CHEATING IS BEAUTIFUL IN THE BEGINNING

Chapter 4

After a long time of waiting, now Radit and I are back in one room. It was just the two of us, a beautiful, tidy, fragrant, silent room. At first I refused when he brought me here, but the feeling of love so great made me helpless. I'll do what Radit wants even though he's always hurting.

Tonight, Radit was so emotional. When I got to the hotel room, without saying, he attacked me. I could not avoid it, so I resigned because I also wanted this very much.

"I miss you so much, Bela!" His whisper hugged me tightly. Then stroked my hair finely.

To be honest I was so angry that he ignored me for some time. I don't think he's gonna look for me anymore, but he still wants my body. Enjoy it without caring about my feelings.

He enjoyed it so much, whereas I only served with an empty heart. If only he were mine, I'd been scolding him earlier. I just want to keep my attitude, I don't want him to leave me because of his insolent attitude.

Once satisfied, he let me lie down, not even if he kissed me. Or just an acceptable speech is not. Now that I realized, I was just a toy to him. As Nilam said, there is nothing I should be proud of about Radit.

Radit met me just for the sake of satisfaction, the proof after all, he slept soundly while turning his back on me. I pulled her up, she was too deep to snore. I looked at his face, wanting to beat up this fucking guy. Already have a wife still bind me with dreadful words.

A shadow of Deri appeared, what would happen if Deri knew I was as cool as I am now. Does Deri still want me after knowing that I'm no different from a cheap woman. Will Deri accept me with my status as the destroyer of the household?

Just this time I cried, regretting what Radit and I had just done. I want to hate Radit and go as far as possible. But I gave up everything. His handsome face and soft lips, always made me comfortable.

***

I cleaned and cleaned myself first. Radit's still sleeping, I have to confirm it now. I'll ask for clarity.

He squirmed as he looked at me with a mischievous smile. He rolled his eyes, and with a helping hand took him back up to the bed.

I ignored, my stomach was so hungry, I sat on the couch eating the pizza I just ordered.

He looked at me for a long time, until he finally chose to sit on the side, enjoying a still warm pizza.

He put his arm around my neck, then peeked at me and said, "luck you."

Too late, why did he just say it. I stood up then grabbed the bag on the nightstand, but he pulled my arm.

"Don't go yet, I still miss you!"

"Lied!" Ketus.

"Oh baby, just a few months I didn't call, don't be childish."

He said I was childish?

"Aren't you going to end our relationship?"

"I was feeling emotion and fear. I'm so because I care about you."

"But now, there are people who know about our relationship!"

"Who?"

"Nilam."

Radit.

I looked at him hatefully, but also unable to eliminate the old love stuck in the heart.

"Rose knew it too."

Whahuh? Rosa's wife knows, but Radit's coming back to me? is this a sign that he chose me?

I feel like I'm floating around, maybe Radit will marry me soon.

"Then, why are you still seeing me?"

"We're getting a divorce."

Feeling victorious, my lips turned spontaneous. Very happy news, what does it mean, I will have Radit completely?

Will my long wait be a happy ending?

"Don't joke!"

"I'm serious."

We embrace and re-combine love, pouring out longings for each other. Seriously or not, I really enjoyed it this time. I don't care if what he says is a lie and it could be that I fall in his arms again.

You crocodile!

***

I was too happy to hit someone's body.

"Your!!"

"Sorry. Uh, Bela?"

I can't believe what I just hit was Deri. What the hell is he doing here?

"Deri?" I'm not sure.

"Defender, you're so beautiful. Where did you end up?"

My appearance this time was sensual. Because Radit always told me, when I met him, he preferred me to wear revealing clothes and natural make-up but made me look sexy.

Radit says he doesn't like it when I use lipstick that's light.

Deri kept looking at me, the length of the dress I was wearing up to my knees. Deri looked fascinated, she looked at me from top to bottom repeatedly. My appearance now is very much different when I use a work uniform.

Deri blinked her eyes quickly, she touched my arm, dropped to land on the waist. I avoided him from hugging me.

"Where are you so beautiful, Bel?"

"I-I, I want to go home!"

Before I left this sixth floor, Radit came out of the room. I don't know if Deri saw me walk out the same door or not.

Radit tidied up the fringe of the suit, momentarily turned his head towards me, then he passed you like nothing had happened. I smiled wryly, outside he was.

My gaze followed where Radit was walking, Deri beside me still looked with admiration.

"So, you're not going to hide anything from me, are you?"

"Let me go home, we'll talk in the car." I said as I walked in a different direction to Radit. To my knowledge, there are many lifts.

I got into the taxi that Deri was taking, he got the job to deliver something to room number 32, the room next to mine, room number 33.

"Explain to me, what is your relationship with that guy?"

I was astonished how he knew we weren't greeting each other, or maybe Deri was just second-guessing.

"I saw you come out of the same room. I guess it wasn't you."

It seems like Deri has started to understand what happened to me.

My body trembled, I should have been honest and open from the beginning.

"So, I didn't think you-"

He stopped the car, then parked in a quiet place.

His face showed anger, he locked the windowpanes, approached me and forced me.

I didn't fight back and let what he did.

"I'm so disappointed!" Deri retreated, hitting the steering wheel very hard.

Two buttons on my shirt were open, but he didn't do anything. I know, in her eyes I'm dirty. She thinks I'm still a plain woman.

"I'm sorry Der, she's my dark lover. For five years I've been her lover."

"Why don't you frankly, I definitely won't feel as disappointed as I am now."

"I'm afraid of losing a friend as good as you."

"So, I love you sincerely, will you leave that man and marry me?"

My eyes were wide open, was it really what I heard? It didn't seem like a dream, where maybe Deri would accept me, while he knew I was no longer a virgin.

Deri almost touched and enjoyed my body, but he didn't. From his eyes I could see that he truly loved me.

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