CHEATING IS BEAUTIFUL IN THE BEGINNING

Chapter 1 (My Husband)

What you hear, you read, and you see, if not controlled can affect your life. As I experienced, I was affected a lot by it all. Maybe I am weak until my mind is controlled by what many people now talk about.

Because I often hear stories of friends, neighbors and even relatives about the betrayal committed by their husbands, making me suspect my own husband.

Not only the story from their mouths but seeing the reality in the present day, the double thing does not seem to be a rare thing. It is not strange if the husband to cheat, especially as a wife who lacks a lot.

Not to mention the many writings that mill around on the sosmed homepage. Their stories are diverse. Her husband likes to play women. Her husband was not intentionally cheating. Some people deliberately want to find more women. There is also a good husband and responsibilities but can be willing to the wife.

Cheating seems to be a trend. This happens to all levels of society. Not only in those who are upper middle economies, but also those who are lower middle.

Frequently watching, hearing and reading stories about infidelity, freaked me out. The best man can have the opportunity to cheat.

The more days I get scared if it happens to me. I didn't really care who my husband sent messages to. Because in anticipation, I started spying on him. Starting from the contents of the chat, info from his coworkers who are also my first coworkers. Until one time I followed her somewhere, and I found no sign that her husband had an affair.

Safe. Thankfully, my husband is still loyal. But lately my husband has changed. He often lies, despite trivial problems, I think my trust is now tarnished.

Husband secretly mourned in his cousin's sister, the nominal is good. He didn't confess at first, but after I ranted, he said.

"This saving is for mom. I wanted to give you a surprise."

I don't know if I should be happy or angry, what my husband is saying is true. There must be a sense of annoyance because he has begun to dare to play behind.

I don't really like surprises, for me honesty is the most important thing. For what to force the tube, if to eat only I have to turn my brain so that it can be enough until the next salary.

Salary problem, I'm not so dictating, it's up to him how much he wants to give. Her husband works as a driver, I don't know exactly how much money she got. I think the salary he gave me was the real salary he had reduced for his needs down the road.

Apparently, half the salary in the tube. Surprisingly not to the bank, even to the cousin.

Not satisfied I nagged, finally that night I told him to go to Mba Mirna's house, unfortunately the money could not be immediately liquid.

"Where's the money?" Directly toodong when Mas Riswan entered the house.

He even scratched his head.

"Why?"

He shut up and looked at me blankly.

"Where is that ten million?"

"Light first Ma'am, Mba Mirna said, the money was deposited into the bank, now the bank is closed. So we wait until tomorrow, okay?"

"Now it's time to withdraw cash at an ATM, is there any open twenty-four hours?" I said a little rough, nothing, I was very upset.

"Yes, maybe Mba Mirna wants to be safer, so go straight to the bank."

"Mas, I don't want to know, now you take the money and hand it to me!"

"My evening, tomorrow again. That kind of money he said was more comfortable taking it straight to the bank."

"I do not think, if the ends of the money entered the bank, why not Mas Riswan who opened an account in his own name?"

"Yes, his name is Mas penginmu surprise you. If you knew Mas had savings in the bank, it would not be as big as it is now ...."

It's free to have savings if I owe here and there. Riswan also knew, all this time I always resisted the desire and minimize personal needs in order to save expenses.

I'm willing to replace skin care with a cheaper one, so as not to overburden him. Because I also know very well what the salary is. One mistake, I never take care of the income earned outside the base salary. Like tip money, overtime, and other bonuses.

Riswan is a good husband, he never scolded me, anything else to play hands. If he's angry, it's also because of my bad attitude.

Having a marriage with him I always felt happy, despite the shortcomings, but Riswan never ignored my request. One of them when I wanted to contract the house, he immediately granted.

We used to ride in the house of mamah, Riswan's mother. But the presence of my brother-in-law makes me uncomfortable. My in-laws are actually good but my brother-in-law is good at instigating, so long ago you only see my mistakes. Whatever I am, in my mama's eyes I am useless.

One day I had a bad tirade because of the laundry pile. My situation at that time was not healthy, I said lazy, but it was also my clothes and Riswan mas. Mama should not interfere too much in our affairs.

It has been almost four years of our marriage, we have not been trusted to get a baby. This is the thing that makes me really can't stand to stay long at home in-laws.

Back at the affair, yes, I was afraid Riswan was cheating. Although I knew he would never betray, but the lies he did made me doubt.

Is Riswan really loyal? Intention to check the chat, maybe there is a chat from the actor, I even met Mirna mba chat, from which I know he likes to save once a month.

If it's true that he wants to give me a surprise, why would he let me lack?

What surprise did he mean? Riswan has surprised me. I want to immediately receive the money, if it is for me, then I will take it all without me setting it aside for him.

I have exhausted my patience with the shame, the shame of my debt to my mother and brothers and the debt I least expected, the debt to the shop of Mr. Tomo.

You know about this, don't ya? Mirna was his nephew. Their relationship is also very familiar. It is not uncommon for Mirna to visit the house of mama just to share stories about the ugliness of her neighbors.

Or could it be, you're involved with all this?

Well, I'll wait until Riswan hands over the money. If I don't get the money then I have to investigate it in secret.

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