CHEATING IS BEAUTIFUL IN THE BEGINNING

Chapter 3

Up to work, in the parking lot I didn't see Riswan's motorbike. Keep thinking positively, maybe he's still on the road. Until 8 am, Riswan was not seen, while the warehouse car was almost gone.

The car drove, without me knowing who was driving. Out of curiosity, I ventured into the warehouse.

"Who? not Riswan?"

"Yes Yu, it's Roni, your husband's off."

Good thing Nola was there and I went straight to see her.

That's what some say, if we lie once then the next one will lie. Riswan has managed to do it. After talking to Nola a lot, I finally found out that Riswan had more days off than coming in. Though all this time I have Riswan's career running without holidays.

"When did Roni get in?"

"It's been almost a year, which goes in too 'Have you husband, when you didn't know?"

My eyes did not dare to look at Nola, I was embarrassed because she indirectly knew how my household was.

"The problem is yes, hmmm I rarely ask questions to Riswan mas."

It must be in my heart, Nola wondered. His gaze was strange, and I got a little restless. All this time Riswan never involved me in his business, does that mean I'm not so important to him?

Or maybe Riswan doesn't want me anymore. Is it because I can't give him a descendant yet? but is this a reason he doesn't respect me anymore?

"Well, what's wrong with you?"

Nola has stopped the reverie. Looks like my problem and Riswan's is not just money.

"All I know is, Riswan has another job, but he's desperate not to stop working from here. So now he even works part time here, while the work remains elsewhere."

The heart is like a thorn. Sick to accept the fact, Nola can't lie, she was my best friend at work.

Nola glanced at me, she knew that I was trying to hold back the tears.

"Are you sad, is there something wrong with my words?" Nola closed the office door that was in the corner of the warehouse. He approached, and began to understand what had happened to me.

I wiped away the tears that escaped.

"Sorry Ayu, I think your relationship with Riswan is good. I didn't expect, Riswan didn't tell you this at all."

Now that I can understand, he's still keeping his job here, so I don't get suspicious. So where does he work now?

Nola had given up her working time to listen to my curses, with tears I told her everything. My relationship with Riswan was fine and it turned out that I found out he had lied.

Nola does not know much about Riswan because they were not very familiar. In fact, frequent disagreements that cause prolonged disputes.

Nola embraced me, giving me space so I wouldn't hesitate to share a painful life story. From the lies about work, my curses spread to the hatred of my in-laws.

In the end I cried as much as I could, pouring out all the sadness, especially the child's problems. I don't know who the problem is between me and Riswan. We both do not want to be checked.

After all, Riswan never had any problems when we were in contact. I learned, and I think he's also normal and mighty. I can feel our lovemaking relationship is safe, so I trust Riswan a hundred percent.

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I returned home disappointed. Losing track of Riswan and I should not be rash, intend to investigate on my own. Must be able to resist emotions. I've never had a show before, so not sure if I can act like nothing happened?

I knew Riswan when I worked at a snack company. Got a job as a warehouse admin, Riswan one of the delivery drivers directly related to me. At that time my feelings were normal, Riswan was nice, he used to tease me, I was curious, we exchanged numbers, and finally we were close, getting closer and then decided to have a special relationship.

At work we do not show there is a relationship, because it understands the rules of the company, there should be no love of location. If you get married, one has to stop.

Back to that time ...

"Well, I love you, will you marry me?" Suddenly as we ate at Lesehan, Riswan proposed.

At that time I was drunk with romance, and there was no consideration for his invitation. I immediately agreed and we were married shortly. Three months into the wedding, we lived at my mother's house. Next Riswan took me to his mother's house.

First year, very good. He never commented on anything I did, even I freely slept in the tv room without feeling awkward. I feel considered a real child. But, over time, it changed. Do not understand, or indeed this is the true nature of mother-in-law, I don't know.

Riswan is the best person I've ever been close to. I love him so much, whatever problems we face together. We promised to open up to each other from the beginning. I believed fully, so I never asked about work. I only received the money he gave me, although sometimes the money was less but I never had a problem.

I also try to make money by selling Snack, but honey, it takes a lot of capital. I surrendered.

Well, now if from a new job he still can't get a big salary, why did he do this?

Fixed work or nyambi, the same. The money he gave me was that.

Nola said, Riswan's salary in the warehouse, so calculated daily.

Means his new job that gives a salary for daily expenses, to me he always on time to give money shopping, which I have to be enough for one month.

This whole day I was thinking about Riswan, what really happened? When I tried to call, the phone was off. This means that working is always inactive. While working as a driver who sends goods to many addresses, the phone should always be active.

I believed so much that I didn't realize Riswan had lied to me too far.

Just look at you, if until you have another woman, I swear I will never accept you again!

I still remember and always keep it in memory, he said convincingly, "Dear, believe the same Mas, will never disappoint you. Mas loves you so much. Promise me, I won't make you sad."

He never made me feel sad. If I get angry, he's quiet. I made a mistake, he was never angry. Once I was angry because he always defended his mother, even though he knew her mother was wrong. She almost hit but didn't even hold me tight and apologize. Since then I've been pretty sure that Riswan really loves me and I believe as little as the problem is, he won't lie.

I can still understand him, will give him a chance to explain everything. But, does everything need an explanation, what if again he is not frank?

Oh, yes, Allah .. what should I do.

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