CHEATING IS BEAUTIFUL IN THE BEGINNING

Chapter 10

Today I see Andri is not too busy, I think this is the right time to tell everything, I hope that if I admit a mistake, Andri will forgive. I know very well that Andri loved me very much, during our marriage, he was rarely angry. Especially playing hands. Andri always forgave whatever my mistake was.

"Dad's not busy, is he?"

I wonder, the HP in hand never comes off. Makes me suspicious.

He turned his head with a cold expression, "no ma'am, what's wrong?"

"Mother wants to talk to dad. As well as wanting to talk about something, but I promise, I won't get angry, will I?"

Both of his eyebrows raised while ending the activity. Put that phone on the table.

"Just talk mom, what's the matter?"

"Before, I wanted to ask, why do you want to avoid mom?"

He laughed, crispy. After a long time I did not find him laughing, this was the first time his laughter returned to how it was.

"Who's avoiding it?" Ask back.

"Dad not feeling it?"

He shook his head quickly.

"But I feel like you're different now."

"Mom has to understand dong, now I have a lot of business."

"What's the hell, and who does the car actually have?" I'll ask you about this.

"Mom can't believe that car has a father?"

"Why didn't you tell mom earlier?"

"Surprise!"

"Which car is on behalf of?"

"In the name of the father, it is the father who uses."

"Why don't we just credit the house, when we have a car, the house is still contracted?"

"Sorry, I haven't told you yet, now I'm also getting up."

Happiness is blowing, do not believe that my husband is now a successful person. It's okay if I don't know the process, I'm happy to enjoy it.

"Father seriously, don't you think I'm dreaming, right?"

"Seriously ma'am, soon the house can be occupied."

While there was an opportunity, I asked, "what kind of work father to Mr. Irwan, to be successful gini?"

"Sell the land, happened to Mr. Irwan a lot of connections. Mr. Irwan also loves science to sell the purchase smoothly."

Buying land? Whoa! The commission must be big. It's only fitting that Andri can buy a car, if this is how I have to be patient. If Andri is not too busy, he will return romantic as ever. Ah... I became a kangen. Now it's my turn to be aggressive, Andri dodges.

"Dad didn't tell the same story as mom. Since when did you become a land business?"

"It's been almost a year."

A year?

Isn't the sale of land good?

"So what exactly do you want to be obrolin?"

"Hmmm... Yes, it's a father's job. Dad's been too busy all this time, so mom's never had a chance."

"Aren't you busy, Arisan?"

"More exercise father..."

We throw each other smiles.

Today I'm not going to tell Andri what really happened between me and Dimas. I doubt, now Andri is over. I'm afraid that if Andri finds out I've had an affair, he'll leave me.

Maybe I should hide this forever from my husband, if there's someone to tell, I should convince Andri that it's all a lie.

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For some reason, today Intan really wants to stay at his grandmother's house. Good, Andri and I can be alone. Unfortunately it was ten in the evening, he had not come home.

I fell asleep in the tv room and woke up as Andri shook my body slowly.

"Dad?" I glanced at the wall clock showing at 3 a.m.

"Mother sleeps well."

"Dad just got home?"

"Son, that's it from earlier. Eleven o'clock dad's home, gonna wake up, fuck mom."

"That's a laptop, right?" My eyes don't usually see things on the carpet.

"Rubber. I want to take a look at the movie on Dad's new laptop."

I tried to make sure I wasn't dreaming.

"What movie is it?"

"Later to pray at dawn, we turn."

We also prayed at dawn. Andri hugged me tightly, he kissed my forehead and rubbed my head. He looked at me lovingly and then hugged me back tightly.

"Mom, I'm sorry, you can't be a good husband."

"Gakah, it's the mother who can't be Solehah's wife. I'm demanding too much."

"Dad also wants to thank you, mother has taken care of Intan well."

"Together, father." My smile expands, but Andri's face implies sadness.

"See this." Andri offered a check.

Eight hundred million?

Did I read it wrong?

"Why is this Dad?"

"I just sold my grandfather's estate on the outskirts of town."

"heritage?"

"You don't know yet, my father is the heir of the late grandfather?"

I think it's a dream. But when I fumbled all over my body, I really woke up.

"So this money has a father?"

"God, you have me, you're gone and there's no more kids than me."

That kind of money really belongs to Andri. If true means mine too.

I was moved, the person I married turned out to have a lot of inheritance.

"If so, what are you going to use this money for?" I asked seriously and hoped he would give me half.

He smiled at me, put the check in his wallet and said, "to propose to Meri and Nela."

Whahuh?

I didn't hear wrong?

They're my friends and my sister, you mean, Andri wants polygamy?

I see it so-so. Never thought that answer would come out. Andri was joking.

"Not funny!" I put on a scowl, if it's true, I definitely don't accept it.

"I'm serious!" He even chuckles.

"Dad..."

He even laughed out loud.

"Dad want polygamy?" Seriously many.

Laughing louder as she said, "if I want to get married again, why, jealousy?"

I didn't like the joke at all this time. Things like this aren't for jokey stuff.

"Do I have an unfaithful look?"

Like something fell on my head, a loyalty, yes, Andri is a loyal man who will not bear to feed me.

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At about 6 am I and Andri finally sat next to each other while watching a laptop.

Before playing the film, Andri advised me not to baper.

I just saw, Andri Lihai playing the keboard. I forgot, besides being a security guard, Andri had worked in the factory as an admin.

It turned out that the film that Andri was referring to, was not an ordinary film.

I was stunned, our wedding photos were clearly displayed, even the initial photo of the introduction until our courtship was twisted in exchange. Accompanied by Bang Iwan's song "delusion. Very romantic, I saw him while messing around, but there was less, Andri did not hug me.

Until the end of the song, changed to become the song of one of the bands that had boomed in his era. The song accompanies Vidio and the next photo is played.

The song from the pigeon band entitled not always cheating is beautiful. The spinning Vidio, very clearly, described my encounter with Dimas. Fhoto-photo friendly with Dimas taken secretly.

Where did Andri get all this?

I rounded my eyes, opened my eyes wide, and observed what was on the laptop screen. My mouth is open, I don't believe everything. I didn't dare look at Andri. Now I can only endure the pain in the chest, and try to stay still even though the head feels swirling.

Fhoto and Vidio travel the dark love me and Dimas keep spinning until the backsound stops.

"Dad... I-I'm sorry."

"Helen, today I am a talak. Pack up, I'll take you to mom's house!"

"Ayaaah, you are not serious right, at that time I was solemn and I promise I will not repeat it again. Please, give me a chance." My cheeks were flooded with tears, I'm really sorry.

"I was waiting for your honesty, but in your eyes I'm completely worthless. You think I'm stupid, so you don't think how I feel."

"Not that, I'm afraid of daddy pain, if frankly about all. I'm afraid of losing you."

"You know Helen, I love you so much, but such disappointment makes me hate you!"

Not knowing what to say, Andri was so angry, he seemed unable to endure the pain anymore.

"For a year, I've been trying to survive, I'm trying to keep our marriage awake. I let you be with another man because I'm self-conscious. I realize I can't love what you want. Unfortunately, you never realize that honesty means a lot. I'm sorry if I can't make you happy, and it's always troubling you, Helen."

My heart aches immensely, I feel how painful it is when my household is destroyed. I myself have destroyed. The tears of regret cannot bring everything back to what it once was.

"Now that I have plenty of evidence to bring to justice, with this evidence, Intan's full custody will fall on me."

Devastated with my heart and my life, I can now only mourn my poor life. Dimas, where concerned about my destruction. I myself will never forgive myself.

"I'll be gone for a while, I'll be back for you and I want you to have all the stuff cleaned up."

I cried, but Andri did not care, many times I apologized and asked for a chance, he still left. He left while carrying a laptop that holds evidence of my affair.

I threw all the stuff here, I never thought that my household would end. I destroyed Rani, and the destruction has now turned.

I cried and went berserk, almost injuring myself with a piece of glass. I look back, now I am a widow. Intan, I just realized that Intan is my life. I can't live without Intan. I lost everything, no one will care anymore. Everyone will scorn and blame me.

FINISHED

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