Delanie (Not a Wives Bet)

A nightmare come true

A cold sweat ran down my forehead, I felt something strange until I woke up and turned on the lights in the room.

Not playing surprised me when I saw so much blood on my bed sheet, I screamed so much that it made Ricardo surprised not play

" Look at this" I said, pointing at the blood coming out of my lower half and also holding my stomach, which was as cramped as the woman coming on the moon

" O Lord.." hiss Ricardo looked at the blood and saw my face.

Without asking too much Ricardo immediately took a change of clothes and also the pads that I always provide in the room. He immediately carried me into the car with Bi Jida who was also very panicked

I just kept crying while holding my stomach, the fear that was very direct hit me made me really scared.

It didn't take long for me to be rushed to the hospital and luckily Doctor Frica was on duty and took care of me immediately

" Please ... please save my son doctor" I said, pleading with the doctor.

" We try our best now brother is calm and we will do our best"

I was checked for almost an hour, but I felt like there was a spontaneous blood clot coming out of my bottom. My heart was beating so fast but I didn't dare to ask what happened.

A few moments later, I was sleepy enough that I fell asleep and felt nothing more. I slept so tired that I didn't realize how many hours I'd been asleep.

" Are you awake, baby??" Ricardo said faintly, I tried hard to open my eyes even though I still wanted to sleep..

" Dear.." said Ricardo as he approached his nose to my cheek and I realized that my cheek was wet with Ricardo's tears.

" Why are you crying, everything's fine, right??" I asked while wiping Ricardo's tears

" Because everything is fine after all we are still young and can still have many opportunities"

It was then that I realized the meaning of the word Ricardo said, with a face still curious I asked the certainty of the Speech.

" Our son is okay, right??" I said while stroking the stomach that now feels looser and a little smaller.

" She.. What's wrong??" I started to panic and wanted to cry

" He's gone, baby..." Isak Ricardo made my cry break instantly

I wanted to try to get up but at that moment I couldn't, I felt like my head was dizzy and more blood was sliding down from my bottom.

" You are calm, baby, everything is fine, don't make me more broken baby" Ricardo said.

"Mas...... why??" I asked Ricardo

Ricardo finally explained that various possibilities that cause me to miscarry, one of stress and also fatigue factor.

"That's not our fortune baby, I'm sure we'll be given confidence in his time"

Although Ricardo tried to comfort me but I still could not hold back the tears that soaked my face. It was then that I remembered the words Nur said that we would feel a sense of loss.

Now I know how Nur suffered when he lost Ryana for years. Just in the womb I was so devastated especially Nur who had been struggling for several years.

A few days after the treatment I finally returned home, but it felt very different. Although Ricardo did a quite unique and lively welcome but I feel unhappy.

" Dear you take a break!!"ricardo said while taking me to a room that turned out to be very beautiful.

A room with shades of pink and filled with dolls that make the room more crowded and beautiful.

If I go home holding a small baby, it will be more beautiful and happy.

" Don't be sad baby, if necessary we will not be honey so you get pregnant again" Ricardo said

" I don't want to mas, I'm just thinking about how to remove Nur's curse from our lives" I said

"Hey don't link Nur to this incident honey, this has nothing to do with the woman" Ricardo said

" But the truth is that we lost just like what he said, I don't want to live in fear because we have to apologize and make amends for what you've done"

" But baby..."

"I beg you...."

Ricardo fell silent at my plea, I knew he would not be able to refuse the request I said.