Delanie (Not a Wives Bet)

First night???

I couldn't think clearly tonight, I put my phone down and stared at the mirror inside the bathroom.

I just took a shower because I was so nervous I then read about the first night according to the couples who had passed her.

Various flavors are there ranging from romantic, nervous even to the pain commonly experienced by virgin brides on the first night

" Why am I so nervous, I seem to want to do such a great battle"

I put a hand in the direction of his heart, from earlier the pounding did not disappear even more so. My head arrived surrounded by fear and pain that I would feel

" Why am I proposing this stupid idea, I don't think I'm ready yet"

" Uhhhhhhh"

I took a longer breath to regulate my feelings to be a little calmer thinking about what would happen later that night made me more tense than waiting for the results of the announcement.

I looked at myself once again, I think I was dressed too formally using only a t-shirt and loose shorts.

According to the article I read there are some interesting options that can be used for lovemaking and the most favorite is lingerie.

" Lingerie"

I think I am not suitable to wear it, especially the evening dress was too challenging and also sexy.I have no interest in wearing it especially in the presence of Zio.

" I can die stiff" I said with a smile

I finally decided to get out of the bathroom, I'm sure Zio has been waiting for me. As soon as I opened the bathroom door, my shadow was empty.

How not to see Zio curled up in his bed, I approached to see if he was really hurt

It turned out that it was true that Zio was sound asleep under the blanket, I could only sigh deeply. I don't know if I should be disappointed or happy. On one hand I still haven't but on the other side like her Zio has no intention of doing that.

I then went out to the terrace of our room, the terrace facing the street was very quiet.

I feel like there's a void in my heart, there's a part that's so hollow and Honestly only Ben can fill it.

Zio's treatment over the past few days had made me almost forget all my past. But the reality is different all the same I'm still here and I still miss Ben.

" I can't lose before the battle" I said in my heart, I kept looking at the sky that was strewn with thousands of stars.

" It's my time"

I'm more and more determined to take Zio's heart, I have to hold on to my household. Although during the Holy Wedding promise I did not believe it but I want to try.I want to try to be the wife of Zio Zacheri.

This morning I woke up much earlier than usual, at 6 o'clock I woke up because I deliberately set an alarm so I could get up early.

I woke up and cleaned up and went downstairs to prepare breakfast. This is the first time I've done it at the Zacheri house.

" It doesn't need to be Bibi's mistress alone" said Bi Mina who felt bad because I helped make a sandwich for breakfast this morning

" Just let Bi I also want to learn to be a wife" I said with a smile

Although I only helped arrange the sandwich but I feel happy because I can do a little thing for this family

Same with Bi Mina, Yuna and Also Zio were surprised to see me at the dining table while using an apron.

I looked at Zio and I knew he felt bad because last night we didn't do what we were supposed to agree on.

" Please eat Hubby" I said as I handed him a plate containing a sandwich

" Sit down" Zio said with a smile

"'Jeez Jomblo will die of fleas here" Yuna said as she chewed her food

" Tumben sister.it's a surprise to see sister in the morning at the dinner table, it's like ma..." Yuna did not continue, I think there was a tone of sadness there.

" Don't ruin the mood let us enjoy the breakfast that Madame Zacheri made" Zio said as he looked back at me, even putting the sandwich in his hand into my mouth.

Breakfast ended well Zio stepped onto the front porch to immediately leave for the office. I swiftly followed him and before he left I then withdrew his hand

" What's going on Delanie" Zio said in astonishment

I then turned her hand and kissed the back of her hand. Zio looked stunned but then he smiled and left a kiss on my forehead.

Her address we both exposed Yuna's innuendo again, again she teased Me and Zio.I waved before finally Zio's car really disappeared from before me.