Chastity of Shahadah

Chapter 28 FATHAN'S YEARNING

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fathan Apartment, Cairo -

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The glass in Fathan's hand fell and broke. The owner was no less in shock. What feeling is this? What happened to Umi? or maybe Holy?

Fathan immediately cleaned up the shards of shard so as not to hit his feet.

Actually the fragment indicates his heart is broken to pieces, because right on this day at this hour also Holy is holding the process of marriage contract with Zhein.

What an overly sensitive premonition but not with the heart and mind of Fathan who always hUSNUDZAN to Allah SWT.

Haven't heard the Holy Voice for a long time, I miss you Holy. I can only look at you in my shadow. Maybe if I was dreaming and it met you it could cure my longing for you. I can only kiss your prayer mat after my fardhuku or sunnah prayer and I always wear it to prostrate myself in the third of my night that always says your name, so that I can dream beautifully with you. Do not forget I also recite with your gift prayer beads, I kiss every time, your special fragrance seems to still be stored when I kiss the prayer beads.

Holy do you miss me too? just like I missed you so much?

Sacred your name is beautiful, even more beautiful if I hear directly TWO SENTENCES of SHAHADAT spoken from your lips. I wish you sincerity and sincerity. I hope Hidayah really can you achieve perfectly only with the intervention of Allah SWT.

My hunch is really bothering me, what exactly is this, I better call umi to ask her news.

"Assalamualaikum umi... healthy umi?" ask Fathan.

" Waalaikumsalam fathan, umi well dear, what are you? healthy Son?" said soft umi.

"Umi, Fathan misses, it feels like coming home" said Fathan spoiled to uminya.

"Hindu Umi or Nak Suci, umi denger Suci has received guidance, but umi does not know for sure. Tomorrow I will go to the hospital to visit the critical Eyang Atmojo. Maybe umi can get info about the holy, patient yes Fathan. Patience is sometimes painful because it takes too long to wait, but sometimes patience can be happy because the goals we want are achieved. Understand what umi means. Now urusin first her college just urusin tuh love love. hhahha. " said umi chuckled.

"Yes umi, Fathan wants to find a book for the thesis first, assalamualaikum" said Fathan politely.

"Waalaikumsalam Nak" said soft umi.

Fathan prepares to go to the bookstore, looking for a book to reference Thesis, which is a condition of his graduation S2.

The distance of the apartment and bookstore is not far, but along with solitude will feel long.

Since today there are no activities, I will look for other references from the journal there may be that fit my Thesis, Inner Fathan.

"Assalamualaikum, Mr Fathan, shall we meet again?" said Siska.

"Waalaikumsalam Siska, with whom?" fathan said spontaneously. Why should I ask who it is with, it has nothing to do with me, he murmured inwardly.

"I'm myself Fathan, you see for yourself, where anyone would want to be with a girl like me, oh yes your book I haven't returned, later if there is free time I will return it to my apartment. Who are you with?" said Siska while wailing.

"I'm also alone Siska, where there are women who want to be close to me, I'm very stiff." said Fathan so flat. Fathan always kept a distance from the woman who intended to approach him. His love for the Saints was already full until there was no gap for another woman.

"You're done or you just came Fathan, I happen to live at the cashier. Can we have lunch together?" said Siska with a tone of invitation.

"I've just arrived Siska, and I'll be here long because I have to find a journal. Sorry to reject you, maybe next time Siska." said Fathan.

"Later to tell you, this week I'm full of guidance schedules and teaching my sister level" said Fathan who actually refused subtly.

"Okay, I'm Fathan first, assalamualaikum" said Siska a little disappointed.

"Waalaikumsalam" said Fathan.

Why do you always reject me, Fathan, aren't you alone? what is my lack? Why I'm always rejected by men. When I had to forget Zhein for my own fault. There's no way I'd ask to come back with him, he would've hated me.

Holy enough that I wait, no other woman after the Umi, holy and Fatima my sister. The love for all three is sincere, even I can't choose one of them, all so precious to me.

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the Hospital - The

Seeing the condition of Eyang who was so weak with a needle prick in his right and left hand. Not yet a detector attached to his chest, not to mention the oxygen aids on his face. His face was so pale, his eyes closed, his lips were white.

I held the hand of Eyang who was so cold to channel the warmth, and the longing of the grandson.

I whispered a prayer for his recovery. I whispered back to the sholawat dhikr, so that Eyang would hear that I had come.

"Eyang, me and Mas Zhein have come to visit, we are both very happy, because our wedding was very smooth. Alhamdulillah holy dowry ask only a set of prayer tools and letters Ar Rahman, in accordance with the wishes of eyang, so that the holy always remember the simplicity, sincerity and sincerity of what is given by the holy husband. Saints have no regrets about the Holy Decision, even Saints are proud to be able to reach that Hidayah. The process of the Holy Hijrah is not easy to see, pray that the Holy Istiqomah, and can build a family that Sakinah Mawadah and Warahmah" said the holy shriek near the ear with sobbing.

Zhein who had been beside the holy was filled with tears in his eyes. While holding the Sacred shoulder and occasionally stroking elus quietly.

"Holy dear, we have come out first, the doctor said it should not be long, we eat first, then come again" said Zhein very gently.

"Suci wants to stay here mas, accompany eyeang until conscious, holy do not want to eat mas" said holy quietly.

The saint just shook his head. His eyes were puffy and narrowed due to crying for too long.

"Eat first a little, mas bribin, we go out first, replace with others, later we enter again, and wait. Later we pray together here and read the Qur'an here, so that we can hear the chanting of sacred verses from his beloved grandson. You want to, baby?" zhein said slowly, embracing the sacred shoulder to be taken outdoors.

"Holy darling, let's eat first, son, you haven't eaten later sick son? mother's mouthfuls?" say soft and attentive.

"Let Zhein be a holy mother, let's eat first aaaaaaaaaaeeeemmmm.

The saint accepted the bribe and began to chew it very slowly.

Zhein who was always patient accompanied Saints.

Half of his soul was in the Holy Body.

"Assalamualaikum.." said a woman giving her greeting and smiling.

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JAZAKALLAH KHAIRAN

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