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20.3 [May] Secrets

I remained silent until Rhea and Sister Eza drove me home. Not not to want to explain the matter to Rhea, but I am still confused about how to.

I was very surprised by Zayn's change like that. Yes, I know she can't hold back her emotions, but I didn't expect that she would do that to me.

If there was no Rhea, Zayn might have gotten his will or might have done more than that. Remembering how reckless he was all along.

I honestly don't want to go home, because I'm still afraid that Zayn will come to me. But I also don't want to go with Rhea who will make me meet with Kara, the one who started all this trouble.

Zayn♡ is calling....

My phone rings, Zayn calls me. But considering Rhea's message earlier, I just let it go until the ring stopped by itself.

I don't want to be disturbed right now. I still need time to process everything. A lot of things were out of my control yesterday and I didn't like that.

I knew Zayn wasn't a good guy, but I didn't think he could be that asshole. I'm a little sorry to accept it, but I want to however much I really like it.

Tell me I'm so stupid for still standing up for Zayn who's behaving like that. It even falls on its charm. But, Zayn is indeed that interesting. Even Rhea was interested in him.

My phone rings again, but this time it's a call from Lyra. Tumben once he called. It's not like he's with Bryan.

"May, you're busy? Home right? I want to nginep. Need a chatter friend."

I haven't had time to say hello, Lyra has already strapped me with many questions and tumben once he asked to stay overnight.

"Home here if you want to go."

I agree Lyra's request to stay, the count can be made a diversion from the problem. At least if there is Lyra I will not overthinking myself because I keep thinking about Zayn.

"Okey, after this I go straight to your house. Want to nitip something? I'm going to stop by the mini market first."

"Sweet snack dong, home snack just a little."

"Okey, I'm closing yes. Later if you want to until I chat, let you open the door."

Lyra immediately closed the call as soon as she agreed to my care.

But just now I'm gonna put the phone on the table, it's ringing. This time Rhea called.

"Why Rhe?"

"Lo nawpapa? Zayn doesn't want you to go home, does he? I actually want to do something, but I still have business."

"I wasn't surprised, just surprised. It's safe now. His hand that was gripped by Zayn earlier also had me medicin and had begun to disappear also red marks."

"Okey, this abis is directly istrahat. Tomorrow I'll pick you up."

"Yes, tomorrow with Lyra too. He said he wanted to take a trip. You don't want nyusulin nginep abis kelar business?"

I offered Rhea to stay over as well, it was quite possible to gather three more. And I'm gonna get a little time to shift my mind that's starting to get this unclear.

"Lo want me to take a step? I do, but I don't promise."

"Yes, yes first. Lyra is coming. And about that, wait until I'm ready to tell ya. Thanks Rhea."

I closed the call and immediately opened the door for Lyra before the boy fussed himself for waiting too long.

"Where the hell is that? Open the door to the old door very."

What I'm saying is, he must be making a fuss himself. He also waited a few minutes, not hours.

"Just be honest, don't be happy. Rhea's calling after you called."

"Ah yes, where is he. Why not go with it all. You told me I wanted to take a trip. Why doesn't he want to go with all these guys."

"Sst, by the way, you mulu. Go in, I lock it in if you don't want to go in."

I threatened Lyra to enter immediately because I was lazy to stand in front of the door like this.

"Galak very lo, nih put lo. Fetch myself, I'm going to the room."

I received the grocery bag that Lyra handed me and placed it on the kitchen table. Lyra ran into the room. Indeed yes, Lyra was sometimes a little self-didn't know, for friends if I hadn't kicked him out.

After cleaning up Lyra's groceries that turned out to be quite a lot, I caught up with Lyra in the room.

"Tumben really asked nginep, why you? Here's the story."

"I really want to do what I do."

"Not to be pretentious about secrets, the hunt for stories. No need to be arrested, cry."

Lyra immediately hugged me and cried, not usually Lyra like this, no matter what she was. But whatever it is, I hope Lyra can find a solution soon. Because I'm not sure I can still calm Lyra down, considering that my and Zayn's problems haven't been resolved.

My phone rang again, Zayn called again. I intentionally ignored his call.

"May, hp lo noisy. Pick up the phone." Lyra protested because she was disturbed.

"Let's go, it's not important. It will stop by itself."

"Ish, herein hp lo. I'll answer that."

Lyra picked up my phone and frowned in surprise at the name of the person who called me.

"This is a phone from Zayn and you don't answer at all, even lo biarin. Why are you the same as him?"

"There's nothing, it's just males. If you want to answer that phone, say you're asleep."

I turned my face away from Lyra and didn't want her to know that I was having a storm with Zayn. Enough Rhea knows about this, Lyra don't. Because I don't want to make him more dizzy because of my problems.

"Hello, May. You where? I'm sorry."

I can hear Zayn's voice, because it looks like Lyra is deliberately loudspeaker of Zayn's shuffling.

"It's me, Lyra. Mei was home and she was sleeping. Tomorrow I'm sorry you're onto him."

"Ra, I'm asking you to wake up Mei. I have to talk to him now. I'm not calm if I haven't apologized to him."

Hearing Zayn pleading like that, I didn't feel like I had the heart. I want to answer Zayn's words when I forgive him. But I promised Rhea and Eza not to be in touch with Zayn in the meantime.

"He's asleep, Zayn. I think he's exhausted. I don't have to be so good. I'll try to call him again tomorrow."

"Yaudah, I'm picking up May."

"Udah, the phone's been killed with him. Now I'm asking, you have a problem what is the same Zayn? What are you hiding from me, from Rhea?"

"Nothing, just misunderstanding. And I don't want to fight with Zayn anymore, so I get him."

I tried to answer Lyra's question carefully, hoping she would believe what I said. Because for now I really don't want to talk about it.

"Okey, I won't do it anymore. But I beg you, after this please don't shut up, just Rhea like that, you don't. Whatever it is, tell me." Lyra said, looking me in the eye.

To be honest Lyra's gaze scared me a little. Afraid that Lyra might find out about me hiding that thing from her. Hopefully, I can solve my problems without involving Lyra or Rhea, because they also have their own problems and I don't want to burden them.

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