Believe me, I'm Still Sacred

Chapters 112. Is this my karma?

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That night in a cold and slightly drizzling atmosphere, Rey was about to go out of her house to look for yellow rice. But before that she went to Selina's room, to ask if her sister wanted to eat something or not. She knows that pregnant women get hungry easily, Zahwa did.

Although Rey is disappointed with Selina's pregnancy, but the rice has become porridge. He was unwilling to prolong the problem by bringing up the past and preferred to just solve it. What happened to Selina at this time, did not reduce her affection for her little sister at all.

He was just disappointed, sad, why his sister could be caught in such an unpleasant situation due to his own actions from the broken rules.

"Ma, is mom sleeping here?" rey asked as soon as she saw Amayra in the same bed as Selina.

Amayra got out of the bed slowly and turned to Rey. He took Rey outside the room. "Rey, mama sleeps here. Mama can't leave Selina alone in this state. Afraid Selina would do anything, earlier.she had thought to kill her son."

"Astaghfiullah! Is that so Ma?" Rey was surprised to hear that.

Amayra nodded. "Yes, Mama calmed him down. He must be depressed and need someone to be by his side right now."

"Ma.mama emang ter the best.mama can always strengthen one's heart. Just as rich a mama's son can nourish my heart, hehe." Rey chuckles, after giving praise to her mother-in-law and wife.

"You can do Rey..then what do you want here? Want to see Selina too?" ask Amayra.

"Yes ma, I want to see Selina's condition and ask who knows she is still awake and wants to eat something, because Rey wants to go out to buy food for Zahwa as well as dede." Rey explained to Amayra. "Who knows if you want food too?" tanyakanya.

"Son, mama did not want to drop any food.mama had eaten the same Selina. But what does your wife want to eat, Rey?"

"Zahwa wants yellow rice, Ma."

"MU..." Zahwa held back his laughter.

"Who? why are you laughing?"

"When Zahwa and Zayn were pregnant, my mother also wanted to eat rice at night. Now Zahwa wants yellow rice?"

"Oh that's Ma, haha.the fruit fell not far from the tree." Rey laughed when she heard Amayra explain her pregnancy.

"Don't you want yellow rice? Why not make it? At this hour where there is yellow rice..mama make yes?"

The man immediately shook his head and rejected the offer from his mother-in-law. "I can't, let me find out just yet.I don't want Zahwa to be angry with me anymore."

"Huh? Zahwa is angry with you? Wh why? You guys got a problem?" looks of anxiety on Amayra's face.

"There's nothing Ma. Rey went first and bought yellow rice. If you want something to eat, call Rey." The man kissed the back of Amayra's hand politely. "Assynjetoy!"

"Getishalight."

Upon seeing Rey's departure, Amayra returned to the room and accompanied Selina who was asleep in a state of anxiety because the child was delirious.

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Meanwhile, Bram and Diana's room.

The couple also could not calm down, their eyes were hard closed. Thinking about the state of his son who made a disgrace and also stuck in a difficult position.

Bram kept crying, lamenting all this, blaming himself. Maybe on the outside he looks angry, but on the inside he is crushed. "Yes..." Diana hugged her husband from behind.

"I used to do such a jerk to Amayra, now my son feels the reward for my actions Diana. Is this my karma?" bram asked sobbing, looking at the wife.

He could not imagine that his daughter was in the same position as Amayra had been. After getting impregnated and then just abandoned. Now he had become the parent of that disappointed child.

"There is no such thing as karma in this world. Remember mas...QS Al Baqarah 42, “And do not mix right with right and do not hide that right, while you know. In Islamic law there is no karmic term because Allah has said in the Quran. Q.s 35:18am. Sinners will not take the sins of others... 6:164 And a sinner will not take the sins of another. Q. 53:38 (i.e.) that a sinner will not take the sins of another. Is it clear, right? No such thing as karma. Maybe this is a test from God for us to pay more attention to Selina, or this is a rebuke from Allah SWT because of how to educate us who are not good. Don't blame yourself, Mas.." - Diana, as she held her husband's hand.

In fact, the term karma is not known in shari’at Islam because the term is a term in a basic ideology or dharma belief. Therefore, it is appropriate that we all should guarantee the conclusion if the law of karma is recognized in Islam unless we know it scientifically the nature of the law.

Allah Ta’ala said, “And do not follow what you have no knowledge of. Surely hearing, sight and heart, all of them will be held accountable.” (QS. Al-Isra’: 36).”

From the description that has been given can be concluded if in Islamic aqeedah it is written if good deeds will also get a multiple reward, while if humans do evil deeds, while if humans do evil deeds, then the retribution that will be received will also be worth the crime. If it is defined as the law of karma, then it is also in Islam.

If the law of karma means good deeds done to others, then also will get a reply that others will also do good to us and Islam approves and there are also some who do not agree, because reciprocity can happen and can also not. This reply can sometimes occur in the world, but it can also happen in the afterlife. Some things are in the world, while there are other things that some will be in the afterlife.

Bram and Diana both sobbed, they both came out to see Selina. From a distance, Bram and Diana see Amayra and Selina sleeping. The two of them looked at Selina with affectionate sadness.

"Selina needs us Mas, don't let her down. I know we're disappointed, we're angry, but what else? Everything has happened, Mas, we have to think of a way out for our unborn children and grandchildren" said Diana, whose mind is now more calm and open.

"You're right, we have to support Selina. I'll do anything to help our child" Bram said with a smile and began wiping his tears.

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In a house far away from the city, this is where Rivano is. He was hiding in the home of one of his relatives. He escapes after receiving a text message from Irfan that Selina and her family have come to hold Irfan's house accountable and Rivano can guess for sure they went to Rivano's house.

Repeatedly his papa called and sent messages, but none of them were answered by Rivano. He turned off his phone.

"Gue doesn't want to marry me. My future is still long! I don't want to take responsibility....Fucking selina!" rivano is upset.

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