CHEATING IS BEAUTIFUL IN THE BEGINNING

Chapter 1 (Sorry to Love You)

Radit was acting so cold, not as usual. When her parents came into the room, she told me to leave immediately. I tried to convince her that I wouldn't do anything shitty in front of them.

"Fast you come out, Bela, before they get suspicious!"

"But, Iaaang-"

"That's it, you better go home now. I'll call you later, if I need you again."

I looked at Radit disappointed. I really wanted him to give me a confession in front of his parents. Or at least, they could know me as Radit's best friend.

With a heavy heart, I followed his wishes. My parents and I threw smiles at each other as they passed.

I left the hospital with a mindless mind. Feeling, my relationship with Radit has been too long. For five years we were in a relationship, and during that time no one knew that we were in love.

I ordered a taxi through the app, a little upset because usually the car I ordered, ten minutes later must have been there. Now, almost thirty minutes, I wait. At first I wanted a backpack, but that instant the blue-painted taxi stopped right in front of me.

"On behalf of Bela's mother?" Ask the driver behind the window.

"Yes!" I answered while opening the front door, entered and sat down without looking at the driver.

"I'm sorry ma'am, I was stuck in traffic, because there was a traffic accident." He said while driving. The car is traveling at medium speed.

I'm not hatching. Suddenly my angry taste was gone. I wanted to scold the taxi driver, not because my heart was cold. As cold as Radit's attitude towards me.

In my heart I don't know where to go. Either go to the boarding house or to my sister's house. My poor brother, why the hell is he still defending Mas Pram. He knew Mas Pram was a bastard. Cheater!

Radit, if he had just allowed me to stay there with him, I wouldn't be confused. In kosan, Nilam will definitely attack with many questions. Makes me lazy, I'll go home to the boarding house when he's asleep.

Because of Radit's accident, Nilam knows everything. He was the first to know about our relationship. I guess, Radit will also reveal it to his parents.

"Snout me, where are we going?" The driver said, surprising. Oh my goodness, I'm daydreaming.

My kosan seems to have been passed.

"Turn around can Mas?"

He's nodding.

"What's the matter, it seems so serious, you must be confused where to go?"

Taxi driver who sksd (so familiar, so deket), I do not like.

"It's none of your business!" I answered with a straight look combing the streets.

"But I want to know."

What the hell is this guy, make me even more nervous.

Unconscious, I missed again.

"God! None of your business! Are you a driver or a journalist?"

He was silent not answering.

"Turn back again." I snap.

I could see that he was looking at me, and then he laughed. Irritating!

"Stop, I'll just get off here!"

The car kept going, my heart was pounding. Concern began to grow, and I was forced this time to look at him. Or I just scream. Shit, the window's locked.

"Stop!"

I observed the face from the side blocked by the hat. The person I know. He is no stranger to me.

Yes, Deri!

"You-you?" I said in disbelief.

He opened his hat and smiled.

Instantly my anxiety disappeared.

I was very surprised, the handsome man who used to be a snatch at school, now an online taxi driver.

"You have a problem what Bel?" Soft question.

I was embarrassed, slowly he opened the car window, knew I didn't like AC.

"Dear Der, girl's problem."

"So now, where are we going?" She touched my hand, I let her because I used to love her.

"We?" Turn around without taking her hand off my hand.

Waw! a handsome guy can break up.

"Where is it?"

"Beach?" First place recommendation that Deri made.

"Away!"

"Garden?"

"Good ah, too open."

"Mall?"

"Well, I don't like places flooded with people."

Deri put her mouth forward. He took my hand again, this time holding it tight. Then parked the car on the side of the road. His body was confronted with me.

"Well, how about we go to the hotel?"

I was dumbfounded, but I could no longer speak. The man I dreamed so much about, invited me into a quiet room, and I could already imagine what he would do to me.

"I'm kidding you." Seeing me dead fleas, he said so.

What would he say if I, welcome his invitation.

"If you want, let's go to the nearest hotel."

It was Deri's turn to be surprised by my statement. He looked at me blankly, maybe he didn't think I could agree with his idea.

"Seriously?" Deri was really shocked.

We looked at each other, Deri no longer said. I showed an irregular breath. My mind's fucked up.

I smiled, the longer it got wider, and I finally laughed out loud.

Deri misbehaved, he tried to examine what happened to me. He took a roko and took a sip.

"I'm kidding too!" I laughed again, because it made Deri look funny.

He kept sipping the roko, occasionally looking at me with a faint smile. I'm sure he's embarrassed.

"Have you ever been to a hotel with someone?"

He shook his head quickly.

Inwardly, I regretted that I went to the hotel with Radit often.

After the roko ran out, he said, "now we go to my house."

Without getting my approval, the car drove to his house.

Along the way we were silent, and the joke could only make me laugh at a glance and for a moment forget about Radit. But now, Radit's shadow is back in circles. I'm afraid of losing him, everything I've given him and I want Radit to be mine.

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Arriving at Deri's house, I was welcomed by someone who turned out to be her mother. Her mother looked very young for a child the size of a Deri.

"You're a schoolmate of Deri's?"

"Yes, Mom."

"Well, you're so beautiful, son." Mom praised me while rubbing my hair.

Deri looks at me like convincing mother's words, I am beautiful but not many people realize it.

I was at Deri's house for a few hours, before returning to the boarding house.

His mother is friendly and looks loving. Just met, he liked me. He said that Deri never brought a girlfriend home. That means I'm the first one he brings home.

In the past, idol men like Deri never dated. Her mother said that Deri is more happy with her hobby than the same way of women.

Then what is the fate of Tania, who used to be infatuated with Deri? I think they'll be a good couple.

At Deri's house I feel comfortable, especially after knowing the real life of Deri. I used to think he came from a rich family, in fact his family was very simple but seemed happy.

I used to love it, but I wasn't so excited to have it. But undeniably, Deri is still pulling in my eyes. He's very kind and polite. She can also appreciate me as a woman. He drove me to the boarding gate, without asking for anything Radit had done when we first met.

Yeah, Radit's a crocodile, but I can't escape. When he stole my first kiss that made me love to death.

Between Radit and Deri, I can't measure their liking, because they're different.

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