
" It's my last day at St lves" Ben said, embracing my shoulder
" I hate him, don't tell me what Ben is" I said
Today is Ben St. Lves' last day, his entire Thesis is over and he should be back in London in the morning.
" Can't it be much longer, I don't want to be apart" I said even though I knew it was just an empty wish
'' Be patient, next year I'm going to graduate and I'm going to propose to you"
I was quite surprised by what Ben said, it feels like applying is still in a pretty far stage, after all this relationship has just begun.
" Really??" I said while looking at Ben
" Didn't you want me to propose to you??" ask Ben
" I want to but say it's too early, I just want to be with you right now" I said as I approached while smelling the scent of Ben's jacket.
" It's up to you, Delanie' Ben said
The conversation continued into Ben's past, for some reason I was so curious about the people in his past.
It seems that Ben was hit I could see from the look of his eyes that were so sad and also sad
"It was a clap of one hand, I didn't even say it" Ben said
" why?? are you nervous because she's your first love?" ask me curious
" No he died in an accident" Ben said, making him sad and sad
" What's her name??" ask me curious
" Rose.he is Rose" Ben said as he repeated his name, It seems to make him very sick.
" Have you not forgotten Ben, yet,??" much
Ben immediately regained his senses and turned his eyes to me, he pinched my nose with a smile
" There's no need to be jealous it's just the past, after all why adding to Delanie's burden by parting alone is making her sad'"
" What if it happens to.." It's not over I intend Ben to have me silenced with his index finger
Ben's gaze was always sharp but this time open only deep and sharp but his gaze was so clear, he was afraid of losing again.
"Don't Delanie," said Ben, leaving me speechless, he stroked my lips with his index finger
I enjoyed the touch that Ben was given, his index finger playing over my lips made me want to feel what he called a kiss
Ben approached so there was almost no distance between us, I resigned whatever Ben did
I'm just a normal woman who also wants to feel the beauty of love, as hard as I can shut this feeling down and for Ben I don't dare to do it.
" Cupp"
Sure enough Ben finally landed his kiss and my lips, I was so stiff and didn't know what to do Ben's lips touched mine.
I could feel the strong smell of mint from Ben's breath, his lips were cold and slowly turned into something warm.
" It seems like Ben isn't used to doing this" I said inwardly, my eyes closed and not daring to look at Ben
The kiss ended when Ben ended it, I was really embarrassed that I was doing the thing I've been doing all along
" It seems like we have a lot to learn huh??" seductive. Ben saw my face flushed like a boiled crab
" I.i..."
" Never done that, right??" guess it exactly
" I can feel it, after all we're still in the learning stage"
I just scratched my head with a weird smile
" Do we need to learn something like that??"
It was a long night because my eyes were not closing, two things that made it so difficult for me to do.
First I'm gonna have a hard time letting Ben go at sunrise and that kiss just left me unable to figure out what.
The many times I touched my lips, I felt like I wanted to not wash them. I want the smell of breath and the taste of Ben's lips to stay there.
" Ahhhh Love is strange, it is appropriate that people lose their minds because of it"
" Tinkg"
A chat came into my phone, I immediately took it and expected it from Ben
I'm sure Ben can't sleep thinking about me either
" How are you doing there, Delanie?? I hope you're okay"
A Chat that turned out to be from Dady, I was a little disappointed but to be honest I was happy because this is Dady's first chat since I was in England
"I'm fine, Dady, don't worry about me"
A reply chat for Dady, I as a child must respect Dady moreover I am the only family that Dady has.
" Dady's happy to hear that, Dady hope you don't have a hard time there "
" Thank you Dady I'm fine"
" Dady misses hugging you Delanie"
My heart seemed to be dislodged when reading Dady's last sentence, it's been a long time since my Dady said such a sweet thing, just a quarrel that adorns the day lately.
Even when coming here Dady did not pay attention or deliver ui to the airport. I felt really hurt but I tried to understand Dady's whole rush and the cold war that was going on between us.
But as Dady's parents were very responsible, he always filled the balance in my ATM and gave me whatever I wanted.
I don't know if I'm a lucky kid or not, which I know there won't be a perfect life.
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