CHEATING IS BEAUTIFUL IN THE BEGINNING

Chapter 3

Dion has gone completely outrageous, I accept that if I am dumped, but this time he also ignored Diana. Dion never slept at home. Indirectly, Dion told Diana that her parents' relationship was not okay.

Our household is not only broken, but now it is broken into pieces. There's no way I'm chaining those pieces together again.

Diana was the reason I had survived, and Dion had destroyed my defense.

It's better for me to hang on to raising Diana myself than to maintain a relationship that's obviously never going to be able to be connected again.

"Why didn't mom tell Diana that mom was with dad?"

I sighed, "then I thought, we'd be like we used to be."

For a child of Diana's age, it's too early if he has to understand what's going on between me and his father.

"Oma Mirna said, I'm going to get a divorce from you, is that true mom?" Diana innocently asked.

Divorced? did Diana know what it was as a result of a divorce.

Aunt Mirna? he's really mean. He should not have involved a child for his ambitions.

A while I was pensive, looking for the right answer so that Diana could accept and come with me.

"Diana, if you split up with me, who would you like to come with?"

"So right, Mom?" My son's eyes started to tear. He must be very sad, now his fate will be the same as Sindi.

"Diana, listen to me, son!"

The tears fell, she wiped them away while looking at me furiously.

"I'm sorry mom, but-"

Diana hugged me, I thought she would hate me. Her cries returned to her like she was when she was five years old. She tightened her embrace and her crying grew louder. I let, Diana would definitely not want to choose. Dion who was too busy with work, Diana always missed.

My decision is final, I will demand a divorce from Dion. Dion! did he see his son so hurt, or was this what he wanted?

To be honest, in my heart I still love him and always hope he can come back like he used to. Even if he wants to leave Amanda for us now, I'd say no parting from him.

Diana cried herself to sleep in my arms. The little girl who used to be very spoiled Dion is now a teenager. He should not be a victim to the un-parent harmonies.

I'm sorry Dian's mother, I've endured with all her might. In the end, I had to give up too.

I really can't stand it, imagining my husband complaining to a friend. If it's with someone else, I can still make things okay. Now, what else can be fixed?

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"You really want to separate from Dion?" Mom asked, when I told you all about me and Dion that I've been hiding.

"I couldn't stand it, the more I got here, the more I got tormented."

"But mother felt Dion's attitude to mother still remains the same. Let's talk to her before you demand divorce!"

Obviously, Dion will not change his mother, however, the mother is the grandmother of his child.

"That lion loves you so much, I can't believe he could be like that?"

It's my fault that I never documented what Dion was doing with her affairs, including Amanda.

"I don't trust you either, but against me, Mas Dion has started to be rude."

I shook my head, Dion's attitude changed, not making him light-handed. Indeed, since marriage Dion has never once slapped me, hit me or worse.

"Then?" Ask the curious mother.

"Now Dion dared to yell, and would not listen to me for once." My complaint. I'd rather share it with mom than a best friend who ends up stabbing in the back.

I've never complained about my mother's domestic problems before, but for now there's no one I trust other than my mother.

"Have you ever caught Dion cheating somewhere?"

"No, I only know from the cell phone and from Dion's own mouth."

"How can you prosecute Dion in court if you don't have evidence?"

The evidence? Do you need proof to divorce?

Mother looked at me deeply, mother must be trying to absorb what I felt. Who wants his household destroyed by the third man. I was married to Dion, never thinking or imagining that Dion would fall in the arms of another woman.

"Aren't you trying to hold on again?" I don't seem willing if my life story ends miserably.

"Sir Ma'am, my decision is already unanimous."

"Aren't you going to fix everything at Diana?"

"What Mom? all this time I've survived, but look what Mas Dion did! not that he's back, it's getting worse. It's been a few days since he slept at home, and I'm sure he's been spending the night in Amanda's apartment." I sobbed, so grievous is this heart. If only I had never opened my heart to the man who now hurts me so much.

"Where did you know that Dion spent the night in Amanda's apartment?"

"Where else ma'am, spread Amanda's affair."

"Dion had also spent the night with his other mistresses?"

I looked at my mother, because I was so relented that I was weak, and I didn't know much about Dion's affair. To keep my heart in good order, I let him play.

"Yet, Mas Dion has never been like this. That's why I want to split up."

Mom hugged me. Mother's face turned sad, showing how disappointed she was at the daughter-in-law she always flattered.

"Elisa, what if we go to Amanda's apartment, to make evidence in court?"

"Actually ma'am, without any evidence we must have divorced. Mas Dion has always threatened that if I meddle in his affairs, he will divorce me."

"That's it." It's hard for me to believe everything I'm saying. Dion was a dream daughter-in-law, he always put my parents like his own.

I can't believe it either, but it's real. I experienced it when I really loved my husband.

Amanda, I could've done the worst for her, but I didn't want Dion to hate me more.

Next, I'll follow Mom's advice, visit Amanda's apartment. I wish they were there I could photograph them for proof that Diana's custody fell on me.

I doubt that, despite the evidence, Dion won't let me take Diana. Especially materially, he can do anything.

As strong as a woman's heart, if she can not stand it then anything she will do to achieve happiness.

Honestly, our marriage was very happy but for a long time the storm hit. Hope facing the storm together disappears slowly along with selfishness.

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