
I'm fired!
The reason is unclear, even though my work is good. Never once have I made a mistake. Always on time and have high loyalty. Everyone knows that, and I've earned the reward of an exemplary employee. Because I am resilient, diligent and painstaking.
As an ordinary employee, I can only accept my fate. I can't fight even if I'm the corner. I'd go crazy knowing that the one who fired me was Radit.
"What the fuck?" I asked while throwing a statement right on his desk.
"Sorry dear." That'sallthatis.
"Radrite! do you mean to marry me?"
"That's what we'll talk about later. Now you go and find another job, because for some time, I can't give you pocket money. But calm down I'll prepare the severance just in case as long as you haven't got a job."
"I don't understand, what does this mean?"
"To fulfill my wife's request."
His attitude was so relaxed, he did not see me and instead was busy signing the papers on the desk.
"Radrite! no kidding!"
"I'm busy. Come outside!"
"Radit, tell me you're not seriously firing me!"
"The letter is clearly marked with my stamp and my signature. So from now on you are not an employee here anymore!"
I laughed, convinced that Radit was testing my patience.
"As for me, don't force me to announce our relationship to everyone." I sat down and threatened him with a flat tone.
"Defender, you better go home now and rest. We'll talk again."
"Are you not getting divorced?"
"I said, we'll talk later. Get out now or I'll call security to force you!"
How could I lose my job. I also lost my chance with Radit. His attitude is so annoying.
***
With an upset heart, I reached the boarding house and slammed the sling bag violently onto the mattress.
What's the matter?
The mood of the room changed. I feel like a lot is missing. I and Nilam are not a shift. Yes, yes, the Patchouli stuff does not exist. He sold it or moved rooms. If you move, why not tell me first?
I tried calling a few times but was not active. Did he know anything about my dismissal, and he ran away for fear that I might borrow money. Ah stupid very, after this I will meet the boarding house.
After eating with an irritated heart, I went to the boarding house and he told me that Nilam doesn't cost anymore. Mom doesn't know the reason and where she's going. After I contacted the other co-workers, they said Nilam is today and three days ahead take time off.
What happened to Nilam, all of a sudden? I hope he's okay.
I pondered for a while and tears fell, considering where I should look for work. My mother in the village will be waiting for my delivery next month. If Radit doesn't give me his right to be his mistress, I'll make sure he doesn't live quietly!
***
Two months after he was fired, Radit didn't call me again. I asked Deri for help to accompany me when I met Radit. The rest of my severance pay won't be enough to last another month, which I haven't been able to do.
Reportedly Radit held an event at the hotel where we used to rent rooms. Said my friend who still works at the cafe, Radit has officially divorced his wife and he managed to bring the company's assets. At first Radit could be like now because of his wife's family.
Nilam, disappeared the same day I got fired. From our hometown there was no news that Nilam was back. I was worried because he was frustrated. Lest he be let down again and try to end his life. Ah no way, I believe that Nilam will be fine. As long as I was with him, he was the best friend who always understood me. The only thing he's about, my relationship with Radit.
No matter what happens, I'll hold Radit accountable, because he's living a miserable life.
"Wouldn't you go see Radit again?" Ask Deri while wearing a helmet.
"I have to try it again, he promised to marry me."
"But Bel, I'm afraid you're disappointed again. Come on, forget him and-"
"And... what?"
"And start a new life."
"meaning?"
"Sorry Bela, don't you believe me, I'm serious, don't you marry me!"
I was glued to my feet, looking at the plain face of Deri. He was very convincing, and what he said was a good thing. Marriage is the right choice, rather than having a secret relationship.
Scroll escaped from the corner of the eye, I was moved. But I'm powerless to hold so much love for Radit. Even though I made Radit betray his wife, I still faithfully waited for his promise.
"I can understand how you feel, don't be sad! forget what I just said, I won't make it."
"I'm sorry, I need time."
He nodded his head, wiping away my tears that fell on my cheeks.
"Marriage is a big thing, and I can't decide all of a sudden." I said I wish I could one day turn to Deri and live happily with her.
"Yes Bel, I'll be patient. Next time you lose you change your mind, you can tell me anytime."
"Thank you Der, I don't know if you've liked me for a long time."
"If I knew you liked me, I wouldn't have let you go."
It was wonderful to hear such a soothing word. We cannot repeat, though a thousand times, regret always comes to an end. If Deri is my soul mate, soon I want to cut off my love for Radit.
The more I want to forget Radit, the greater my love. The more Deri approached, the greater my desire to be with Radit.
"You're gonna find Radit, you can't be sad. Put on dong's face. You have to be strong, show me that Radit was wrong for two months!"
My smile was glistening, imagining Radit returning to my arms and bowing his knees getting you more beautiful and sexy. I deliberately took the time to go to the salon to beautify myself, with a slightly different hair look.
Sometimes I think I love Radit or the money. I did everything I could to get the facility as a stash that Radit called 'pocket money'. Now I don't know how to get the money. If I don't go back to Radit, I have to work hard. A simple job in the city is hard.
Deri may have sincerely invited me to marry, but did she realize, as a taxi driver, was she capable of financing my life in the future?
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