Believe me, I'm Still Sacred

Chapter 43. Reckless

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Zahwa's body stiffened, with different hugs from her cousin's sister especially when she heard the word love from him. The different atmosphere he felt at that moment, he realized Rey was not joking. His heart thumped hard at the word love whispered in his ear, but on the other hand he was afraid.

Zahwa suddenly laughed to break the awkwardness, his mind and heart still trying to be in sync. Maybe there's something else why Reyndra is like this. "Haha...Sis, if joking, do not overdo dong. Brother must be planning to lamar that girl again right? So brother rehearses first with me, but-but..."

In the blink of an eye, Zahwa's body, which had turned its back on Rey, was now facing her. Zahwa did not dare to look Rey in the eye, but the man looked at her with a sharp gaze and there was no joke there.

"Zahwa I'm not kidding, I love you..Why can't all this make you understand that I'm not messing around?" Rey still held onto Zahwa's arms tightly, but the girl still didn't want to see him. He can't wait to reveal it.

"Sister.I beg you not-" said Zahwa in a trembling voice.

Why is Rey like this again? He's not kidding...

"Look at me Kalima Zahwa Jawharah! Look me in the eye listen to me carefully, I am Reyndra Aqmar Calabria, love you Kalima Zahwa Jawharah!" exclaim Rey firmly on the woman who had been his cousin's sister status.

Zahwa was silent and her tears slowly trickled down, but she understood that Rey's recent attention was showing a sense of love not unfortunately for her brother. "Sister.this is wrong, brother can not be like this. Must be wrong..."

No Rey, you can't back down.You've had enough to hold back your feelings all this time. You have to convince Zahwa that you're serious about him. Rey already knew that Zahwa would deny it, so this time he would not back down.

Rey's hand held Zahwa's chin possessively and automatically made Zahwa's face inevitably look up to him. The attention of the two would not want to be met. Rey's gaze was so deep on the girl, implying love as a man to her woman.

"Sister.please don't joke like this.we are brothers," said Zahwa with a pounding heart with tears streaming down his face.

So the attention of Rey's sister all this time, the characteristics of the woman she loved was me? How come?

Unconcerned by the tears, Rey continues to stress Zahwa that her feelings are real. "I'm not kidding, the woman I've loved for 14 years. I love you, I want you to be my wife!"

"SISTER!" zahwa shouted in surprise at Rey's words to her. Not enough words of love, Rey said she wanted to marry him, really Zahwa did not expect this. It was too sudden for her to hear Rey's statement, "Sister, I'd assume brother never told me this. Yeah, brother don't be kidding.that's it!"

How could my brother love me as a woman? Astagfirullah.this is wrong.

Zahwa brushed off Rey's two hands that were holding her, she held back her tears that were about to break. Then he walked out of the tree house. Rey pulled Zahwa's hand back into her arms, she couldn't hold back the taste anymore.

"Sister! Take me off, brother! It's wrong! We can't-" Zahwa's eyes twitched to see Rey's sharp eyes on her that made her realize that Rey did love her. But she is insensitive to Rey's attention to her.

Rey's hand held Zahwa's nape behind her violet-colored veil. "I won't apologize, because I love you."

"Sister-hmph-"

So that this can awaken you. Inner Rey.

Rey does a suggestion from Niko, fairly reckless indeed but he can not resist the desire that arouses from him that all this time he endured. She kissed the pretty ranum lips of Zahwa, driven by a demon curse based on the word love. Zahwa was sobbing more, he pushed Rey's body, but unfortunately his right hand that was still sick could not function properly. His strength is far less than the man's strength of 187 cm high.

The kiss only lasted for a few seconds because Rey could not bear to see Zahwa sobbing. He let go, Zahwa's lips were swollen and wet from his actions.

"Hiks.kak, why do you do this.hiks..."

Zahwa is not a whiny child and Rey also never wants to make him cry. But Rey is forced to do this, her actions must be even more reckless so that her path to having Zahwa can run smoothly.

Zahwa was immediately stifled to hear it, yes indeed Zahwa always told everyone, especially his mother. That the man who becomes her first kiss must be her husband. Because the principle is to keep yourself from another man who is not her husband. And now Rey has taken it? It was as if her chastity had been snatched away with just a kiss of a lips.

Rey also claims Zahwa as his future wife, of course Zahwa is shocked to receive all these things at one time. For Zahwa their relationship was sister brother all along.

"Hiks..no, this is wrong brother! We are brother! It's a sin....Sister.evil..."

It's not that Rey doesn't care about Zahwa's current state, she really can't bear to see Zahwa like this either. But he did not want to be silent, he was passing the boundary of the sisters between the two of them to go further.

"Zahwa.maafin brother has made you cry, you are shocked and you understand it. Brother just wants you to know that brother loves you, brother is not asking for your answer right now. Brother just wants you to know, if your dear brother is more than a big brother."

"Enough brother! I don't want to hear anymore!" exclaimed Zahwa who was still sobbing.

"Sister love you time to answer, but brother can't wait long. Brother must convince papa, mama, Oma, Aunt Amayra and others if you want to propose you as sister's wife."

"Sister, don't worry! That wouldn't be possible, brother!" Zahwa looked at Rey angrily.

"What is impossible Zahwa? We're not blood, we're not brothers, there's no prohibition against your sister marrying you..."

What Rey said was indeed true, there was no prohibition for them to get married. They are not siblings, let alone Rey's status as an adopted child.

"Hiks..please don't tell me about the marriage again brother, please.don't.." Zahwa's feelings are so raging, whether he likes his brother or not. Rey could not see clearly Zahwa's feelings at the moment, she was just crying.

"Let's go home, brother take you home huh?"

When Rey is about to approach Zahwa, the girl moves away. "Don't touch ME,"

They both came down from the tree house, Zahwa who was still in shock staggered. When Rey is about to lead him, Zahwa refuses. "Mo, let's get in the car."

"I want to go home by myself!"

"Nemo.." lirih Rey called Zahwa's name again.

"I want to take a taxi online, you don't have to worry. I need some time alone brother, please.don't follow me, or I'll hate brother!" threaten him with Rey.

"Okay," Rey sighed resignedly, maybe Zahwa needs some time to think.

I'm sorry Zahwa, I just want you to know.

Zahwa walks down the highway and Rey drives off in her car but keeps an eye on Zahwa from afar. Zahwa's eyes look puffy and his face is also red, he is waiting for the online taxi he ordered.

Suddenly a sports bike stopped in front of him, a man wearing a black jacket and a red helmet riding the bike.

"Hey Aisha! Why are you here?"

"You??" Zahwa saw the man take off his helmet.

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I'm up early for you guys nih 🙈🙈 want to continue but the comments are quiet nih ^5