CHEATING IS BEAUTIFUL IN THE BEGINNING

Chapter 3

Deri just broke up, but she thinks it's normal. According to him, he was abandoned always on the grounds that he did not come from a family of being. One of the reasons Deri never invites women to the house, he does not want his mother to be disappointed if she knows that Deri often gets a painful end in every relationship.

"You're different bell."

"How different?"

"Yes, you are different from other girls, usually if I play with you at home, not yet entered, they already refuse."

"You mean, they don't want to go into your house?"

Deri mamgangguk.

"Maybe they're afraid of you!" I chuckle.

I don't think Deri's house is small, even beautiful and clean, far from the word slum. It seems wrong in Deri, maybe he chose a high-class woman so he was reluctant to enter his house.

Constantly thinking about Radit, making me bored and lazy to work. But if not for work, how can I survive in this city, away from my mother. As for brother, but I don't want to meet Mas Pram.

Radit hasn't been to a cafe for almost a week, nor has he contacted me. I miss him so much. Therefore, for the escape, I accept Deri's invitation to go on vacation to the beach. Riding his motorbike matic, we traveled a considerable distance.

At noon we arrived at the beach, the weather was very hot. The sand feels very hot, how not, the Sun is right above sea level. Finally we decided to wait for the afternoon to enjoy the waves. Although in the afternoon the tide is high, we prefer to take shelter under the trees.

We talked for a long time, he told us things during the years we didn't meet. He was frank if all this time tried to be in a relationship with some women, but always failed.

Compared to Radit, Deri laughs more. From the school era he is known to be humorous, besides being handsome is also good at getting along. I used to dream about this, sitting with him, because at that time I liked him a lot. Not knowing love or just liking.

It's hard for me to believe, a dream that's been a long time, has come true. If only I hadn't given up all my life for Radit. I tried to fumble while watching Deri, I couldn't dodge, she was very attractive.

"How are you?" Ask me who is half-dreaming.

"How's what?" I didn't catch all the talk earlier.

"All I know is, in school, you never dated. Well, after school, how many times have you had a relationship with a guy?"

Right, at that time I never had a relationship with a man. Although there are some that I like, never to date. Some like me unilaterally, I always refuse.

Radit was my first love, but after being in love with Radit, my heart was easily disappointed to vent disappointment to other men. Because I'm always at that number after everything's over.

"Never, until now I've never had a guy." Obviously I'm putting on an honest face. My heart laughs, as long as I'm in contact with Radit, I'm not considered. It's been five years but he's still hiding our relationship, instead he intends to end it.

Deri's eyes sparkled, her smile expanded, but from the way she looked she seemed to be in disbelief with what I said.

To reassure, I pretended to be embarrassed and avoided Deri's sight.

I saw him thinking and kept looking at me, which made me uncomfortable, he was researching my body from head to toe.

"Why?" I asked, with a face that objected to what he was doing.

"You're beautiful!" Answer while bringing the face closer.

I turned my face away because our breath clashed.

***

It was a nice day, and I found out that Deri was a nice guy. He really wants to be friends with me. During his time at the beach and traveling, he did not behave insolent. Lots of chances, but he didn't touch me. Just clasping my hands as we were about to part, back to each other's homes.

My heart began to stretch, as if asking me to leave Radit and start a new life with Deri. But could Deri love me? ah, I'm too confident. Throughout our conversation, he did not say that he had any special feelings for me.

[You don't want to be my girlfriend Bel?]

After taking a shower, hearing a message notification, I thought Radit, until I excitedly opened. No, Deri. Both of my eyes narrowed, making sure this message was really from Deri.

Both my eyes were rounded, when one message came in again.

[Sorry because I'm not gentle, I'm honestly the hardest to say love directly]

Reading it, spontaneously my smile expanded. There is a red hue on the cheek, between joy and anxiety.

[Please, will you? I'm single, you are too. Maybe we were found together to be together. I feel very compatible with you!]

Maybe Deri's serious, but what happens if he finds out I have a boyfriend. I should have told you the truth. If this is the case, I refuse Deri would not accept.

[Let me time, Der?]

Actually, without time I can answer. But today I am really confused. I have to ask Radit for reassurance first. But if he let me go with someone else how? I don't want my sacrifice to be in vain. From the beginning, the only one I wanted, had Radit in its entirety.

Deri, if I hadn't met Radit, it wouldn't have been what it is today. I would have been happy to accept you without a second thought.

Since I stayed in the room with Nilam, this time I could not hide anything from him anymore.

I told you about Deri.

Nilam suggested that I accept Deri and forget Radit.

According to Nilam, the real man was like Deri. Shame to say love and disinclined to touch. From the beginning Deri had appreciated, whereas Radit, to be seen, he was just using me. Radit met me when he needed it.

"Bela, end your relationship with Radit, or you'll lose your future. Nothing can be expected of a married man."

Like something stuck in my heart, when Nilam reminded me that Radit was not only my lover but he was the husband of a man and a father.

Right, everything I went through with Radit was a mistake. All is free because I am the only one who is harmed. Even if I dismantle our relationship now, Radit would not be on my side. The wealth he had depended on his wife, from the beginning he had warned us to keep our relationship safe, and I realized that Radit had never confirmed that he would actually marry me.

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