Chastity of Shahadah
Chapter 56 HE'S JUST THE PAST
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"Do you want to forgive me Khadijah?"said Tito quietly with a face full of regret.
Tito knows, this situation is not easily accepted by Khadijah even though this is not his fault in full.
"I'm sorry Mas Tito, I can't answer yet. Honestly I was disappointed, and what disappointed me more was that they were both my best friends. Why is fate so cruel to me. You know Fathan loves your son Saints with Larasati. What am I supposed to say? I have to explain how to Fathan that it turns out that Suci and Aisyah are his sister" Khadijah said hoarsely. His face was already wet from tears, the salty taste was already bitter in his mouth.
Tito stood up and knelt before Khadijah. His hands clasped the palms of Khadijah he kissed one by one the back of the hand. Feels wet and heart-breaking, one kiss makes Khadija pity and a second kiss makes Khadija like a stab.
He stared at Khadijah's sad face, his eyes were still wet with tears still flowing. Tito's face was drowned in Khadijah's thigh. There it is clear how disappointed a Tito, how sorry a Tito with his past life. Tito's shoulders seemed to shake violently, his breathing felt fast and warm felt in the thighs of Khadijah. Tito wept, Tito was afraid of the torment of Allah SWT as Abi Furqon said.
"Tell me what shall I do, that you may forgive me Khadijah? I want us to start over with our children Fathan and Fatima" said Tito Lirih.
"Only Fathan and Fatima? then Saints and Ayesha? they're your sons too Mas, they need you. You must not be selfish, Larasati is also a woman, she must know it feels disappointed because of honesty. I'm a girl, I feel guilty to both of them, especially to Siti. That's your wife even though she died a long time ago. While Larasati she is unhappy with her husband, she is only taken advantage of. Do you have the heart, you who have done Mas, you also have to be responsible for solving this problem" said Khadija brick.
The tightness in his chest was increasingly felt, the imperfect oxygen entering his nostrils because it was blocked.
"Then what do you want Khadijah to be like?" tito did not understand Khadijah's intentions.
"I want you to marry Larasati. That's my request, is it?" khadijah tengat.
"Did I not hear wrong? I don't want Khadija. I used to love it, but not Khadijah. I just love you, I don't want a third person in our marriage Khadijah" Tito pleaded.
"You selfish Mas, marry Larasati, I want to make amends to Siti Mas. Please Mas, fulfill my request." said Khadijah slowly.
"NO KHADIJAH!! I CAN'T!!! I'M NOT A MAN WHO CAN BE POLYGAMOUS. PLEASE KHADIJA, I CAN'T FULFILL YOUR REQUEST." Tito SAID loudly.
"Khadija my son, calm your heart and mind. Clean your heart, clear your mind. You are overcome by your anger and lust for disappointment. You better pray and then rest. Don't make decisions quickly, because you'll regret it. Abi only advised, all decisions are in the hands of the two of you, Abi does not want to interfere. But Abi only gives a positive outlook so that you do not misstep again" said Abi Furqon softly.
"Abi..what is the fault and sin of Khadijah, so Khadijah must accept this destiny Abi. Khadijah wanted to surrender, but Khadijah did not know what to do. Khadijah disappointed Abi, Khadija destroyed Abi" said Khadijah embraced Abinya.
"Unfortunately Abi, you're a good boy baby. You are noble heart. You are innocent. This is the destiny of Khadijah, this is the decree of Allah SWT to test your level of faith. You must be patient and sincere Khadijah. Abi knows you're a strong woman, and you can definitely Khadija. Trust Abi." said Abi lirih.
His heart was so sick to see his only child slumped in his sadness and disappointment.
"Yes Abi, Abi was right Khadija should be calm, Khadijah wanted to ask for guidance from Allah SWT. For his decision, Khadijah will convey when the time comes." said Khadijah slowly.
"Tito, let's go back to the Ponpes, let Khadijah alone and calm his mind. Abi gave Khadijah a week to think. Excuse me first, assalamualaikum." said Abi slowly.
There was only regret followed by deep disappointment. Sometimes it makes no sense, or destiny is too cruel.
If you have ever felt rain falling when the sky is not cloudy, then you have felt tears falling when your lips smile
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This is how couples who are still drunk with romance, still feel courting after marriage or halal courtship. They spend time walking or just eating together in a simple place. Their love that grows out of togetherness is not love in sight or love out of likeness. Love that grows out of habit and habit. Shy love becomes love willing. What a fate of the Divine.
"Are you tired, baby? if you're tired of saying, don't let our happiness hurt our own children?" said Zhein softly while stroking elus the Sacred cheek of money had become his candle.
"I'm tired but I'm happy, I've never felt this kind of happiness. Happy without burden. God willing, our child is happy, to see his mother happy." said the Holy One, hugging Zhein's waist.
"Aamiin, O God, keep healthy, my mother. Don't be naughty, pity your mother
" said Zhein speaking with his son in the holy shrines.
"Mas, the groceries at home have run out, my pregnant milk has run out too, we go to the supermarket?" holy Word seduce.
During a positive pregnancy, Holy appetite increases, although occasionally still feels nauseous and weak.
"Whatever your request is my bidadar, but this food is spent first, so that his son is not sluggish, his mother still wants to shop" said Zhein chuckled.
"Mas, I'm lucky to marry you. You are the wonderful man God gave me. Maybe the beginning of our meeting is so strange, but it turns out from the strangeness it even grows a sense of love." said Suci slowly by rubbing the cheeks of Zhein gently.
"I should talk like that. I am lucky to have you, my humor. I will always love you until old age and death do us part. Remember no lies whatsoever, lies can damage the household." said Zhein softly but so pierced Sacred's heart.
The Holy countenance instantly changed hearing Zhein's deep words as pain in his chest. I'm not lying Zhein, I really love you. But right now my past is all around us, and you know him. I don't want any misunderstandings, Sacred Inner.
"You why Sacred? how did it change so immediately? what's up?" said Zhein gently and held Holy hands gently.
"Assalamualaikum..... Are you here?" someone said from the end of the door.
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JAZAKALLAH KHAIRAN
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