Chastity of Shahadah

CHAPTER 83 I WANT TO RUN

Raina continued to cry bitterly. His love story always blinded him to the end of deep sadness. Raina hugged Saints looking for comfort, she continued to cry. Zhein and Sacred only fell silent and did not dare to comment in the slightest. This can make him feel ashamed and insecure.

Suci let go of her embrace and wiped the tears that still fell down her cheeks. The saint took the water and drank it. Raina was already a little calm and relieved. The crying has stopped.

Raina continued her story back after taking her deep breath and let it out slowly.

"That night as usual, Bram picked me up from the hospital, I used to not wear a hijab like this. Then Bram took me to his bar, arguing there was something left behind. He invited me into his room and gave me a drink. Not one bit suspicious of Bram. I felt dizzy after drinking that drink. Until that night happened, which I remember I was already in my apartment room, next to me was Bram who was still sleeping soundly, I wanted to scream to see my innocent body without a shirt. It feels lute in the groin area and looks clothes that have been scattered on the floor. I cried for a while, until my cry woke Bram up." Raina said back in tears reminiscing about her tale of grief.

Raina's blank gaze led to the mattress. His face was puffy, his hair was irregular.

"Bram apologized for the caliphate, and promised to marry me. Until I knew the truth from Bram's own mouth that he had no intention of marrying me, it was all he did wanting to take revenge on Reihan's sister. And he always repeated it, threatening to kill my mother in Indonesia. One year ago Bram disappeared, from which I reimagined my life. I who was despicable and dirty tried to cover with covered clothes until I decided to hooded. Bram is a Christian, so he does not like to see me using a veil, as long as I am required to wear sexy and open clothes, because my beauty is envious of others. Indeed, no one dared to approach me, if anyone dared to, then certainly would die at the hands of Bram, including his men. That's why I never said Fathan wanted to propose to me, I always said let fate come to us. Because I don't deserve to be with Fathan. I'm no longer a virgin, what else would Fathan expect of me. Last night I ran away, when Bram wanted to fuck me. I want to be here first Zhein. My job, I want to end this contract, the risk is just that I can't get a recommendation from this hospital" Raina said slowly.

"I'm going to the hospital, how much longer is your contract?" ask Zhein gently.

"About two months, I want to stay but I can't afford Zhein." Raina said softly and cried back in Holy's arms.

Suci felt sorry for what had happened to Raina.

"You go back to Indonesia with Fathan, stay at Fathan's house for a while, take your mother. At least you disappeared for a while." asked Zhein slowly.

"Mas, right at Fathan's house. Better at Atmojo's house. There was a quiet Raina, there were only eyes and a few assistants who helped at home" Suci reminded.

"You're right, baby, it's better at Atmojo's. How's Raina? call your mother to find this address. We'll call Atmojo's eyes." Zhein asked Raina.

"Alright Zhein, I believe in you. Thank you for helping me." Raina said sincerely.

"As friends and fellow Muslims, we are not obliged to help each other." said Suci slowly.

"I'm not here while papa Zhein? I can sleep with Mama and Mommy." Raina said a little.

"Yes, Raina, just stay here, then come with us back to Indonesia. During this time you do not leave the house until we go to Indonesia. I don't want Bram and his men to find you." Zhein said softly.

"You were here, Raina. Later that night you just slept in the room with Mother and Mama. I slept on the couch first. Take care of the Saints." said Zhein softly as he kissed Holy lips slowly and walked out of the room.

"Sir Raina, how do you feel about Brother Fathan?" suci asked slowly while looking at Raina.

Raina smiled broadly.

"If I love her, are you jealous of the Saints?" ask Raina later.

"Astaghfirullah, absolutely not Sister Raina, Allah SWT has given the best among the good to be my companion. Right now and forever I only love Mas Zhein." said Suci quietly and gave a smile that seemed happy with his current life.

"Honestly at first I was just plain Holy. All men are the same, there wants to be aggressive want to get to know. But to know Fathan he's such a sincere and serious. But I can't love her anymore, I'm afraid she can't accept me and my past is Holy" Raina said softly.

"Good man, can certainly accept the shortcomings of his partner and accept what became his past. Mas Zhein was like that, he accepted me with his sincerity, when I was born out of which seed. Mother Jihan never brought it up. With this story of mine, I learned to love the person who has become my destiny with great compassion. I learned to be a good wife and mother. I learned, not just to be my wife, friend and best friend to my husband. I learned to accept both joy and sorrow with my husband. I want to always be there for my husband, Sister Raina. What should I doubt, Zhein always proves, he's a good man, a standby husband and a wise father-to-be. I really love him." Suci explained at length.

"You're lucky, Zhein is loyal, he never plays women, if you like it will be approached, if you don't like it don't give hope" said Raina innocently.

"Mas Fathan is also good Kak Raina, try to explain slowly, if Mas Fathan can accept Kak Raina, he is a man who needs to be guarded" said Suci gave his opinion.

I'm afraid Holy, I just want to run away from my life now" Raina said slowly.

"If you run, it means that Brother Raina gave up, not trying to get up, but even aggravated the situation" said Suci reminded.

"Yes, you are really holy. I must rise up and try to accept sincerely, all of which I must make a valuable lesson to live my future. I'll try to tell Fathan my problem, what his reaction is." Raina said excitedly.

Her spirit began to grow because her confidence had strengthened Raina into a strong and strong woman.

Hopefully his honesty makes things better and more convincing to move toward a better future.

JAZAKALLAH KHAIRAN