CHEATING IS BEAUTIFUL IN THE BEGINNING

Chapter 8

It's been a month, but I haven't received the remaining 8 million in savings. I promised my mother and brothers that I would pay off the debt. Not to mention the debt to my friends.

Every time I ask this, Riswan always dodges. He also until now has not explained what really happened between him and Mba Mirna. So far I haven't seen the woman, but I always try to get Riswan alone to finish.

Tonight in a quiet atmosphere, we both enjoyed a cup of coffee. Take turns in. The problems that plagued my household began to cool, I had no problem with the relationship of Riswan and his cousin.

"Mom, I know, why do you love me so much?"

"Why?"

"Because I'm patient."

Riswan did not know that patience also had a limit, during these two weeks I often met with Fiki, until we decided to establish a relationship more than just friends.

Riswan doesn't know, the fruit of my patience is that I can also have another lover. Fiki doesn't mind my status as someone's wife. The most important thing for him is that he can have me. In fact he wants to help pay off my debts as long as I want to accompany him when he needs to.

"Why do you think you're cheating on me with Mirna's mom?"

"From Dad's lies, I know what's going on."

"But don't you have to think about it, Mom?"

"Dad himself is not frankly the same mother!"

"Where to tell, his mother likes emotion."

"Didn't papa dad have a relationship too, mom is free anyway."

"Well, ma'am?"

Riswan embraced and I dodged.

"Try me daddy, Mom. Tonight I'll reveal everything."

I don't care, now I have a new love. Love that makes me flutter all the time. After all, my household and Riswan are already untenable. Once he lies, he will continue to do so.

"Dad doesn't do anything like Mirna. He was just his personal driver. Take him wherever he goes and Dad gets paid. It's actually ten million, not dad's savings, but it's the money Mirna promised me, if you want to help him."

"Mom doesn't understand."

"So gini lho Bu, mba Mirna again deket same pak President in a large company in this city. He married Mirna, but Mirna hesitated, she could not believe that the man was a widower. Mba Mirna asked father for help to find information about the President. Since he's coming from out of town, it took you a long time to reveal everything."

Believe me can't believe I heard it, just like in a soap opera. Riswan must be making things up.

"Continue?"

"The next month they're getting married."

My forehead shriveled, focusing on what I heard.

"Dad managed to prove that the President is really unmarried. Then I was promised that eight million would be added to thirty-eight million."

I was wide-eyed, though in disbelief, hearing nominally that much as my wish floated.

Several times I convinced myself that this was not a dream, and then I covered all the words that could have been just bullshit because tonight he wanted something from me.

"Dad think mom's stupid, huh? if you lie, don't lie!"

"Why didn't you tell me from the beginning?"

"Mba Mirna asked to be kept secret, before she could prove that the President was a widower. Because Mba Mirna does not want to be a second wife, especially until the accusation of the actor."

I started to get dizzy, if indeed Riswan has no special relationship with his brother, I die. I had been mistaken and because of my carelessness, I myself fell into the abyss of disdain.

"But the neighbor said, has anyone seen you go to the same hotel as Mirna?"

"Indeed often, mba Mirna likes to meet the President at the hotel. The hotel that also houses the President's stock."

I still can't believe it. Yes, the fate of Mba Mirna can be so lucky?

Riswan looked at me and he felt relieved to have spoken to me. Looking at the sincere smile, I felt myself to be very stupid. Now it was me who betrayed him and what he would do if he knew it all.

"Mom once read a chat from mba Mirna, she said the father play it must be good let the bonus-what yes, I forget again."

Riswan laughing.

"Why? what do you mean by play?"

"Relax Mom, mba Mirna means, you should be able to spy on the president without being discovered. If it's a bonus, then Mirna wants to give dad thirty million songs if they get married."

Head twitching, circling, it feels like just wanting to stop at one point. If there were no Fiki present when I faced problems, after this I would not get any more problems and finally I and Riswan could be happy without any more lies.

Regretting.

Of course, and I regret that I have no meaning if I do not end my relationship with Fiki.

"Dad don't lie to mom anymore, do you?"

"Dear, I'm sorry?"

Riswan hugged me tightly, I could no longer speak. Tears are falling and I feel contempt. As appropriate, I am still treated this way. I should have been patient and waited for what would happen. Not even to mix love with others.

New problem.

Fiki and I had to end this unclear relationship. I had to convince her that there were still many other women who were better than me.

Little heart, I don't want to lose Riswan. Intention to date with Fiki, had wanted to give Riswan a lesson. But, turning around, I should have learned the lesson from everything.

"Ko nangis' mother?"

I was crying so much. Regrets always come to an end, all too soon and I regret this impatient me.

Should I tell my husband the truth?

I want to go back to how I used to be, despite the problems, we always face together.

After this I have to be firm with Fiki, I should be able to get her to let me go. I should also be able to keep this from Riswan. I don't want him to leave me, I just realized that there is no man as good as Riswan after knowing that Fiki is a loser, he is a light-handed man.

Through social media connected with Dian, I tried to find the truth. It turns out that they divorced not because Dian cheated, but Fiki who often hit without cause. He was often indistinctly angry. Dian said that honestly, because I didn't tell you I've met Fiki.

Had not believed what Dian said, I did not pay attention and now I will prove it. What Fiki really is.

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