Believe me, I'm Still Sacred

Chapters 121. Cellina Change

...🍀🍀🍀...

Selina opened her eyes even as her hand continued to hold tightly onto Attar's hand. How happy Attar, Zahwa and Aini saw Selina was aware of her coma.

Now another doctor and a nurse came to check on Selina's condition. Doctors stated that Selina's condition was only a recovery and her condition is currently still weak.

With a happy feeling Zahwa immediately tells all his family that Selina is awake. All of Calabria's extended family came to the hospital to see the girl's condition.

"Thank God, thank God for helping my son" Diana and Bram embraced their daughter with a sense of hilarity and happiness. After a few weeks in a coma, Selina finally returned to them.

Unceasingly all the Calabrian family thanked for Selina's safety.

"Alhamdulillah..." Amayra and Zahwa smiled when they saw Selina.

But the smile disappeared as Selina asked something that made the atmosphere in the room tense up.

"Ma, pa...my baby's okay, right?" selina asked her parents who were now silent to get such a question. They are confused as to what to answer.

Selina looked at the other members of her family, she again asked the same question. "Tante Amayra, Oma, om Bima, brother Anna, brother Ken, Aunt Fania...sister Rey, brother Zayn, sister Aini...kak Zahwa, brother Rey? My baby-it's okay, right?"

All the names that were there he mentioned, still with the same question. "Baby-she-"

Somehow Selina felt her feeling was not good to see everyone who was silent. He held his flat stomach. The last time he remembered how Rivano poisoned him with a liquid that didn't know what. Until he felt tremendous pain in his stomach, head, even all over his body.

When she woke up, the baby was the first one she asked. Honestly, she was very afraid that something would happen to her baby. "Sister Zahwa, you're going to answer, right? My baby..he survived, right, sister?" Selina looked at Zahwa, the older sister closest to her. Zahwa will answer the question.

"Sister.answered me.I beg sis!" pinta Selina urges Zahwa to talk.

Everyone told Zahwa to tell Selina. After sighing and exhaling, Zahwa began to open his mouth to speak.

Not forgetting her hand held Selina's hand. "Sel.. You must be strong, you must be calm, your baby.has been by God's side."

"W-what? What does it mean, brother?" Selina was flabbergasted and did not understand what her cousin was saying.

"Cell, your son, he didn't survive."

"W-WHAT?!!" Shouted Selina surprised by what Zahwa said to her.

His heart was pounding, his chest felt extremely tight. Her baby, who was not even born into the world, is now gone. Selina's tears were shed, she was holding her chest. "My baby..my baby didn't survive? T-this is impossible.babyiku... NO!"

Everyone in the room, anxious to see the crying Selina and hysterically shouting. "No! This is impossible.my baby is impossible!! Huaayahh.... Rivano is evil, Rivano IS A JERK!" Selina cursed the father's name of the dead baby. "My baby..."

Diana and Amayra, trying to calm Selena by patting her shoulder. "Istighfar darling.. istighfar..."

"Calm down Cell, you've just kissed son." said Diana, holding Selina's hand.

"My child! Poor..pity..." Selina fell unconscious and everyone panicked.

After Selina woke up, she was mentally a little shaken by the news of her baby's death. He was discharged from the hospital, but the girl looked so moody and always locked herself in the room. Every day Attar and his two best friends always visit him to congratulate him.

Selina felt like she was not living, eating and sleeping when she wanted to. But one good thing changed from Selina, so she did not abandon prayer and was closer to her God.

"Cell, eat first baby" said Diana as she watched Selina just take off her face.

"Darling, you haven't had dinner yet." Diana always forces her son to eat on time and also encourages him.

Selina finally came to the dinner table and gathered with her family. Nilam, Bram welcomes Selina kindly.

They were happy because Selina was willing to eat together. And look the appearance is now a little different, usually when going to sleep Selena always wear hot pants and also a tanktop. But this time he wore long pajamas and covered his entire body except for the face and hands.

"Honey, here son! We eat together!" take Nilam to his grandson.

"Yes Oma."

Thank God, Selina has spoken. He is usually quiet when asked. Nilam rubbed his chest, he was grateful with one word Selina said.

After waking up from a coma, Selina rarely spoke or answered questions. But today he looks very different.

Now everyone was sitting at the dinner table and eating the dishes that had been provided by Bi Dewi, who happened to stay there that night.

Selina ate voraciously, in contrast to the days before. Diana and Bram, of course, were happy to see this change. Not even infrequently, they saw Selena performing the tahajud and Dhuha prayers. Though he used to perform obligatory prayers only he had difficulty and rarely.

"Ma.pa, Oma, I want to talk to you guys about something" Selina said after finishing her meal.

Nilam, Bram and Diana looked at Selina. "What do you want to say, son?" ask Nilam first.

"Oma, mama.papa.I'm sorry all this time because I've embarrassed you all. I, after a great sin, knew I was dirty. But-I want to fix myself.before that, I want to settle the past. I hope you guys let it." Selina looked at her family with dewy eyes.

"What do you want permission for, honey?"

"Let me meet Rivano's brother."

Nilam, Bram and Diana gasped in shock at Selina's request. Clearly they disagree with Selina's request to meet the man who has ruined her life.

"No! Papa didn't allow you to meet that bastard!" Bram refused firmly.

"Pa, Selina please allow Selina to meet him to settle the past. Doesn't Rivanno want to meet Selina?"

"Papa, you don't want to see him!"

"Ma, pa, Oma, I have something to tell her tomorrow. Please.this has to be resolved" Selina told her family.

Bram, Diana and Nilam finally agreed although they were a little heartbroken to allow Selina to meet with Rivano.

The next day, that morning Selina came down from the second floor. Nilam, Bram and Diana were stunned to see the appearance of Selina the Masya Allah.

"Cell...Selena..." Nilam and Bram are stunned to see his daughter's current appearance.

"God willing, my mother's son." danced in amazement, seeing Selina in a dress suit and wearing a pink veil.

"Assalamualaikum Ma, pa, Oma.welcome morning." Selina said with a smile while saying her polite greetings.

...****...