Delanie (Not a Wives Bet)

Delanie's in love???

A few months of being friends with Ben made it really feel like a new color in my life

I could feel a sense of comfort I never got from the friendship of the people of Adam. I don't know why what Ben did was so beautiful and interesting in my eyes.

It seems like this morning I was still in the dreamland suddenly I heard a knock, half conscious I immediately woke up to hear Ben calling my name.

" Geez" I said as I tried to gather all my consciousness and immediately washed my face and rubbed my teeth.

"Why is it that just about every morning Ben becomes an alarm bell for me??" say

I opened the door and saw Ben's smile,

" Ahhhh"

It felt like it was becoming a vitamin in the morning for me and without my orders Ben immediately went in and went straight to the kitchen.

" Why you wake up late, Delanie, it's like it's not a reflection of an Indonesian woman" Ben mocked me

" I trained until night last night" I said a little bit of a lie when all night I stayed up while reading a novel until I didn't realize I was asleep on the couch until Ben came.

" Not read romance" Ben asked as he prepared vegetables for breakfast.

I was surprised when Ben could guess what I did last night

" Don't Ben put up the CCTV without my knowledge??"

I stared suspiciously and again Ben found out about my actions.

" I saw a blanket and a novel on the couch, I'm sure you spent the night there" Ben said

" Right" I said

I noticed Ben preparing bread and salad for me.

" Geez he's perfect" I said with a non-blinking look

" Have breakfast Miss Delanie" Ben said as he placed a plate of salad in front of me

" Just this??" I said protest,

" I also want that one" I said while looking at the bread made by Ben, as it was very tasty and also fragrant because Ben burned it perfectly

" I have to keep the weight off, you'll look bad if you're overweight"

" I'm tormented with this salad anyway I'm not a vegetarian" I said with a pouty face

" really??? You want this??" said Ben while thrusting the piece of bread at me

Ben put it in his mouth and gestured for me to take it. Just touch my face immediately flushed and chose breakfast with salad presented in front of my eyes.

" That's ridiculous" I said as I stuffed a few pieces of lettuce into my mouth.

"It's really torturous" I said in my heart

Apparently Ben felt guilty about it, though,

" Are you uncomfortable" he said

'' Hmmmmm" I said without looking at her

" Because what???" ask me while turning my eyes to him

Apparently, Ben was looking at me and he was waiting for me to look at him. Your gaze meets and locks each other.

Those blue and shady eyes again could hypnotize me, I felt that gaze explained Ben.

" I.. like you Delanie" said Ben softly, he still looked at me with that deadly look..

" Dugggggghhh" My heart seemed to get a pretty loud shot, I didn't expect Ben to say that at all.

" Well..ha...."

I pinched Ben's cheek while laughing, actually I tried to melt the already awkward atmosphere.

" You're so good at joking Ben, I like you as a friend" I said

Obviously I was so happy with Ben's lap especially when he said it he looked nervous even though he looked at me.

" A...Do you think this is a joke??" ben said, it was like he lost his appetite when I called him a friend

" Of course not" I said

" And then??" ben asked for more explanation

" I want to be your lover" Ben said, looking down

I then placed the spoon I was holding on the plate, I was still confused by this relationship as well.

" It's too soon Ben, I like friendship better" I said, though I wanted the same thing

" What does rejection mean??" ask Ben again

" Don't you have a lover??" asked Ben again, it seems he did not accept the decision to be friendly.

" No. " I said.

" then?? am I not an attractive man??" ask Ben again

Again I shake my head.

" For me you're perfect Ben" I'm me, that's because Ben is the perfect guy in my eyes.

" And then??"

Geez so many questions Ben had to answer that I dizzy myself answer them.

Ben finally went to continue his Thesis, I could see the disappointed face implied on his face.

" You're so attractive to Ben , even more" I said as I stared at Ben's departure who slowly disappeared with his car.

" I'm just afraid of getting karmic, I'm so scared"

I was afraid that if the sin committed by my Dady would happen to me, I was afraid that the oaracman would just use me like Dady.

" I'm afraid I'm losing you Ben"