Bianglala (Revision)

19.3 [May] Possessive Boyfriend

Today I purposely avoided Zayn after the commotion that occurred at home that afternoon. I was still reluctant to meet with Zayn because his angry face was still overshadowed by me.

I'm a little scared of Zayn right now. I don't know why it feels unsafe. I was afraid that his anger would come back.

Not only Zayn, I avoided Kara. I'm really staying away from him right now. I felt disappointed with her, how could she reject Rhea who was obviously very fond of her and instead chased after me who had a boyfriend and was unlikely to accept Kara.

For now, I think my decision is right. Avoiding Kara and Zayn. Because I need to straighten this out with Rhea without anyone's interference.

I walked slowly to the library. Yeah, I got information from Lyra that Rhea's in the library right now.

And here I was, sitting quietly in front of Rhea who was focusing on reading novels. There was no conversation between us, only silence.

I intentionally did that, letting Rhea finish her reading. Because I know what Rhea would react to if her favorite activities were interrupted and I wouldn't make a fuss.

"What's wrong? I want to wait to read it."

Rhea closed the book she was reading and looked at me questioningly.

Right, I don't usually want to wait for Rhea to finish her reading.

"I'd like to apologize, sorry if because I made you like this. Sorry if it's uncomfortable."

Rhea just looked at me expressionlessly, honestly I was confused, because I couldn't read Rhea at all. There was no expression on his face, just flat.

"Yesterday Kara came home, she told me about you guys meeting. After that he shot me."

I slightly glanced at Rhea, confirming how she reacted after hearing my confession, but it was still the same as before.

"But you don't have to worry. I refuse Kara, I can't accept her because I have Zayn and I don't want to make you sad either."

"Actually you want to refuse or accept him, it's not my business anyway."

I looked up, yes, since I did not look at Rhea who was sitting in front of me. I was too afraid of Rhea's response later.

"Lo's a waste of time like this, I don't care. All of this has nothing to do with you. With li nolak Kara means your business is done, about how Kara will be his business. Besides you already have Zayn, why even dizzy thinking of others, mending lo meet Zayn and explain to him about lo same Kara because of Zayn cariin lo."

I shut up, Rhea's words just now made me think again about the things I was worried about right now. The real thing is none of my business, but I just confused myself to solve everything.

"And about me, it's none of your business, it's not your domain to interfere with that. If no one wants to talk anymore, I'm leaving."

Rhea actually left without caring about me who actually still wanted to talk to her. But maybe Rhea's words were right. I have no right to interfere.

I ended up seeing Zayn, ah or maybe it was Zayn who met me at the library earlier. He pulled me out of nowhere, because right now I can only follow Zayn's wide footsteps.

"Zayn, slow down."

I protested a little Zayn, honestly offsetting his steps that were too wide like that made me very tired.

"Diem, don't protest too much." Zayn's ketus scared me a little.

It is not usual for Zayn to speak in such a tone to me. What's the matter? Did I make him angry. But we just met. Then Zayn was angry because of what?

Finally I just kept quiet and followed Zayn without protest. I don't want to make her mood worse. I don't want Zayn to be angry like yesterday, it's so scary.

"Well, to the music room?"

Apparently I was taken to the music room by Zayn, the one time he brought me here. Since we dated, Zayn has rarely taken me to the music room except during rehearsal.

"Yes, I want a hug. Let no one bother you, so I use the music room and I lock it from the inside."

Zayn immediately pulled my waist and glared at me tightly, hiding his face in the recess of my neck.

"Zayn, those lips don't have to be naughty. Amused golly."

"Kangen, May. I want to kiss." Said Zayn while cupping my cheek.

"God! There was no kissing. We are still in the campus."

I slapped the lips of Zayn who was deliberately close to my face. The truth is that just ask for a kiss on the lips, just kiss the cheek I still feel ashamed half to death.

"Sick, May. You are very fierce."

I just laughed softly at Zayn sulking. She becomes so adorable when she's like this.

Kara is calling.....

Suddenly my phone rang quite loudly and made Zayn who had been asleep in my lap wake up.

"Who called Mei? Just interrupt it."

"I don't know, it's on your phone."

Zayn's expression instantly changed, no more smiles just sharp glances and full of anger. I don't know what made it that way. To be honest, I was afraid that Zayn's side would reappear.

Ah, it was Kara who called. Zayn was angry. Jealousy turned out to be him, even though Kara and I had nothing to do anymore.

"What's wrong? I'm the same Zayn again. If it's really important here just to the music room."

"No! You can't see Mei."

"Who you forbid me, May just give permission. You are just his girlfriend is silent, do not need to be possessive. At most it broke up again."

Kara really, she could have deliberately provoked Zayn. What the hell he really wants, really sucks.

"You are diem. Disturb, if it's not important don't call or meet me."

I immediately turned off the call unilaterally and placed my phone carelessly on the floor. Because I had to rush to persuade Zayn not to get angry anymore.

"Yes, don't be angry. I'm not going to see Kara."

"May, you love me, don't you?"

I nodded in response to Zayn's question. Where I might not love Zayn, he's the only guy who can compensate me obviously I love him a lot.

"You can kiss? But kissed lipped. I want you, Mei."

I was shocked, Zayn suddenly came back for a kiss and had to be lipped. Especially this time he was a little pushy.

"No, Zayn. I don't want to."

I refused Zayn's request and it seemed like I was wrong, because the angry look was back on. Zayn was angry and this time it was me.

"Why? You want to kiss Kara? No need to be holy, I see how yesterday you were held by Kara. Why can't I, I'm your boyfriend, Mei. I should've gotten more than that."

Zayn suddenly blocked my hand and pulled me closer, only a few more stops would Zayn really kiss me. Actually, I don't really care if we really kiss. It's just, it's on campus and I don't like being coerced like this.

"No! I don't want to."

I pushed Zayn with all my might and slapped him. I'm disappointed in Zayn.

"May, you slap me? Nampar your own girlfriend."

"Yes! You deserve that." My daughter, staring at Zayn, tried to put my fear aside and fight Zayn.

"Lo it's mine, May. Naturally, if I am jealous, it is natural that I want to ask for more than you. But you're like gini."

"I'm not an item, Zayn! You can't just treat me like a gini. Yes, you're my girlfriend. But that doesn't mean you can do anything you want."

"The same fuck all that. Lo my girlfriend, means you belong to me. No one can take it from me. Understand."

Zayn spoke with great emphasis and anger in every word he spoke. I'm honestly really scared right now, but I can't go anywhere because Zayn's still blocking my hand.

"Zayn, crazy! Let's sabahat me."

"Diem! Don't interfere. You solve your own problems, Rhe."

I had no idea that Rhea would come to the music room and help me. At least now I can feel relieved to be free from Zayn and his anger.

"Lo, diem here. If you're reckless, don't expect after this you can meet Mei."

Rhea took off Zayn's cheque in my hand and took me away from the music room, leaving Zayn with Sister Eza. Yes, Rhea came with Sister Eza.

Forget about Rhea, because now I have to think about how to answer Rhea's question later.

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