Chastity of Shahadah

Chapter 4 LOVE FATHAN IN SILENCE

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"When the saint is ready to worship, does the Umi accept as a daughter-in-law?" ask Fathan to investigate.

Umi Khadijah is umi Fathan, the umi who is always there for fathan. Likes grief lived together with the husband and the youngest Fatima Fathan's sister.

"Umi.

" Why?", said Umi confused.

" Umi why daydream? Umi did not like Suci" asked Fathan full of investigation.

"Son..whoever is destined to be a daughter-in-law of Umi will be dear to us without exception, if the saint is ready why not?" answer me wise. Then continued his words, "It's just that the process is heavy, don't force the Holy One let the God who rewinds human feelings. Fathan is a handsome Umi child, do not make your feelings a burden, just pray for the best. By the way this is a very good script for Umi huh Fathan? " asked Jonathan.

" Don't this mummy of the Saints want Fathan to take it to Cairo. Fathan was long there umi, afraid to miss." replied Fathan honestly.

"OK now lunch first yes, but pray first yes already adzan" said Umi reminded.

After the prayer and lunch, Fathan returned to his room. He took the letter under the pillow, then opened the letter.

***For My Candidate of Faith Fathan

assalamualaikum.

Mas Fathan I'll call you mas fathan, can't I?.

Mas Fathan I love you sincerely I don't know what this feeling is that makes me want to find a direction that I tell you to be with you.

I'll learn, maybe not easy, but I'll try. You know my life is empty, both my parents are busy working. My mom's coming to work with me.

Thank you this 1 month for giving enough meaning in making holy life.

Mas Fathan may at this time I want to change for you, but one day I want to love Islam as my religion and Allah is great. Help me through your prayers.

I'm diyogya college. Here is a good place to study including religious sciences. May I ask to be guided by Ma Fathan. Be careful in Cairo and guard your heart.

thank you .

waalaikumsalam.

nb. mas this is my contact no 08xxxxxx

save your mas to exchange news***.

Fathan was sad to read it as if they would stay away, indeed they would separate space and time long enough. He kissed all the gifts of the Saints.

Holy I want you to get that guidance without a shadow from me.

Your contact will be saved until the time comes when I call you, let me feel this moment. Because what I need is the happiness of the hereafter, not a moment that undermines faith for lust.

I will take you from far away.. I can only take care of you through prayer. Forgive me Holy. Ii'm sorry.

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yogya 20.00 wib

Thank goodness it can also be broken. From noon looking for a full hostel all. There is one that is close to the campus, incidentally the hostess has a cost but it is full of all and I was evacuated in her home there is a guest room not used. I accept it rather than dapet dapet.

After several rooms, tired of that one word that can be said holy with a breath of gasp.

Sayup-sayup sounds the chanting of the holy verse of the Quran so soft. Enjoy hearing it, who is it? Yes it must be the mother of Kos, as Suci recalled earlier many who called Bu Haji Jihan, it's called Kost at the end of the road named the cost of daughter Jihan.

A glimpse of Fathan's shadow came with a warm smile. Oh Fathan ..... Suci also recalled the untouched phone in his small bag had not been opened from noon. Taken that phone and opened, there were a few calls eyed, mama and papa. And there's one nameless call, what's Fathan. Opened roomchat there is one unknown number.

***Holy 💖

Hi again what? remember me yet?

***08xxxxxx

Who is yes

Sacred💖

08xxxxx's chat

No. This is no new name, so surely I don't know who this is? Mas Fathan yes..🤗

08xxxx it calling***...

Saints also answered Hello ..

"Holy Hallo remember? who is the holy Fathan" replied the man across.

"Solar Sister yes.sorry sister" replied Suci.

"Who's Fathan, Saints?" ask Surya

"Anu kak, my neighbor's friend" answered Suci honestly.

"You where Holy is now I know your number from Ima when it met in the street" asked Surya

"I'm diyogya sis" replied Sacred Flatly

"You are diyogya? brother also again diyogya duty only 3 days, can meet the Saints tomorrow. can be Holy" asked Surya

"May sis, tomorrow Suci tidain ya" replied the saint

The phone broke up there was a feeling of wastiness and not calm but where is the love? the sense of loss that there is only the name Fathan filled my brain and heart so there is no gap for others to anchor his love***.

Saints went out of the room to find dinner, Bu Jihan was already in the dining room.

"Where are you going, son?" ask Ms. Jihan.

Suci also replied "You buy food in front of Mom" he said slowly.

Bu Jihan called Suci "Here Holy Son eat with Mother".

With doubt the Holy assented and set foot on the dining table.

"Eating a lot of children, to be healthy, the mother was cooking a lot let's eat not be ashamed, accompany the mother yes Nak here we eat the same every morning and night, lonely mother." said Ms. Jihan sincerely.

"Yes ma'am, thank you." replied Saints softly.

"Where's mom's son?" ask the holy between his meals.

"Mother's son there are two Saints, all of whom are men, one of whom is already married and teaches at xx university. Another mother's son went to college in Cairo. Name's Zhein. Zhein used to be a very naughty boy, in and out of night clubs, in and out of police stations raided by races until one day his mother's husband died of a heart attack. Zhein felt guilty and devastated by Abinya's departure. Since then the nature of Zhein turned completely cold but soft maybe the guidance has come down to the mother's son and he converted and studied the Islamic religion and now the final semester in Cairo, Cairo, next Sunday plans to go home to intern at the University of xx, srbgai religious teacher tafsir. hahaha instead become a story of the mother's child, sorry Sacred" said Bu Jihan.

"Grandfather Mom, holy is happy with the horror of Mom, ekhmmmm ma'am, according to the mother of the guidance need to be sought or come alone?" holy Tanya slowly feared to offend.

"Holy guidance comes from Allah only those who are sensitive and gentle can feel the guidance of Allah where the servant continues to do good patiently and sincerely. Why is your saint in trouble? " ask Ma Jihan softly.

Here's Ma.....

Flashback off

***A year ago Suci had a dream of reading the Qur'an. Suci thought because often horrified grandmother read the Qur'an so dream, it was the first dream.

The second one a month ago came by a luminous and white man saying read Yasin 41x . suddenly lost the dream continues to me who died and will be forgiven, he said, my face is so pale and there is no peace.

The third I dream of using a veil and I feel great peace and comfort.

The last 2 days ago as if I dream of falling into a well full of mud in a well there is a shining cave there is a grandfather showing a long white shirt complete with a veil and veil. I was asked to change by the grandfather, then I changed it and I woke up***.

"Once Ma'am told me, I happen to be Nasrani Bu, what does that dream mean Miss Jihan?" tanya Sacred probing curious.

Ms. Jihan smiled "There is a lot of meaning behind your dreams, son, but you have to be sure that you are not sure you are not papa Nak." said Ms. Jihan full of sincerity..

I'll explain from your first dream.

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