Chastity of Shahadah

Chapter 51 OLD LUKA UMI

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The day was getting late, the twilight began to change the night. Tiring journey is not because of driving but the mind that drives the heart becomes a prolonged panic, anxiety, and disappointment. Remembering Grandpa Furqon's message to keep Umi well. Remain a child who can strengthen the heart Uminya.

"Assalamualaikum.. Fathan's coming home." said Fathan softly. His heart has begun to soften, because during the journey Fathan multiply istighfar.

"Waalaikumsalam Fathan." said Umi a little nervous.

"What are you doing?" fathan said softly.

"Waiting for you Fathan. Grandpa said you've been home since noon. Umi is worried dear." said Umi sincerely.

"Umi, there's something Fathan wants to ask. Fatima where?" fathan said softly.

"Fatima again study, not yet home. What's up, Fathan?" umi said slowly.

"Umi promise, umi will answer honestly Fathan's question and umi should not cry. Umi ready?" fathan said softly by taking his umi to Khadijah's room.

"Fathan you take a shower, pray first, eat first. Umi promises to answer all your questions dear." said Umi softly.

"Good umi, Fathan take a shower first so that seger." said Fathan spirit.

To Fathan, Umi is everything. His love for Umi will not be replaced by any other woman except Saints. Only Saints were able to break his heart, and make him not this kind of spirit. Either the feeling of love that grows like there is an inner bond of its own.

Fathan went into Umi Khadijah's room, and Fathan saw a clean, fragrant and neat room. Seen prayer mats are still held there and folds mukena Umi neatly arranged.

"Umi." call Fathan and sit on Umi's prayer mat.

The dish was so fragrant as fragrant, anyone would feel at home lingering on this prayer mat.

"Fathan dear, it's Umi's room. Kok Umi did not hear ya." said Umi who was shocked to see the arrival of Fathan.

"Sorry Umi, Fathan called like umi in the bathroom, so Fathan went inside. Umi this is a very fragrant prayer mat, like it does not smell Umi perfume?" said Fathan softly.

"That's Abi's prayer, Fathan. Umi often wear when miss Abi. It also smells of Abi's perfume." said Umi softly.

"Setulus is Umi's love for Abi? even though Abi rarely comes home, Umi still misses Abi? If Abi has a fatal mistake Umi will forgive him Umi?" fathan asked with eyes that were getting wet.

Hearing the name Abi called softly from his lips Uminya made Fathan's emotions ignited instantly. Remembering her Abi is not a good person either in her past.

"What are you talking about Fathan, appreciate your Abi. Do not let you regret this word of yours, dear. Do not easily ignite emotions from the story of people who are not necessarily the truth. Of course, Umi's children are more religious, certainly can filter all the information that is available" said Umi soft and calm. Umi knows exactly, Fathan will ask Umi's past with his Abinya.

"Umi's in love with Abi? isn't Umi just being betrothed?" fathan said with heart.

"Umi if not provoked not a story. Now Fathan wants to hear Umi's story." said Fathan flatly.

"At first Umi did not like Abi. Abi was a cold, stubborn and unfriendly man. Abi used to be naughty, likes to gamble, drunk, drugs and even motor racing. Know what Umi tastes like?.

One day your grandfather betrothed Umi to Abi, of course Umi refused firmly. Umi did not have a boyfriend at the time but that does not mean Umi has to accept Abi, but Umi wants a man who can guide Umi. It's not Umi who should guide Umi's husband. Umi Istikharah prayer, asking for guidance and the best answer from Allah SWT. Umi gave everything the same as Allah SWT. Umi accepts Umi's fate if Abi is Umi's soul mate.

Long story short, indeed the matchmaking is the best answer that has been determined by Allah SWT for Umi. Umi is married to Abi. There is no love, no affection, no sense of belonging, there is only a sense of confidence that Abi is a mate given by Allah SWT to Umi. Umi's best mate for the world and the end. Whatever the risk, Umi must face, because everything must have a way.

Umi tries to be a good wife, because for Umi marriage is only once. Umi wants to get ridho Allah SWT, by filial to Abi. Every night Umi always prayed, that Allah SWT soften Abi's heart.

Umi prayer was granted by Allah SWT. All went through such a long and winding process. Umi is grateful, Abi's plan began to change since Abi knew Umi was pregnant with you Nak.

Umi's life began to be excited until the news of Abi's business went bankrupt. And Abi started to return to the previous world.

There is one thing Abi told me recently, that Abi has a child from another woman. Umi is destroyed, Umi is not ready to hear the confession of Abimu. Umi weeps why Abi is so heartless to betray Umi's love. Umi loved Abi because of Allah. So why lately Umi often cry, because Umi is not ready to have to hear the confession of this Abimu" said Umi again crying loudly.

His shoulders trembled violently, there was a tremendous pain his pain pierced his heart. Grievous, painful to accept this betrayal.

Fathan hugged Uminya gently. True Grandpa's remark, Umi needs a backrest, needs a person who can strengthen her. Fathan can feel what it's like to be lied to and betrayed.

"The patient mom. Fathan will always be there for Umi. Fathan love Umi. Umi don't cry. Umi's tears upset Fathan Umi. Fathan was upset by this. Umi do not be weak, Umi must be strong." said Fathan sobbing and trying to strengthen the heart of Uminya who is broken.

"Fathan's strong Umi, Umi's strong, Insha Allah Umi's strong. Umi is always Istighfar, there may be Umi fault in the past. Umi always begs forgiveness for all sins Umi sin. Fathan must be like Umi, Fathan must be strong, son." said Umi while wiping her tears.

"We strengthen each other, Umi. Fathan wants to make Umi happy." said Fathan softly.

"Yes Fathan, don't hate your Abi. All there is a reason just that Umi has not been able to hear everything. Umi's heart was already sick and disappointed. Abi you're a good man, Fathan. Umi believes Abi is not wrong" said Umi Lirih.

The wind does not shake the trees, but to test the roots.

There is not a single test of Allah SWT to incriminate his servant but to test how far his servant will be grateful under any circumstances.

***WELCOME, WELCOME WHO LEFT. APPRECIATE THOSE WHO FIGHT AND FORGET THOSE WHO HURT.

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