Chastity of Shahadah

SANCTITY SHAHADAT SS 2 DOUBT AISYAH

Aisyah and Baihaqi were already in her room. Nadya has been delivered back home by Mbok Surti.

Both are a thousand languages. Baihaqi who was silent looked at Aisyah with a face full of disappointment. Aisha is looking for a way out for tomorrow. It was Aisha who gave the solution to Ms. Margaretha.

Baihaqi touched Aisyah's arm then rubbed it gently.

"What do you think Aisha? Tomorrow I will meet Ms. Margaretha about this misunderstanding." Baihaqi said gently, giving her peace of mind that there is nothing wrong here. The truth is, of course, only Anggie, who is the biological father of the child, money is in the womb.

Aisha simply stared at Baihaqi.

"What is my fault and sin? I have to accept this harsh reality?" said Aisyah holding back her cries, still the crystal circle was flowing profusely on her cheeks.

Baihaqi also wiped Aisyah's tears using her thumb gently.

"Don't cry on Humairah... Don't you trust me?" ask Baihaqi slowly.

"I don't know the truth? The results showed Anggie was positively pregnant. Then his mother accused you? On what basis? At least there's evidence that could lead you?" aisyah said slowly.

"What is Aisyah? Not that I defended myself, but by Allah SWT, I never committed adultery Aisha" Baihaqi said softly and compassionately.

"Maybe you're saturated with the waiting of the offspring with me?" ask Aisyah softly.

"What do you mean Aisha?!! At least I never thought bad about it. Even if it still has to be delayed maybe this is the beautiful destiny of Allah SWT." said Baihaqi a little firmly.

"I used to have no doubts. I don't know why now I have doubts about you." said Aisyah softly.

"Aisha, I remain Ahmad Baihaqi, and forever the Baihaqi you know. I won't change let alone leave you. I make sure it won't happen." Baihaqi said loudly.

"Let me calm myself Mas." said Aisyah softly.

"Humairah. Enough Humairah, I never did anything. How else would Humairah explain all this?" baihaqi said with a huff.

Aisyah also cuckolded her ears and covered her body with a blanket. His face was hot, crying for too long made his body tired and limp. Aisyah also fell asleep very soundly and soundly. Tears in the corner of his eyes were still left, his face looked crumpled and puffy.

Baihaqi repeatedly kissed Aisyah's cheeks that were soundly asleep. His mind was again crowded with accusations and slander that was very heinous. At the time of his household is being tested for faith because of the descendants who have not been present in the middle of his small family. This time, the storm came suddenly like a tsunami that knocked down all the foundations of the household that built this five years.

His mind was confused and confused. What solution should he give to Bu Margaretha. There is only one clue that cannot be wrong, with Night Prayer or Tahajud Prayer. Baihaqi also began to fall asleep because he was too tired with the burden all day.

Finished ablution as usual Aisyah held her favorite prayer mat and wore plain white mucena. With a sense of obedience and tawadu, Aisyah also began to pray four tahajud prayers with two greetings.

His cries began to pour out as he bergunajatan beautifully to the Creator and Giver of life.

"I give it my all O God, I am not a wise judge, I am not a perfect wife, I am not a hard woman and have no heart. I am not Sayidah Khadijah and Sayidah Aisyah or Sayidah Fatima Az-Zahra. I am only Aisha Maharani who loves a Ahmad Baihaqi who is also yours. I realized that it is not good to love your fellow creatures more than I love You, O Allah Almighty, O Messenger of God... Forgive the servant who still has many sins and iniquities against the servant Husband. Until now, the servant has not been able to make the husband happy by giving offspring. Is this one of your ways? for me this may be painful, but for Allah SWT this is the most beautiful answer. I just need more patience, gentleness and sincerity and clarity. Give me guidance, O Allah.." - Sighed Aisha with sobbing.

His heart is so painful and painful. The quiet and silent atmosphere of the night adds to the sadness in the heart was increasingly felt. The tightness in Aisyah's chest was getting stronger.

"Humairah.

For him only to Allah SWT the right way Aisha asked for help and guidance.

"Humairah ... " call Baihaqi then.

Baihaqi got down from his bed and walked towards Aisha's prostration.

In his grasp, Aisyah's shoulders are then placed upright on the alphabet. His eyes were wet and red. With full softness Baihaqi also kissed the two wet eyes Aisyah alternately and repeatedly. His hands were clinging to each other like they were going to part for a long time.

"Don't cry anymore Humairah... Your tears are too expensive and too special to be let out because of Me? Forgive me for always making you sad and cry. And I know Aisha, you complain only to Allah SWT. I don't know what to do, even this morning I haven't found the answer" said Baihaqi slowly rubbing Aisyah's head affectionately.

This was all Baihaqi could do right now. His mind was completely confused and could not think clearly.

One hand of Baihaqi wiped the remaining tears on Aisha's cheek. Aisha held Baihaqi's hand and kissed her repeatedly.

His smile is sweet but thin because his heartbreak is still there and not relieved, even though it has complained all to Allah SWT. Aisyah is still Aisyah, a gentle and delicate woman.

"Sholat Tahajud Mas Bai. so that your heart is calm and your mind is clear. We're both facing this problem. I want us to respect each other by our opinions." said Aisyah softly then kissed Baihaqi's cheeks affectionately.

Baihaqi nodded her head and smiled sweetly.

"You are my Humairah, Ayesha. Stay by my side until death do us part. Even though it feels like I can't afford for you to leave Aisyah. My life depends on you Aisyah." said Baihaqi slowly.

That's the fact, after marriage, maybe they just fertilized love together. Dating after marriage, getting to know after marriage. Since then, Aisha has always supported, supported and served her husband well and flawlessly, according to Baihaqi. Everything feels perfect and beautiful. Clothes, food, even small things Aisyah who prepares and reminds. Aisha was like a living alarm to Baihaqi. You can imagine how Baihaqi felt love for Aisyah.

JAZAKALLAH KHAIRAN