Chastity of Shahadah
Chapter 41 ON BUT NOT SLICED
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WHEN WE PRAY FOR THE BEST, AND THEN WE EXPERIENCE A LOSS, THEN BE THANKFUL BECAUSE SOON, OUR PRAYERS WILL BE GRANTED
"Assalamualaikum." said Umi Fathan steady.
"Waalaikumsalam.." said Bude Ameera from inside the house.
"Masya Allah umi Khadijah, please come in, this is his son umi?" say ameera while letting her in.
"Ameera how are you? This is my son Fathan. Atmojo's mother is there?" said Umi Khadijah softly.
"I'm good Umi, thank God. This handsome boy is his son. Mom's there, I'll call you a minute, come sit down." Ameera called her mother-in-law to inform her of the arrival of Khadijah's mother and her son.
"Assalamualaikum Khadijah. What is it, Son, the night came, Mother was better and Larasati yesterday came to take the Saints to the city of Y. What's up, honey?" said Atmojo's mother slowly.
"Waalaikumsalam Alhamdulillah if you are healthy. Khadijah wants to establish a friendship with Mother. If Khadijah knew Larasati was coming, Khadija stopped by me yesterday."
"This is your son Khadijah? handsome as his ashes. But he looks like who he is. His face is a bit familiar. Ah already.... Ameera drinks where dear." said Atmojo's mother called ameera.
"It's Mom, Umi and Nak Fathan sorry for so long. Please drink." said ameera softly.
"Mas Bowo doesn't have Ameera?" umi Khadijah.
"Having returned home, Ameera took care of Mom for a while, after all Bowo mas tomorrow out of town" said Ameera explained.
"Mother Atmojo, Ameera I'd like to introduce this to my son Fathan. Today just returned from Cairo and straight here indeed me and Fathan have other intentions and goals. I would like to propose Suci to Fathan Atmojo's mother. What do you think mother? if Atmojo's mother approves of us. immediately look for a good day and date." Umi Khadijah said slowly and politely.
Degs....
Degs....
Degs....
Atmojo and Ameera's mother just looked at each other and confused to explain how for fear of disappointing Umi Khadijah and Fathan her son.
"I'm sorry Khadijah, if my words hurt or make you disappointed and sad. Saints have converted. But Saints is already married to Zhein. This is not the authority of the mother to tell, but so as not to be misunderstood later Khadijah. Forgive me son." said Khadijah's mother regretfully.
Degs.....
Degs.....
Degs.....
SAINTS IS MARRIED TO ZHEIN.....
MARRIED TO ZHEIN.....
MARRIED TO ZHEIN
Why is it that easy for you to say a Holy promise, finally that promise even you deny yourself. This year I waited for you Saints, it turns out that time of year you easily left me just for your own pleasure. While me? you leave with a languid heart. Evil you are Holy. Evil you have played with my feelings.
Fathan looks crimson, his hands clenched tightly, his jaw looks hard and his breath is a bit of a hunt.
Umi Khadijah was very clear to see the change in the look of Fathan's face that looks full of anger and fury, after hearing the words of Atmojo's mother.
"God willing, I'm sorry Mother Atmojo, I really didn't know that Saints were married. Sorry for this misunderstanding. In that case, please say goodbye to Mother, Ameera." said Umi Khadijah softly.
"Forgive Mother, Khadijah is the reality, maybe if Suci has not got a soul mate we can become a family" said Atmojo's mother lirih.
"It's okay mom, don't feel guilty. The wrong Khadija did not ask first. Forgive Khadija for interrupting Mother's time." said Khadijah while kissing Atmojo's mother's hand to resign.
Umi Khadijah and Fathan returned home with a very sharp solace piercing the heart. Umi who saw it was pitying, but this is the reality.
Arriving at home Fathan went straight to his room and followed Umi inside.
"Fathan dear, son of umi, don't be sad dear. Maybe Saints are not your soul mate. There is a better soul mate, which Allah SWT chooses to be with you Son. This is the reality of life, this is destiny, your way of life is not with the Saints. Face it with sincerity and patience, son. Do not continue to be controlled by anger Nak is not good. That demonic lust can lead you to act out of your control and your senses. And if that happens, you will regret it for life." Umi Khadijah reminded.
"Umi, umi knows what kind of fathan is it? Fathan disappointed umi, very disappointed. UU pain feels, left married when Fathan gave up all of Fathan waiting for Suci. Saints even wrote the letter soberly, Saints will keep his love for Fathan!!!! but where?? the proof is no kmu, not even the saint informed Fathan umi.....O Allah, what sin Fathan has until this happened to Fathan." said Fathan glazed over.
"Umi knows your disappointment is Fathan but it doesn't have to drag on. You have Allah SWT complaining to Fathan so that your heart is calm again. Do not do what Allah SWT violates. Remember the sin of Fathan. Do not dissolve in your sadness, take ablution, pray and complain to Allah SWT.." said Umi Khadijah calmly and gently advised.
"Fathan try umi, but this pain and disappointment will not be cured of the betrayal of Saints" Fathan said firmly.
"Fathan, it's fate, Saints is not wrong Son, he just accepts his destiny. Perhaps the Saints at that moment dilemma, you also do not know what the Saints feel. If you're curious we'll meet Saints tomorrow. Umi wants to meet Larasati. How's it?" umi Khadijah.
"Look at Umi later, Fathan became lazy but Fathan was curious. Maybe umi was right, Fathan prayed first, then Fathan thought to meet Suci." said Fathan softly.
"Yes calm your heart first, then you talk about this to umi ya." said Umi softly.
His heart was also seething and poignant, there was a deep disappointment. Just yesterday Umi wanted you to be the daughter-in-law of Umi, it turns out that you have become the son-in-law of others Saints. May your life be happy with the man of your choice.
Fathan also obeyed the words umi, Fathan immediately stood up and took ablution. It felt cold, the water soaked his face. The coldness reached the heart like doused in cold water.
Fathan began to hold a prayer service of Holy giving and began to perform Isha Prayer.
When Fathan finished, his heart was calm and recited the Holy verses of the Quran continued to pray to Allah SWT.
"*Well, Allah is the All-Good and All-People, You are my only hope, the tranquilizer of my soul, the coolest giver of my heart, if this is your destiny, I am sincere, I am sincere, keep me away from feelings of hate, envy and resentment. Eliminate this feeling of love that I have nurtured, so as not to develop again. I prayed enough for him in the third of the night but it wasn't my soul mate. Aamiin yes Rabb."
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