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14.1 [Rhea] Forgive(?)

After yesterday I left Lyra on the campus and went home with Sister Eza. Today I'm back to pick up Lyra to make amends yesterday. Although actually Lyra is no problem anyway, but I feel bad for her.

"It's you picked me up again for sure because I felt guilty for leaving me yesterday. I said no papa. Look out, you pick up kayak gini, but I was left again like yesterday." Lyra said relaxed but implied a threatening tone in her voice.

"Yes, yes, it won't be abandoned. Anyway if you want to protest to Eza Dong's sister, not to me."

I give up so as not to be constantly blamed by Lyra.

"Why do you want to be me." Brother Eza who was also in the spotlight also spoke, he did not accept I blame.

"Jaudah whatever. Ra, hunting. I have a promise with Zayn for guitar practice."

I rushed Lyra to make it even faster, because I had already made a deal with Zayn to practice in the music room.

"So you learned from Zayn?" Ask Lyra.

"So, rather than waiting for people is unclear. Just a promise doang want to teach, but not so mulu because busy." I said with a voice that was deliberately raised by an octave so that Sister Eza heard it.

"There you go, late can not enter ntar." Said Sister Eza to drive us away smoothly. He seems a little bit overwhelmed by my words.

We left as soon as Lyra got in the car. This time I drove my car to college. Fortunately this morning the streets were not too crowded, so we were able to arrive faster.

I went straight to the Zayn faculty as soon as I arrived at the campus. Zayn has been waiting for me since.

"Sorry, wait for Lyra first." I apologized as I stood in front of Zayn.

"Gue is also new this dateng," said Zayn as he moved from his seat.

"Yuk, go straight to the music room. I'll use the exercises later." Imbuh Zayn took me to the music room.

We both practiced in the music room, while the band kids hadn't come to practice yet.

"It's a pretty good game." Zayn commented on my guitar playing.

"Yesterday I was doing my training at Lyra's house. Practice on his guitar, sister Eza." I'm legit.

While playing, suddenly someone entered the music room and interrupted my training. Turns out it was Mei, like she wanted to practice singing. But since it was me and Zayn he abandoned his intentions.

"Eh, sorry. I thought there was only Zayn." Mei said a little awkwardly.

"Just in May, don't bother me."

Zayn let Mei in and refocused on teaching me guitar keys. We continued to train regardless of Mei being in a room with us.

Half an hour had passed, I stopped training and said goodbye to Zayn to return because soon my lecture hours would begin.

"Gue back, tomorrow again training. Tired, after all lecture."

I moved and went straight out of the room delivered by Zayn. Before I actually left, I sent Zayn a message.

"Please come home in May to be delivered all over." Message me before actually leaving the music room.

Today's class was pretty fun. I want to be able to play guitar soon. So that one day I feel bored, I can entertain myself by playing guitar.

I didn't go home this time but waited for Lyra, as I promised this morning. I wait for the FEB pocket, so it is easier because it is also parking the faculty of economics.

"I'm not staying, right." I told Lyra who was walking towards me.

"Crude, you want to have lunch or go home?"

"Eating at your place can't you? Males came home to me."

"Okey, I'll masakin. But we'll stop by the supermarket first. I need additional materials. All refill snack stock."

I and Lyra rushed towards the parking lot to pick up the car and headed straight for the supermarket as we planned.

We arrived at Lyra's house before the afternoon, because it turned out Lyra was just floppy and went around buying whatever she saw, all monthly shopping she said. It is still the middle of the month.

Luckily at Lyra's house there was no one and it was just the two of us. So there will be no nagging because we shop too much and also I can be free to do anything here. Because it will be different if there is sister Eza at home.

"Rhea, what do you want to eat? Watch out if you say whatever."

Just want to answer whatever, Lyra has already warned. Finally inevitably, I think also about the menu that will be cooked Lyra.

"Simple are both doang. Make egg soup or whatever. I want to make a snack with vegetables lo." My proposal is to give a menu recommendation for Lyra cooking.

Not up to an hour of egg soup made by Lyra and also the snacks I made so. The two of us ate quietly in the dining room while occasionally chatting lightly.

"Thank you for the food. Next time I'll be sure." I said while carrying a used bowl to the sink to wash.

I was at Lyra's house until the afternoon. After eating and cleaning the kitchen, we went up to the room and spent time with the latest movie marathon.

I arrived home after night. I did do that on purpose because I was still reluctant to meet with Aga. I came home late in the afternoon to avoid Aga.

I still refuse to meet him. I don't know why it's so hard for me to forgive Aga. Honestly, his words until now I still can't forget.

Actually I miss Aga, but my ego is not willing to forgive him. I still feel that it's Aga's fault and he should apologize.

We both were actually wrong. My words are not in the filter and origin said to provoke the anger of Aga which is no longer able to be dammed.

And in the end the two of us were arguing non-stop in the cafeteria that time. I think, if there is no sister Eza who broke us, my debate and Aga will still continue until one of us is tired. Because Aga and I are the same kind of stubborn people.

Speaking of the matter of that time, until now I have not apologized to Mei. I kept quiet, but I shouldn't have done that to him.

Mei was not guilty at all, she was only affected by the debate between me and Aga. It should be us who apologized in May, especially me and not avoid it like this.

To be honest I'm confused as to how in front of May, I'm not mad at her. It's just that I feel awkward because I have had time to follow my ego and prestige to silence Mei and avoid her as well.

I'm ashamed, it feels strange to have to meet Mei after that incident. But, anyway I have to apologize and make up with Mei. I don't want to ignore my best friend for too long.

After thinking about all the things last night. I was determined, had to apologize to May and make up with her. For Aga, I will try to learn to forgive him.

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