CHEATING IS BEAUTIFUL IN THE BEGINNING
Chapter 2
It's been two days that Radit hasn't contacted me, I've been forced to reveal anything about Radit's relationship with Nilam. Nilam promised not to tell anyone as long as I ended this affair. What a heavy request, there is no way I leave the love that I lived for so long.
For a while I avoided talking to Nilam. Nilam said, that in fact love does not exist, there is only the nature of mutual need. Even if love exists, it is only incarnated as lust.
I understand, Nilam is always emotional when it comes to love. Her status as a widow left by her husband for several reasons, then married another woman, makes her sensitive. He only judges love from the negative side.
A little story about Nilam, he was my best friend from childhood. After High School, she decided to marry Aris. Honey, their marriage only lasted three years. The problem began with Nilam who was sentenced to be barren. Finally Aris prefers to divorce Nilam and then marry Lia who he considers fertile. Reportedly, Aris and his new wife have two children.
The wounds obtained by Nilam turned out to be so deep, that he never again opened his heart to any man. But, that doesn't mean he should interfere in my love affairs. If I now choose to continue with Radit, that is my right.
After the divorce, Nilam was very frustrated, he decided to work. It just so happens that where I work, there is a vacancy. Now, we're a boarding house, as well as a job.
Radit is the man I dreamed of. Handsome, rich, and kind. He is also caring and loving. Always remember our best moments.
Radit once gave me a diamond ring on our third date's birthday. I also willingly gave my life to him.
Early on in my work, my position was an ordinary servant. After I went out with Radit, I was transferred to the head of the cashier. I'm waiting to become a manager, one of Radit's promises that will lift me up if the cafe opens a new branch.
Radit is the owner of the cafe where I work. He is often in the cafe to monitor himself, although there is already a manager who leads directly.
The first day that was particularly memorable was that day, the day that I entered the night shift, coming home around ten. Long time I wait, no public transportation, when want to order ojek online, uh quota is up. At that time I was still shy about asking for help from a workmate who was one shift, I finally left alone.
I was confused, and thought of the worst thing if no public transport passed until twelve. I started to get nervous, intending to go back to the cafe. There is a Satpam who guards twenty-four hours, unfortunately he also has no quota or telephone pulses.
Looks like I'll be forced to stay at the security guard post. Sad, especially I do not know very well Mr. Satpam who looks young and strong.
Unexpectedly, the maroon-colored car that was always parked in front, entered and stopped right beside the post.
The handsome man went down, immediately approached the security guard, asked for something and then entered the cafe. A few minutes later he came out, and handed the key to the security guard. He brought something that seemed important.
Without looking back at me, he re-entered his car. Long silence, not directly gas. Slowly he turned the car towards the road, suddenly honking loud enough to be directed at us. Satpam approached immediately.
After Mr. Satpam talked for a long time, he came back and spoke to me. I was told to get in the boss' car, he said he'd take me home.
Good boss, I can't believe this, I refused at first, but he just kept honking. As a subordinate, I should be able to look obedient. With trembling hands, I tried to open the back door, but soon the boss opened the front door and ordered to sit in front.
Between pleasure and anxiety, I'm afraid that he's messing around. But it's also nice because I can sit next to him. We call him Mr. Radit, the man of the judes, doesn't say much. For employee problems, he also never took a headache.
Another unique one of hers, her smile was expensive. Never had I seen him smile when he looked at his subordinates. But also he never scolded the wrong employee. Maybe the task of getting angry, he left it to the manager.
On the road we did not talk. I wanted to open a conversation, but I didn't know where to start. He just asked for the kosan address, then installed the 'map' application to get to kosan quickly.
The first time I saw him smile, for four months of work, only this time he saw me in such detail. Usually when the morning greets, the attitude is always cold.
His hands touched my cheeks, his eyes scrutinizing my whole dull, greasy face. He came closer, as fast as lightning he kissed my lips. I'm nervous, I want to be angry too. The first kiss stolen. I glared, and he laughed and opened the door slot, and the door beside me opened automatically.
Out of annoyance, I came out and slammed the door very hard. I don't need to thank you anymore, maybe because of this he wants to take me home.
The next day he behaved normally, as if nothing happened. For a few days, we never met. Makes me curious and fall in love.
When one day, I had to join him in an event, during the event I followed him. After the show, she expressed love and wanted to make me a dark boyfriend. At first I didn't want to, but because I really loved her, I wanted to do whatever I could to be with her.
We also formed a relationship secretly, until it was not felt for many years. In the fifth year, our relationship began to be bland. Radit's love for me seems to be fading, he wants me when he needs it.
Radit's attitude lately is different, he rarely touches me. Most refused when I wanted to be with her. Even his promise to mortgage the house to make us more free, he forgot. Before the accident happened, we had a fight. Radit wants me to forget everything. I cried because it was impossible. My love has gone very deep, plus our relationship has gone too far.
I want Radit to fulfill his promise, who will marry me and will not leave me. In the hospital, we haven't talked much. I don't know if Radit's going to keep disconnecting or if he's conscious and will choose me to accompany his life.
Incoming message notification.
Quickly I open it, I hope from Radit, I want certainty. If allowed, of course I'll take care of him while he's in the hospital.
[So, what else?]
A message from Deri. A little disappointed, I ignored it.
[We go yuk?!]
Next message and I don't think about replying.
[So, you're busy, sorry to bother. I thought you were off]
Send it again, and I still ignore it. My heart is not good, all I want right now is Radit.
[It's only been read, I miss!]
The last message provoked emotion, but wait! Deri yearya I do not have a lover, yes it's natural that he said so. Yesterday he asked me about my status, and I said, I'm single.
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