CONFINEMENT

CH 146 - AN EXPLANATION OF PART II

"You ..."

"Why are you here?"

"For what?" muhibbin asked in surprise to see the pink hooded figure before him.

The young man's face looked hardened, his eyes sharp full of anger."

"I'm just here to see you, Bin."

"Can't I care and be concerned about what you're going through?" said the figure was stammered, his eyes were all visible staring at Muhubbin.

"Enough, Wati ... "

"Come out, your presence will only increase the burden of Ibbin's bli, Wati." Sela Sekar while approaching and pulling the arm of the figure who is none other than Sariwati.

"No, Sekar."

"I have to talk to your sister." replied Sariwati as she flicked her hand from Sekar's embrace.

"At a time like this you're still making a fuss."

"Do you not think that Bli Ibbin and Disya are feeling outside!"

"It's selfish of you, Wati."

"You are only concerned with your wishes!" sekar exclamation began to be overwhelmed with emotion seeing Sariwati's behavior.

"Let Kar, you and Raya go out for a second."

"I want to hear what he will explain" Muhibbin told Sekar. With hesitation Sekar invites Raya out of the room leaving Muhibbin and Sariwati.

"What are you going to explain again?"

"Last met, it was me who experienced bullying from your family" said Muhibbin lirih. His gaze sharply shot towards the woman standing at the edge of the bed.

"It's not like you've seen all this time, Bin."

"You have to understand what I've been doing."

"All I do is for our common good" said Sariwati lirih. The woman seemed to be drowning in her cries.

"It's always what you say .. for the common good!"

"Is there no other more plausible explanation for my reason to accept all your excuses" Muhibbin said in a heavy voice.

"How trusted my mother was to you at that time, and yet you avenged your treachery."

"We and our family even defended you desperately, but what did we get out of you?"

"It is with ease that you break your promise yourself, by leaving without a message and when we look for you it is precisely your family's men who come and cruelly do barbarous deeds to my family."

"Is that what you're saying for the common good, Wati?" pekik Muhibbin spilled all the wedge in his heart all this time.

The young man was seen coughing and gasping with hunting breaths.

"Your explanation doesn't make sense, Wati."

"It's just the falsehood I got from you."

"You can lie to all of us when we trust you so much."

"Unaware of you, what you've done has hurt us all" Muhibbin said.

While Sariwati just stood still while crying with her face bowed before Muhibbin.

"Yes, I was wrong."

"You deserve to put all those mistakes on me."

"At first when I thought after our love grew and I left you, it would be enough for me to look at it from a distance and that's when I started torturing myself"

"I'm powerless to resist my parents' wishes."

"Because if I refuse, you and your family will be the target of my family's anger."

"I'm trying not to get you into this mess."

"Everything I do for the safety of you and your family."

"I sacrifice my love and hope."

"However, what I did not expect was the reckless actions of my eldest brother with his men, so that the catastrophe happened."

"This is all my fault and my apology is not enough to make up for all this, Bin" Sariwati continued sobbing.

Muhibbin only grunted in annoyance, now turned his face back to Sariwati.

"Ibbin .. Please forgive me." Iba Sariwati holding Muhibbin's hand. The woman cried.

"There's nothing to talk about in our relationship." Said Muhibbin coldly.

"Since you left without a message and married the man your parents chose."

"I have buried myself deeply about you ever since."

"Let's just say we haven't met and met in years."

"I'm tired of defending you and putting my trust in you in return for what you've done all this time."

"Let me live a quiet life after this, after all you already have the perfect husband of the noble class as your family wishes."

"Everything you seek and expect from me."

"Wouldn't you hurt me and my family all this time." Muhibbin said again still turned his back on Sariwati, his heart was broken considering all the events he had experienced since connecting with the woman he loved so much.

"I understand and realize that you're angry and don't forgive me, Bin."

"But you need to know, my love for you has never changed until this moment."

"Even if I'm married by my parents' choice."

"But I never gave my honor and my heart to anyone but you."

"Till my biological father finally died because I knew that all this time I had never been a real wife for my ex-husband."

"The insults and insults of my eldest brother with his harsh words I endure."

"That's what I do because I love you, Bin."

"And how much it hurts my heart to know that you have moved to another heart and chose to be with Disya."

"But I realized that maybe this was the right reply I should have received from all the mistakes I made."

"Never for a second have I betrayed our love."

"What I went through was more painful and painful, Bin." said Sariwati, sobbing. Now the woman was sitting in the bed where Muhibbin was still lying on his back.

"Now you blame me because I chose Disya to be with me and you consider myself a betrayal of our love? is that what you're saying, Wati?"

"It's unconscious to you that you're the one who's been playing with our relationship all along."

"You expect me to be loyal to you, while you are in someone else's arms."

"What is this thing called loyalty?" muhibbin's voice rose and the young man turned his back towards Sariwati with a look of disbelief at what the woman in front of him said.

"If you'd been a little patient, maybe our relationship could be rebuilt,"

"Seto and I are indeed married, but as I said, I have not allowed myself to touch me until now let alone give my love to her."

"I've been trying to find a way to get us together and I'm sure gradually my Mother-Papi will approve and approve of our relationship."

"I want Tiara to know about her father and we become a whole family to take care of him together, Bin." Sariwati cried with a high voice as well.

Muhibbin was seen snorting withstanding his anger. He breathed deeply to calm his turbulent heart.

"So it's true that I got the news that the boy is my flesh and blood?"

"How do I know and believe that what you're saying right now isn't a lie you've always done to me?" muhibbin said cynically.

"For God's sake, Ibbin!"

"I told you the truth."

"That woman is your son!"

"How else and what kind of proof should you have to trust me again?" sariwati exclaimed while staring intently full of annoyance towards Muhibhin.

"The mirror crack can be re-attached, but from the tape is still impregnated the rest of the fragments."

"Such as our relationship, there have been many innocent victims during this time because of our actions."

"I once trusted and poured everything into you, but what I did was wrong."

"Finally the disappointment I get."

"I was once drunk in your sea of love and had too much hope in other than God, but in the end God felt jealous and reminded me of the pain of losing it all."

"Lies for lies you do are like opium that always blinds me, but when I get up from that mirage, only cuts are the wounds I get."

"Now you're forcing myself to trust you after all the treachery you've done to me?" muhibbin said softly, from the corner of his eyes flowing clear details of tears.

"I'm not forcing you to trust me."

"I realize everything I've done so far hurt you" said Sariwati lirih.

"I just want to tell you the truth that I've been telling myself all along."

"I willingly swallow the gall of bitterness and accept its consequences only for you."

"And the fact that Tiara is our son you should know, even if you don't believe it, it's your right."

"But I was the one who was pregnant with it and I knew who the child was." said Sariwati back and began to rise up to leave Muhibbin.

The atmosphere of the room was silent for a moment, but Muhubbin's voice was heard again,

"Where is he now?" muhibbin asked softly, looking in his eyes I could see the back of Sariwati who stepped back behind him. There was a feeling of compassion when he saw the woman he loved walking hobbled.

"Why do you ask her whereabouts if you don't believe and doubt her as your flesh and blood?" sariwati said without turning to Muhibbin, her voice trembling with the sobs she was holding.

"You remain unchanged .. stubborn."

"Why did you tell me everything if you didn't tell her whereabouts?" Muhibbin is back.

"Just like you, you're hard to talk to."

"Why do I meet you if in your heart still doubt the truth." replied Sariwati while turning her body to Muhibbin again.

"Whatever you're gonna say."

"You're in charge."

"From the beginning I never won against you in a tongue-lick." said Muhibbin softly as he turned and looked towards the window of his room. His mind floated imagining his past with Sariwati.

"Then what do you want?"

"Don't you trust me?" Sariwati said again and the woman approached Muhibbin.

While Muhibbin himself was silent without turning towards Sariwati.

"You're still the same as you used to be."

"If spoken to only be silent indifferently." The woman said back.

"Do I have to cheer with joy or shout with wrath at what you say?" reply Muhibbin.

"You .." Sariwati's eyes bulged with anxiety to get the answer of the man she loved so much.

Sauasana was silent again, not a word from the two. After a while, Muhibbin looked at Sariwati,

"What about your legs? I heard after giving birth you've been paralyzed." Ask the man to the woman in front of him.

"Why are you asking like that? Don't you already care about me and assume we don't know each other?" now Suara Sariwati began to taper like his original spoiled nature and did not want to lose moments with Muhibbin first.

"Who knows if your legs are changing with the legs of a horse or maybe you're not stepping on the ground anymore?" Answer Muhibbin accordingly.

"At this time you're still joking around and making fun of me."

"You think I'm a half-beast or a flying ghost?" Sariwati said increasingly upset, but now her feelings began to be a little relieved.

Muhibbin just looked at her with a wry smile without turning his face and still looking out the window.

"You are like a boy."

"Your innocence is what makes me never able to turn away from you, Bin." murmured Sariwati in heart, there were tears with the tip of her veil, a smile began to fall on her lips.

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