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HEPIII READING
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After traveling about 4 hours, Zhein arrived in front of Pondok Pesantren he studied first. Pesantren cottage in the countryside is so cool and quiet away from the crowds and motorized vehicles.
Pondok Pesantren Al Barokah with caregiver Kyai Abdullah, a respected kyai in his area.
Zhein began to enter the boarding school area using his car, at the front gate there are 2 old guards, yes Mr. Ambros, he is a convert from Kupang, another Pak Joko from this village as well.
"Assalamualaikum mr Ambros, Mr Joko, Mr kiyai is there?" ask zhein.
"Waalaikumsalam", they answered in unison.
"There was a mas, maybe in a bamboo house with umi, just finished teaching at the mosque" replied Mr. Joko politely.
"Okay, I went straight there sir, let's assalamualaikum" Zhein said as he drove into the cabin.
Zhein goes straight to the bamboo house, this place is indeed a favorite place of Pak kiyai and umi. Simple house made from bamboo. Small but very warm inside. All furniture is made from wood or bamboo. This house is behind Pondok Pesantren, a small house surrounded by teak trees, mango trees and longan trees, and many other trees. Behind the house there is a pond and pond for fish. Every day kiyai always feed the fish in the afternoon.
"Assalamualaikum, kiyai sir, umi", Zhein said.
"Waalaikumsalam, Nak Zhein how are you" replied Mr. kiyai.
Zhein also entered the terrace of the house. While pulling Pak kiyai's hand to kiss the back of his hand. Same with umi.
"Where is kiyai sir, healthy?", asked Zhein.
"Alhamdulillah healthy, you yourself how, have not played here Zhein for a long time. How come you come here, can you help?", asked mr. kiyai understand.
"Zhein is also healthy kiyai sir, Alhamdulillah. Zhein is here to help Mr. Kiyai while for 2 weeks fill the gap at home. After that Zhein, will hit someone Pak kiyai, he is a convert." Zhein explained.
It didn't feel like an hour Zhein told me about Saints from the beginning of the meeting, until now.
"According to mr. Kiyai how, I am afraid of sinning Mr. kiyai, I do not want this love to turn into demonic lust, so while I am here" said Zhein flat.
"Good as you think, preach directly, your reward is great Son, seek the Ridho Alloh, God willing your paradise, make the woman first and last for you, the world of the hereafter." said Pak kyai clearly.
"Assalamualaikum, umi Abah?" said one woman.
"Waalaikumsalam", answered in unison, mr. kiyai, umi and Zhein.
"Azahra come here son, this is Nak Zhein, want to teach you two weeks off", call me. Azahra approached Abah, kissing the back of Abah's hand and uminya. And cupped his hands together in front of his chest towards Zhein.
"Yes bah, Azahra wanted to give this earlier there was an invitation from the village of Sukamakmur, asked Abah to be a preacher tomorrow night, Abah could?, his uncle waiting for the answer Sekang Abah" said Azahra.
"Well Abah can, tomorrow what time and write the address where", Pinta Abah.
Azahra nodded her head and resigned to retreat.
Azahra also walked naturally sparkling, because someone who was expected to come, wanted to feel like expressing this feeling to Zhein. Feelings that are harbored and delayed to be expressed.
What intention made Zhein come here, I must find out, inner Azahra.
"Zhein you sleep in Kobong and accompany your younger brother." ' suggested Pak kiyai.
"Alright, Mr. Kiyai, Zhein went to Kobong" said Zhein.
Zhein immediately set foot on the kobong, looking for an empty companion room. Zhein entered the room while cleaning the room.
Thank God it's done, murmured Zhein.
***Mother he called.....
"assalamualaikum, mother, Zhein has arrived an hour ago. What are Mother and Saints doing?", asked Zhein.
"waalaikumsalam, Alhamdulillah Zhein, make you worry. Not coming directly to your phone. Mother is cooking again, and Suci is going to the boutique was escorted by a driver." explained mother.
"Yes mother, you know what is best for Zhein, mother if later rejected how?", asked Zhein.
"the efforts of the tribe of nak, the rest do'a. if the soul mate of God must be facilitated", explained the mother.
"Yes mother, already mother, Zhein wants to pray first, greetings for holy, assalamualaikum" said Zhein politely.
Waiting for waalaikumslm's answer from the mother, Zhein hung up.
Open a chat room, and start scrolling the name of Suci my Humairah 💚. Zhein began to send messages.
***Holy my Humairah 💚
"Assalamu'alaikum, what is holy, have you prayed yet? How is the Qur'an reading done?"
Mas Zhein's
"waalaikumsalam mas already pray, have read the Qur'an as well, pray fast holy khatam mas. Where's zhein? said the mother went to the old cottage asked to help teach?."
Holy my Humairah 💚
"Sacred is right, only three weeks, but you don't feel at home a week, afraid of kangen mother".
Mas Zhein's
"jeez mas, kayak little kangen mother everything, mother there is me mas, surely I keep mas calm just do not think what anything."
Holy my Humairah 💚
"Not the mother kangen, the kangen who takes care of the mother, hahaha."
Mas Zhein's
" So continue the holy temptation, yes already ati ya mas"
Holy my Humairah 💚
"Holy guard your heart, good night, dreamy mas. "💚
What does this Zhein mas make me a BAPER.
But Zhein always did. Actually how the hell you are, but I have Fathan mas, I also do not want to hurt him.
I pray later tonight istikharah for guidance from Allah which is best for me. Apalgi I've been living at home with Mas Zhein. While with mas Fathan does not know where the direction.
ABOUT NAME
"God knows the name that is in your heart.
God hears the name you always say in your prayers. And Allah understands the name you want to hang out in your marriage book. But God knows better which name is best for you."
"***Had her clothes on her thighs, but now her veil extends to her calves.
Thus, today, tomorrow may be the most obedient person, if the pious have a past, the sinners also have a future.
The heart is turned back, then set it with Istiqomah***."
In other places, "the last chat is not answered equally Holy, why yes when online, or boutique again rame so not perfect reply to my chat." Inner Zhein.
Shower first continue to pray together with santri.
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