phone, seeming to be furious with me

" You're coming this weekend, aren't you??" I asked, Ben's been gone 4 days and I really messed up.

Ben composed I did not hear Java other than the sound ****** which came from my phone

" I can't Delanie, I hope the village will be angry" Ben said in a clear voice

" Don't joke Ben, I'm being very serious" I said, starting to panic

" It's not just that I can't come in this month" Ben said, further frustrating, I even bit my lip because I felt disappointed

" I got enough modules to speed things up, I did it for us and I hope you understand"

Squeezing all over my body, especially my knees, I had imagined that I would spend time with Ben for at least a few hours

"DELANIE" said Ben calling my name

" I hope you understand, I'll be very busy and I don't promise to keep my promise before her"

I turned off my phone and I felt so sick of the thousand reasons Ben gave me.

" I won't be seeing him anytime soon"

" Fuck" I said while putting my phone away

I scratched my forehead because I was beginning to feel dizzy with unguided thoughts

" I hate you Ben"

Unfortunately the sentence did not come from my heart, it just came out of my mouth which was so inversely proportional to the reality I was feeling.

That shitty morning I finally went through with a warm bath in the morning, it seemed like it would make my burden slightly less

" Don't think too much about Delanie, this is nothing" I said as I poured warm water all over my body

I tried to be positive until I didn't realize the training was over and Mrs Winnie rebuked me.

" Delanie's focus, this dance we'll bring in 3 instead of forward and we'll be next to me by the famous Musicians"

" Good Mrs Winnie, I understand" I said

" I trust you if you can I won't hesitate to give you the lead role"

I was surprised and happy, the odette dance will be the main icon in this dance and if I succeed I will be paired with Feer one of the best male dancers.

" Really??" I said with sparkling eyes

" I know you have Delanie's potential even when I first saw you, fight" Mrs Delanie said, patting me on the shoulder

" Control your emotions, do not be a person who is unstable to be disciplined and professional"

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