CHEATING IS BEAUTIFUL IN THE BEGINNING

Chapter 1 (Survive For the Sake of the Child)

This is not the first time Dion has betrayed her. Now how dare he cheat with Amanda, my best friend. But now there's no friend predicate between me and Amanda. Dion is very handsome, attractive and rich. It is natural that many women who pursue, want to be a lover.

Many thought I was holding out for treasure. Dion was born into a wealthy family. Until Aunt Mirna spoke, "what Lis needs to keep, you just calm down. Diana's gonna get inheritance rights even if you divorce Dion."

No, I'm not surviving because of treasure. I want to give Diana a whole family. Let me always yield to Dion, as long as Diana is happy. Even though I know, it would be the same as getting divorced if me and Dion were not as harmonious as they used to be.

What's wrong, I hope that someday, Dion will return to being the Dion who used to say love?

With anyone Dion cheated on, I didn't care, but when he passed on and got in touch with my best friend, I really couldn't accept.

I can't blame any of them. Both are wrong for me. I promise I'll make Amanda's life suffer. For Dion, I will try to forgive, again just because of Diana.

"Since when have I been in a relationship with Amanda?"

"Not long."

"Why Amanda?"

"You ever talk, I'm free to connect with anyone, as long as I don't divorce you."

"But not Amanda either, she's my best friend!"

"Now this is all I want is Amanda. Besides being smart and beautiful, she is very sexy. Was she also a widow?"

As much as I could, I endured the pain in my chest. I don't mean anything anymore. In Dion's eyes I'm nothing more than a nanny. His love is completely gone. Dion loved me for a moment, or was I stupid because Dion never loved me?

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A day I didn't expect. Amanda is really shameless. He came to my house and Dion's. It seems like he wants to show victory over Dion.

"Would you like to come here?" ketus.

He just smiled with a face without feeling the slightest bit guilty.

"How are you doing, Lisa? will you not let me sit?" He was polite and formal.

I threw away her face, she really is a selfless woman. I'm sorry for always letting him linger in this house. I never thought that Dion would fall in love with Amanda whom I once trusted so much.

Without me asking, in front of him now he sits on the sofa while playing a mobile phone. Then he saw someone calling.

"Hello, I'm at home. But I was not at all welcomed. I'm also drinking not." He said while looking at me. I know, he's complaining to Dion.

Fed up, I chose to go to the room, letting Amanda do as she pleased.

Diana...

Fortunately, he was walking with his grandfather, Dion's father. If only he had seen my sad face, he would have invited me to stay at my mother's house.

Diana was just 12 years old, she didn't understand much about what happened to me. But he already knew, if I was sad, it must have been from his father. Diana once said, instead of me constantly sad, she better stay in my mother's modest home, as long as I can see me always smiling.

Dion's own attitude, towards Diana, was indifferent. But sometimes he was very considerate, and I could see the true affection of a father for his son.

Unknowingly, these cheeks were wet with tears that I could no longer bear. This time you hurt me. They are both betrayed and have no heart. It should be after your relationship is exposed, that you are ashamed. Amanda, I didn't think he was this bad.

Not long ago I sobbed in the room, someone entered without knocking on the door. With a cold face, Dion entered the bathroom. Just passing you. I have no value in my own eyes.

To be honest, I want to end soon, but what about Diana?

Diana always praised me and Dion. He also often reveals that the thing he feared the most was the loss of one of us, his parents. As Sindi experienced, her parents divorced due to economic shortages.

Diana was sure that Dion and I would never get a divorce because we were struggling with treasure.

I wiped away the tears, and tried hard in front of Dion. I had to be strong no matter what she did, so I could regain her heart.

"Tonight I didn't sleep at home." He said while confirming the light blue t-shirt he was wearing.

"Where are you going?" I asked gently, I hope there is no sadness from my tone.

"Later if I tell you, you're sad."

"Mass?"

"Tell me, I'm out to see a client!"

"Mas Dion, wait!" I took her hand and she let go.

"Please, don't continue!" My petulance.

He looked at me but did not try to calm me down, no matter what happened, he was so much hate me.

"Mas can still be related to the secretary or karyawati mas in the office." Words I hate the most, but there's no way I can survive.

He did not hear, then stepped away towards the vestibule, where Amanda was waiting.

Just up to the door, I chased after and hugged tightly from behind. This heartache however hurts even more if Diana is devastated.

"Elisha! release it!" Says furious.

I hugged tighter and tighter, hoping that Dion would realize his mistake this time alone.

Dian forcibly removed the hand that was coiled around her waist. Dion turned around and cursed.

"The shameless woman, I'm glad you're still here!"

Who is shameless? me or Amanda? Like being struck by lightning, Dion said that out loud. Amanda must have heard.

"Mas, please don't go." Again I'm squeezing.

"You shut up, or I'll-"

"Dion! hurry up, we're too late!" that bitch caught Dion's attention.

Dion left, his car drove by carrying the woman he cheated on somewhere.

I know, if I don't shut up, he'll divorce me.

Given this reality, I really couldn't. They went together, spent the night together. Which wife's heart is strong to imagine what they are doing.

Amanda and I are so different, she comes from a family. I am only the son of a farmer. That was the reason that prompted Aunt Mirna, to support Dion to marry Amanda. Aunty's trying to get me and Dion divorced. He also convinced Dion that I married her for a fortune.

Amanda, who is the son of a culinary entrepreneur, is more promising love. Than I who just hitchhiked. Several times, Dion said, he regretted marrying me. Though from the beginning I have said, I have nothing and will not be comparable to his luxurious life.

Don't know what Dion saw when he married me. The first year I was treated like a princess. Until Diana was born into the world, Dion was still kind and considerate.

When Diana was five years old, Dion began to suspect that Diana was not his child. Until I managed to convince with the results of the DNA test, that Diana was really her son.

Problem after problem keeps approaching. We still survive, even though Dion began to act indifferent and did not assume my existence.

Then when Diana was eight years old, I found out that Dion loved connecting with the many women behind me. One of them, Fania, a private secretary who worked for two years.

At the age of eleven years Diana, Dion and I have never had sex again. He prefers to vent his desires on his affair. We are still one room, but our souls have long been separated. Dion still keeps Diana's heart. However depraved a father may be, I knew he would not be able to throw away his own flesh and blood.

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