CHEATING IS BEAUTIFUL IN THE BEGINNING

Chapter 9

Mba Mirna asked me to see her. However, I refused on the grounds of not feeling well. Not expecting, he visited a contract, took someone I just knew he was the President. In the shadows, he was an old, ugly, and flirtatious man. In fact he is a handsome and charming man, and his age is still fairly young, mba Mirna is very lucky.

Mirna's arrival made me even more regret having done something inappropriate with Fiki. I haven't paid it a week. He called a few times, but I tried to stop him from interrupting. Until one point, in the message he sent, he threatened to tell Riswan everything if I continued to dodge.

Forcibly, I fulfilled Fiki's request, I met him in the schoolyard. Then he took me somewhere far away. Good, so Riswan won't find us.

"Why did you torture me for a week?"

Fiki grabbed my hand then she stuck it to her chest.

I pulled slowly, his gaze turning wild.

"What's Ayu?"

"Fi-Fik-Fiki, I want to split up."

She looked at me so deeply, both her hands clutching both of my shoulders, tight. I grimaced in pain, then she took off with a smile.

"You're kidding me, aren't you?"

Suddenly I felt afraid, remembering the Silent saying that Fiki was a strange person. Sometimes good, sometimes bad. My hands were shaking, in such a desolate place, he would definitely do anything.

Even in fear, I will not withdraw my words. I have to maintain the marriage with Riswan. She was my first love and no matter what happened I wouldn't leave her.

In an instant, I regretted having fallen in Fiki's arms. I guess he's still the way he used to be, sweet, humorous and friendly guy.

I shook my head slowly, as I was about to issue a sentence, my lips felt heavy.

"Well, we're just getting started, when are you going to end?"

I hope that the silent action will convince Fiki that I am serious.

Fiki came closer, kissed my lips and I was helpless. My body is limp and my mind is fucked. With the rest of the energy, I pushed him, but Fiki even more so played his lips.

"Well, if you still want to be with Riswan, no problem. As long as every Sunday you can serve me!"

Goddamn bum!

If so, love is no longer an excuse. Fiki is a bastard. He used my grief to satisfy his lust.

Doubting his love for me, it's too late. I gave my body to him.

"Please let me go ...." Lowering his ego and begging him to forget me.

"Can't! I've wanted you so much, and now I won't let go!"

"If you really love me, please let me keep my household."

"Well .. of course I love you very much. If I had dared to say, you would not have anyone else. Marry me, or if you don't, so your mistress I don't have a problem."

"You're crazy, Fiki."

"Yes, I'm crazy! You're the one who made me go crazy!"

A glint of angry eyes emanated from both of his eyeballs. I shook, frightened and only this time did I feel threatened. The comfort a few months ago that we passed through was like a beautiful dream that ended in horror.

"Fiki, I'm sorry. I want us-"

"Stop! Have you forgotten, I have paid your body dearly! pay off debts and give you a lot of fun?"

My face feels hot. She insulted me, so she thought I was nothing more than a whore all along. This heartache, he assumed that I had sold my body for money.

Actually, I did it unconsciously. It all started with being annoyed with Riswan. My mind was so shallow, just imagining Riswan having an affair.

Fiki himself is always heating up and assuring that Riswan and Mba Mirna have a relationship.

I endured the pain of the insults he made. Whatever he says I will accept. As long as this relationship can end.

After this, I will reveal everything to Riswan, if he can't accept, I just give up.

"Well, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you sick. But I just want us to stay together."

He's crazy, sometimes soft sometimes rough.

"I can't, Fiki."

"Well, then I'll make it. Now I'm telling your husband!"

"Don't! I beg you not ...."

I cried sobbing.

He combed my hair with his finger. Sniffing like a wolf. Then he embraced while sweeping my body with a rough touch.

"What do you want?"

"Prove that I really love you!"

"No! Wipe it!" I tried to escape.

"Riswaa!!!" He's all I remember and I can't fight anymore. Expect something to happen and immediately stop Fiki's actions.

"Bukk!!!"

Suddenly one very hard punch landed next to Fiki's face.

When Fiki ripped my clothes off, it was someone who helped me. He beat up Fiki mercilessly, from here I just found out that Riswan mastered martial arts.

"The insolent man!" Shouted Riswan then threw a punch right in Fiki's chest.

Fiki collapsed, he tried to get up, then without saying anything he left with a limp step.

"Dad!" I called my husband in a soft voice.

I almost fainted when Riswan carried my body, then he put me to sleep in the car. My tears did not stop flowing until I fell asleep.

***

When I woke up, I was in my rented room. Riswan was sitting while looking at me.

"Are you awake?" Give me a glass of water.

I nodded, drinking the water until it ran out.

Although I slept for a long time, I remember everything I experienced. In front of Riswan I was very embarrassed. If asked to choose, I would choose not to appear. Riswan came to help, not because of the accident, but he must have known everything.

As usual, Riswan is busy with cell phones. He was so reluctant to see me. I want to talk, however, Riswan seems to already hate me.

"Mas, I'm sorry!"

He was silent, looking down and not hearing what I was saying.

"Mass?" I touched her hand playing with my phone.

Only then did he look.

"Mas, I'm sorry. I know everything, don't I?"

He put the phone on the bed. Then take my hand to the stomach. He looked, but he didn't speak.

"Mas, don't shut me up." Resist shame.

Riswan stood up, caught his breath, and I don't know if after this he'll still accept me.

"Mas?!" I'm making a sound.

He sat back to the side, I saw a clear grain at the end of his eye that almost popped out.

"I'm sorry about you, Ayu."

The anxiety in my heart instantly disappeared, my smile expanding along with tears of regret.

"But I can't stay with you."

Trying to understand his words, and I know, if he wanted to leave me, this would have been a consequence for a traitor.

"Mas, please give me a chance. Say, you still love me!"

"I admit to being wrong for my dishonesty, but that doesn't mean you can go so far. Especially doing something disgusting!"

"Me and Fiki, being in a relationship is just a chat, Mas."

"I'm not sure. How many times have you slept with her?"

"Mas, if I slept with him, yesterday he would, of course I won't refuse."

I kept dodging, because I thought Riswan only knew I was cheating.

"I won't divorce you, Ayu."

When I cried, he clenched. I'm happy because he gave me a chance, in my heart I promise I won't repeat the same thing.

"But we will live separately. I decided to go back to live with Mom. You set your own life."

I'm appalled.

"Statewise I haven't divorced you, but verbally, this very second I'm looking at you. Rest, never see me until I ask."

My mouth is open, I can't believe what I got.

Riswan left, I myself lamented what I had done. If I go back to my mother, will she accept me? If you know your son is so despicable, does he still love me?

I never thought that the end of my household would hang, the mistake I made for carelessness was the saddest thing in the history of my life.

FINISHED

The lesson learned, the most important conjugal relationship is communication. Despite harboring suspicion, there is nothing we deserve to ask other than the question.