Chastity of Shahadah

Chapter 47 ZHEIN'S RECOGNITION

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"Let me tell you the story until it's over, and don't argue with me." said Zhein softly.

Honestly Zhein felt very sinful, there were many things that Zhein actually wanted to bury from his bad past. But gradually, out of whom the Saints would definitely know, and it was painful. I'd rather tell you than be honest. Whatever happens later, I will leave it to Allah SWT.

"Well, Suci understands, Suci will listen to everything well, without question and without refutation" said Suci slowly.

His heart was already impatiently waiting for an honest story from Zhein. Hopefully what is told does not hurt me, but if it hurts me at least I have to accept legowo, because of his honesty. Next I will leave it to Allah SWT.

They are the same as submitting to Allah SWT. Wise words, but difficult to implement.

"My grandfather was Prayogo, he had two sons, the first Pakde Yuda and his wife Latifa, had two children named Siska and Dimas. Prayogi's grandfather's second son was my brother Muhammad Faiz.

My grandfather was on good terms and worked together on building his business with the Subroto Family.

Subroto's grandfather had two daughters, the first being Aunt Anissa and her husband Om Faisal, and had a son named Kinanti, and the second son named Aunt Nafisa and her husband Om Arif have a son named Yasinta.

My grandfather's initial intention was to match Abi with one of his children. At that time Abi had been betrothed to his teacher in Ponpes ta'aruf with mother Jihan. In short, the match failed.

My grandfather still wanted to have offspring from his best friend.

At first my brother will be betrothed to Kinanti or Yasinta. But my brother rejected it firmly on the grounds of loving the son of the owner of the Ponpes where Mas Alan served, and was approved by the Great Family of Ponpes.

Well, I'm still single, I'm also in a match with Kinanti, because we're the same age and we're one school. He was friendly with Siska.

The big secret was revealed in my family, it turned out that Pakde Yuda was just the adopted son of Grandpa Prayogo, because at that time my grandmother had not been blessed with children.

I used to be a naughty, wayward and cuckoo kid. That match made me feel lazy at home. Maybe you've told me how my mischief, juvenile delinquency. I like dugem, I like racing, I like to get drunk. I was frustrated by that match. Honestly, I had a boyfriend at the time, and I liked changing girlfriends. Unlike Kinanti, she was very happy with the matchmaking. He's just like me, dugem-like, drunk. Before we know it will be betrothed me and Kinanti are best friends, because Siska's best friend. Worse still after Siska found out we had no blood relation, she broke into me. Until Kinanti and Siska's friendship ends because of me.

And my worst sin, I slept with Kinanti. At that time I was framed by Siska, Siska's intention to mix stimulants in the drinks given to me to be able to sleep with me and I have to take responsibility. Siska's bad intentions were smelled by Kinanti, Kinanti helped me and took me away from the place of the curse, until I was unconscious, and according to Kinanti's confession it happened.

I wanted to take responsibility, I was also afraid that Kinanti would get pregnant because of that. I'm looking for information from a friend of mine about Kinanti and the truth about the night of the incident.

There are no other facts and any information I get.

I finally agreed to the match because of my guilt. The engagement event will be held after graduating High School, and at that time only the beginning of Class 3 High School.

As time went on, it turned out that Kinanti was not pregnant, nor was I a stupid man who received threats from women. Even if I'm bad, I still want a good woman. I told you everything with mom, and I broke off the engagement plan. Because I saw Kinanti with another man, none other than the owner of the club that night. According to the information, Kinanti was Kevin's lover the owner of the club that night.

All the evidence I gathered and I gave it to you to decide everything. My abi was in shock, and was admitted to the hospital shortly after Abi died of his heart disease.

Since Abi died I have left my home and served in the Ponpes.

That's my story Holy, maybe I'm no longer a virgin because of the sin. And now Kinanti is coming back to my life. I'm afraid he's talking that's not that not true.

If you want to be angry I accept your anger, if you are disappointed, I also accept your disappointment. But one thing - never leave me, and never ask for a divorce from me, that's not going to be me, baby." Zhein said with teary eyes.

Sacred Heart heard Zhein's confession was also sliced, he was so tough to face the reality. The thing that made her feel the most guilty was the death of her Abinya. Zhein slumped until he had to calm down to serve in the Ponpes.

Only Holy reinforcement Zhein was currently, the most comfortable resting place was with his wife.

"There is nothing you need to cry for, regret always comes too late, but repentance is never too late. There is me who is always beside me, beside me every like or sorrow comes to us. We will always be with mas, whatever obstacles we will face later." said Suci strengthen Zhein.

"You are the best wife, baby. Your heart is noble. I'm proud to have a wife like you." said Zhein softly.

Honesty is the basis of determining the integrity of the household.

Sakinah, mawaddah, warahmah is easy to pronounce but angel (hard) to achieve. If you want to achieve it both brides have to do some things.

There are five things that need to be done husband and wife to reach sakinah, mawaddah, warahmah in the household.

First, forgive each other if there is a mistake or misunderstanding.

Second, mutual respect that includes many things including respecting each other's busyness, respecting things that are not liked and so forth. 

Third, protect each other and remind for good or when in the khilaf.

The fourth is mutual deliberation in solving problems and doing things.

The last or fifth is to take care of each other.

Five things if done well and implemented with full commitment then the family sakinah, mawaddah, warahmah is not difficult anymore.

The purpose of marriage is to calm the heart and mind and will be realized by itself if these five things have been done.

If all five things were done, God willing would be a sakinah family, mawaddah, warahmah, amen.

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JAZAKALLAH KHAIRAN

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