Delanie (Not a Wives Bet)

Last message from Oma....

" Yeah.ga....Rico"

That word was Oma's last word as she could still speak, Oma finally closed her eyes for good.

My heart was broken again to see Oma who had been stiffened and closed her eyes forever.I did not expect I would lose Oma who was so caring and also loved me. She did not regard me as a granddaughter-in-law at all but as her daughter.

Instantly I remembered all the kindness Oma had done including when she combed my hair several times and told me about Ricardo and his past.

I still can't believe it because a few days ago Oma was still healthy and well there were no complaints that she felt. In a matter of days, Oma was gone.

" Ors....." I screamed with all my might but it was all useless, still Oma did not open her eyes and hear me.

" Mas.." said Looking at Ricardo who was also crying, we hugged each other while looking at the Oma who was gone.

Oma's departure made some of my strength go away especially when she saw Oma being put into a burrow I couldn't hold my body.

I lost consciousness until the moment I woke up I only saw the sky room sky. My head felt dizzy and my body felt very weak.

"Sweet you're sober??"ricardo asked while stroking my hair

" Ors..." I could no longer hold back my cries, he was one of the people who could be the place of my complaint.

" It's a pity that Oma has calmed down" Ricardo said

" Aren't you going to hurt me, now that Oma is gone and I'm free to do anything"

I don't know where I said that, because Oma who loved me so much made me think about where

" Dear" said Ricardo with a puzzled look,

Ricardo hugged and kissed me a few times, saying he would do nothing to hurt me.

" I swear Delanie I swear on my own behalf" Ricardo said

A few days after Oma's departure my mood was still unstable as well, it felt like I was heavy and still crying because of Oma's departure.

"Delanie you have to eat already some days you don't eat well" Bi Jida said

" I don't have a taste Bi, I'm going to sleep" I said as I laid my body on the living room couch

Ricardo also came and persuaded me to eat, he tried hard so that I was fine.

" Do you want to eat out, baby??" Ask Ricardo

" No. I just want to go to sleep if you want to go please" I said as I lay down

Instead of leaving Ricardo was lying next to me, Luckily the sofa was enough for both of us so that Ricardo and I could lie down together.

" I don't know if I always seem to lose people I care about, it seems like the world is unfair"

" Look at me..." Ricardo

" I won't leave you dear. won't" Ricardo assured me with his words and gaze.

" I'm not sure "I said

" As long as I live I'll only be yours Delanie, I've promised even to swear what's it lacking??"

" Do you want me too ma ..."

" Don't mas" I immediately covered Ricardo's mouth with my hand

I finally hugged Ricardo tightly, felt his scent and said that I was afraid of losing him

" Don't say anything like it anymore, you're all I have right now. I don't want to be alone, mas"

This is the first love question I ever asked Ricardo, I no longer want to hold back my heart and feelings.

" No. It wouldn't be a pity that I would be alone if you weren't around" Ricardo said

Ricardo let go of his embrace and wiped away my tears.

"Like her if we don't have children we won't be lonely baby, how much do you want to have children??" Ricardo said trying to divert my grief

" How Many??"

" What about 6 or 7??"

" what?? It's true that mas now has intensified the KB program"

" Yes...just look at us because we don't have a brother or sister we're lonely. If you have many children, we will not be lonely at least 3 or 4"

" It's up to you that we may soon be loved by the child" I said

" Hmmmm how would love to love love love is still never" said Ricardo made me realize immediately that I have not done my duty as a wife for him

"Prophey yes mas I'm having guests at this time, I hope you are patient a little. If this guest is gone, you are free to do it and I am ready" I said, stroking Ricardo's cheek

" really??? " Tasked Ricardo with sparkling words, he seemed happy to hear I was willing to do my duty.

I nodded in a sign that I agreed and Ricardo just went straight to it******my lips a few times and always said that he loved me so much.