Chastity of Shahadah
THE SANCTITY OF THE SHAHADAT SS 2 TEST INCREASES OUR LEVEL OF FAITH
This morning, it was as if a cry had dried from Ayesha's eyes. In accordance with the agreement with Ms. Margaretha, Aisha would come to her house to discuss the matter in a family manner.
"Humairah.I have to go to campus first, there are some files that I have to sign regarding the makrab event in Kudus" said Baihaqi slowly.
"Alright Mas. But today we have to see Ms. Margaretha. Guess what you want me to be like?" said Aisyah who has resigned with any answer or DECISION her husband chose.
Baihaqi also began to look confused and riled up. His face looked anxious, because the answer was not yet there. It was impossible for Baihaqi to marry a woman who contained not a seed from him, not his fault.
"Never doubt your decision. Whatever decision you make I sincerely do Mas Bai." said Aisyah slowly and stared blankly at the floor.
Aisyah just looked down, the crystal circle urged to come out again from between her beautiful eyes.
"What do you think Ayesha!!! I can't possibly leave you alone let alone scold you, you think I'll do that?" baihaqi said firmly.
"I'm just afraid that you're marrying her out of pity for Mas" Aisyah said in a trembling voice.
"I won't marry her Aisha. It's never gonna happen. I don't want to be polygamous, I'm a human being and I don't love Anggie there's no way I can be fair" Baihaqi said.
Aisyah was silent, Aisyah also felt guilty provoking this problem when their morning mode was actually good.
"I remind you, let me solve this problem and not your decision or ours, but mine!! Aisha. Respect my decision, I will report this matter to the legal track for defamation acts." Baihaqi said in a fiery manner.
"What evidence do you have?" ask Aisyah slowly.
Valid evidence, I have none, muttered Baihaqi gazing pusher at Aisyah.
"I don't have any proof Aisyah. But I have Allah SWT, who will surely protect me from any calamity and distress. For me, I have worshiped well, Allah SWT dear to me and us Aisha." said Baihaqi slowly. It felt like Baihaqi wanted to cry out, imagining the test of life suddenly coming upon their household.
"Mas Bai... Have you forgotten something?" said Aisyah softly.
"What is Humairah?" ask Baihaqi slowly.
"The test will come, as our faith grows stronger. Not because we feel perfect in worship then there will be no test, but this is our test, to where our piety, our submission to Allah SWT" said Aisyah slowly.
Baihaqi was amazed to hear the statement that came from Aisha's lips. Is it true that Aisha said, I forgot who I am? and who is my God?? I am just an ordinary man, who is not perfect and does not escape from sin, whether small sins or big sins are either intentionally or unintentionally committed.
And who is my God?? He is Allah SWT. The Most Compassionate, Most Merciful and also Most Great.
Everything in this world is just a deposit, everything is mortal. Nothing is eternal, all sentient beings will die and return to the Creator, He is our Lord God SWT.
"Thank you Humairah, it reminds me. I am too busy with my world, I should be grateful for this test, so Allah SWT shows his concern for us through a very beautiful reprimand" said Baihaqi slowly, his eyes were red and glassy.
"I've put this matter to Allah SWT. Whatever solution is shown by Allah SWT, it is the best for us" said Aisyah slowly.
JAZAKALLAH KHAIRAN
