Chastity of Shahadah
Chapter 23 INNER FATHAN
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- KAIRO - Fathan Room
Already a few days the feeling of Fathan anxious and restless, just yesterday the phone umi and sister and they are Alhamdulillah fine, fine, either this feeling suddenly remembered the girl who was adored in silence "SUCI". Yes the name has managed to steal his heart since the first time they met, since knowing they were different and remained holy in his heart, had tried many times to throw the name out and replaced with another name, it is still the holy name that survives in its heart. It has been two days that the holy name has always haunted his mind and mind, no matter what is happening to the saint at this time. Are you okay with my humor or are you in a bad state. Wait for me always in your dreams, because one third of the night I always put your name to ALLAH SWT, in order to always take care of you, because I have not been able to take good care of you. May ALLAH keep you as my soul mate.
You are the only woman I love in silence, whether you have received guidance from ALLAH SWT, or if you are still a holy one. I don't want to because I'm you changed. I want you to change and get guidance because of ALLAH SWT. For the LORD who seeks you gives his guidance directly, whether in any way.
I miss you holy, sorry I couldn't reach you, my phone broke and all my contacts were lost and I had to change my phone and number. I'm sure if we're partners we'll meet.
Hemmm has entered isya, I pray first then look for dinner, muttered Fathan.
After ablution held a green velvet prayer service a gift from someone who is loved and missed, who else if not holy. The solemn prayer of Isya and prostrating on the prayer mat for a moment reduces the longing that rises in the girl.
Isya prayer was finished continued reading the Qur'an, impregnated every word until the recesses of his heart became wet, considering all the greatness of ALLOH SWT.
" Let this love continue to flourish in my heart, I will nourish it as long as I can, and I quote when the right time has come for me and you in our little palace".
Fathan escapes from his apartment to the usual restaurant where he eats. Fathan sat down and ordered food to the waiter. Unwittingly there is a female figure who observes him from afar, observes in silence, observes Fathan's habits, his daily life and is clearly monotonous. Fathan's life revolves only around apartments, campuses, mosques, restaurants. That was all Fathan did, his reason for keeping an eye and keeping a heart that had been stolen in half by a girl named holy.
Fathan's order came, and Jonathan began to eat the food in front of him.
" Assalamualaikum, are you Fathan from Indonesia? introduce my name Siska, may I join you?" ask Siska.
" Waalaikumsalam may, please sit Siska, can I help you?" said Fathan.
" You are the final student of the master program, while I just created a thesis about the science of interpretation of post-graduate programs, can you ask questions about interpretation science?, asked Siska slowly.
" It's with great pleasure that I'm done with my dinner, and then I'll help you, okay" Fathan said.
Siska smiled and nodded her head in agreement, her intention to get closer to Fathan could be done easily.
Siska murmured in her heart, may I conquer a perfect man like Fathan.
Endless explanations must be proven by authentic facts and evidence, not only explained orally but also in writing.
" I have some material and supporting journals about the science of interpretation that you ask, if there is time please go to my apartment there is a small library you can choose the supporting material for your thesis", said Fathan.
" Well, if you let me, I'll go to your apartment tomorrow, because my heart is already at night, it's not good for a woman like me to be alone with a non-mahram" Siska said honestly.
Fathan was amazed by Siska's words, who still wanted to keep her honor and her pride. Admired for his capable intelligence, so invited to argue was not easy to give up. There is no feeling more than admiration.
Siska was drifting in her own game, Siska felt happy like a dipper with her hair and stayed set the heart of her master to be neatly arranged for her.
- Sacred Chamber
Already showing the time of 02.00 wib, Suci woke up with a matted face, and a dried-up natal water mark. Suci went to the bathroom to clean his face and ablution. Suci wished this morning the recitation of his Qur'an khatam. So the saint can focus on preparing for his wedding which is only a day away. It is certain that this day will be holy all day at home waiting for his brother who wants to come.
Suci also opened a golden mushaf given by Zhein first time to worship. Mushaf that accompanies the hijrah process to khatam. Letter by letter read well chanted although still brick. Thank God that I also finished as promised today. After marriage I will repeat with mas Zhein.
Saints also continue to pray tahajud, usually holy do 4 rakaat with twice salam but this time holy do 8 rakaat with 4 times salam. Plus prayer witir 3 rakaat.
Today feels very solemn plus the atmosphere of silence and silence. After the tahajud prayer is completed, the saint begins to pray. There was an unusual feeling, a longing feeling towards someone was like calling out to him. Whose voice I seem to know, the voice that always says "HOLY, I WAIT FOR YOU UNTIL YOU GET THE GODAYAH, HOLY I WAIT FOR YOU HERE, HOLY I AM HERE, HERE, HOLY HOLY HOLY HOLY."
MAS FATHAN, yes it was the sound of mas fathan, you where mas, have you started to forget me. I hope you can get a better woman than me, thank you as the first person to make me fall in love with ISLAM, I learned to seek guidance. You're right I have to seek for myself, because I have to change because I love ALLAH SWT.
Mas are you okay, do not wait for me again, soon I will be the wife of Zhein mas I hope you forget what we promised to always wait. I hope you understand all of this.
"There is no perfect life, everything will pass through the twists and turns, how patient we are to face the twists and turns, not not not to keep promises, if ALLAH SWT who predestines everything perfectly, I can what?"
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