Bianglala (Revision)

21.3 [May] Sundays

Ever since my fight with Zayn in the music room this afternoon, I had absolutely no interest in simply answering all the phone calls from Zayn. I'd rather pretend to be asleep than talk to Zayn who's talking to Lyra over the phone.

Yes, Lyra suddenly came while I was sitting in my room. And now he's answering a call from Zayn.

"Gue won't make you a story, because I'm not in the mood anymore either."

Lyra said slowly after disconnecting Zayn's phone. He seems to be in a bad mood.

Even when Rhea came, Lyra just greeted the potluck. Though usually he will immediately the spirit of Rhea or invite him to a marathon movie.

The three of us were too busy with their own thoughts. None of us wanted to start a conversation.

"Gue won't ask you what the problem is, because I can't necessarily give you advice or anything else. But I hope, you guys can still finish that by yourself." Rhea suddenly said, it seems like she knows about us. Even though Lyra and I didn't mention anything about it at all.

I also knew that Rhea was hiding her problems from me and Lyra. But I won't force the boy to tell a story. Because Rhea will keep telling us later, when she's ready.

"Whatever it is, whatever problems we are facing now. I hope we can survive" Lyra said as she put her phone down.

Honestly, my mind is too full now, let alone hearing Lyra's words just now. It felt in my mind spinning all the bad possibilities about me and Zayn.

It would be a lie if I said I wasn't angry at her treatment of me. But anyway I love Zayn. He's the only guy who can really understand me right now.

"Sleeping Mei, which you didn't have to think about." Rhea whispered to me, so that the sleeping Lyra would not hear it.

Maybe Rhea's right, I'd better get some sleep now. Because tomorrow morning I have to get ready for morning class and maybe also to meet Zayn.

"Tomorrow to come with me, we don't have to go in. Occasionally truancy is no problem. Just got rampaged brother Lyra at most because ngajak sister skipped," said Rhea before I really slept.

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I woke up to the earthy cries of Lyra and Rhea. They've made a scene in the morning. Though last night they said they wouldn't go to college, but why so early has been scrambling for the bathroom.

"That's a lot of whispering. He said he wanted to skip, why the early morning storm really." I protested against Rhea and Lyra's taking the bathroom. Though actually outside this room there is still a bathroom that is not used, but they actually fight over the bathroom in my room.

"Huh? Who said it." Lyra looked at me with wide eyes.

"Again free to enter, at the very end is told to close the door from the outside." Rhea said casually and instead sat in bed, as well as Lyra. They were fighting over the bathroom.

"I shower first, you guys later." I grabbed the towel and went straight into the bathroom.

Finishing the bath and tidying up the slightly messy room, the three of us rushed off. We stopped by one of the street stalls for breakfast. We ended up having a chicken soto breakfast at Rhea's request.

"It's my word, soto's breakfast was delicious. Especially still hot as if it's gini." Rhea justified her own suggestion.

We rushed to continue after breakfast and bought some snacks for lunch. Because the three of us can't if there's no snack. Along the way, Rhea and Lyra take turns driving. While I only become a guide, because I am not good at flushing.

The trip we took was quite far and took longer than when I was with Zayn it turned out. Maybe because we use a car, so we can't just overtake other vehicles.

"I'm crazy, really pegel me." Lyra stretched her body and complained a little. Of course, because we sat for almost three hours in the car.

"But it paid off anyway, look the sea is really good. Still clean too. We stay here anyway?"

Rhea asked a question, but I'm sure the answer is only one, have to agree. Because from the beginning it was not a question, just a formality. Of course Lyra agreed right away and I had to agree to that as well.

"That means having to find an inn. But I don't know if there's an inn or not close to this beach." I was hesitant because when I first came here with Zayn we didn't stay.

"Slightly, later can ask the surrounding residents. Now we enjoy the time here" said Lyra who immediately walked quickly to the beach.

"Gue knows you guys have a problem. I won't ask you to do a story, but if you need a story. I'm here, I'm ready to listen to your stories."

For some reason, Rhea suddenly spoke like that. I don't think he knows about my problems with Zayn just not what he saw yesterday. Looks like Rhea knows more than I thought. Lyra was much more silent after hearing Rhea's words. Maybe Lyra also has a problem that she's keeping to herself.

I won't interfere, although I'm actually curious. Because it's not usually Lyra's too quiet like this. The bias is that he will talk a lot when the three gather like this.

"Without me telling a story, you obviously know because you were there yesterday. While Lyra must have guessed a little bit that I have the same problem as Zayn." I looked at Rhea and Lyra alternately.

"I have a problem with Zayn and I ask for a pause with him. If for example he can not be invited to cooperate, maybe we hope," I said calmly, as if it was not a big problem for me. But actually I still a little hope Zayn can be better and we can make up.

"I actually would rather you break up, because people like him don't deserve a second chance." Rhea and her cynical speech, she always like that said without thinking about the feelings of others. But, even if that's what Rhea said is not wrong.

"If I were up to you, May. Anyway, wherever all decisions remain in your hands. I'm the same Rhea just gave me advice." Lyra was different again, she just handed it all back to me.

I nodded listening to their advice. Although I still doubt my own decision. I'm still not willing to part with Zayn but I can't continue in this kind of relationship either.

"I don't know ah, I'm gonna take a break." I covered my whole body with a blanket, hiding everything I felt at this moment.

"Good break, May." Rhea patted my head softly before she and Lyra came out of the room and gave me some time to calm down.

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