Believe me, I'm Still Sacred

Chapters 111. The wingless angel story

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Everyone looked at Selina in surprise as soon as the girl said that she did not want to marry Rivano.

"I don't want to marry Rivano's sister!" repeat again with trembling hands.

Bram, who was about to go to the room, turned his back and walked towards Selina who was still sitting on the sofa with Amayra and Zahwa.

"What do you mean Selina? You don't want to get married?! Then what do you want, HUH!" Bram glared at his daughter, even snapping. During this time Bram always spoiled his daughter, especially the birth of Selina obtained with difficulty because at that time Bram had difficulty getting a child. In the end she and Diana get Selina, one of God's unexpected gifts.

Therefore, Bram and Diana always spoil Selina and grant all the wishes of the girl. They love their children so much that they are not aware that indulging Selina is their biggest mistake as a parent.

Never once did Bram snap at Selina, this time she was already completely emotional with her daughter's behavior.

"I-I don't want to marry that bad guy.pa."

"God! If he's not a good person, are you a good person? You are even pregnant out of wedlock! Where is your pride as a woman, Cell? Papa and mama less are you? We always give our best to you Selina! Then what did you give us? You broke all the rules that your Papa Mama and Brother made! You throw dirt on our faces, whether you want to or not, you can't choose to marry anyone. Rivano! With him you are the child of marriage! POINT!"

Bram's voice rose, so that everyone there did not dare to interrupt his words. When the man was already angry, no one could argue. But his anger this time was mixed with disappointment and sadness.

"Here you go, everyone better sleep now! We're talking tomorrow morning." said Bram without turning to Selina and just left. Diana also followed her husband upstairs, the woman looking as upset as her husband.

Hit it! Sure is!

"Papa...Mama.." lirih Selina was sad to see her parents ignore her. Yes, he is aware that all this is indeed his fault which has disappointed everyone. Luckily Nilam also can still hold his emotions, until high blood pressure and heart disease do not recur.

Amayra also tried to calm Selina, she understood very well what it was like in Selina's position. He had once felt how devastated Selina's current feelings were. On the other hand, Zahwa and Zayn, appease Nilam and bring his grandmother into the room after forcing Nilam to eat dinner and take medicine.

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🌹Selina🌹 Room

Amayra tried to persuade Selina to eat because the pregnant woman had not eaten dinner. "Darling, let's eat first.you have a baby that you have to feed as well."

Once again Selina shook her head with a limp and lethargic face. How could he have an appetite under these circumstances? Maybe all the family hated him.

"Honey, Auntie knows how you feel right now. Aunty knows you are sad, but.your child needs energy intake. You should eat, son. Poor him in there, he's a little boy and-"

"I don't want a aunt! Because of this boy my future is ruined, mama, papa, just as Oma hates me! Let him die, auntie.let him die!" Selina lay on her bed and turned her back to Amayra.

"Astaghfirullah Sel... can't talk like that!"

"Hiks...Aunt be quiet! Aunty knows nothing! Auntie doesn't understand!" exclaim Selina sobbing.

The girl was crying, her eyes were even swollen from crying a lot. Gently Amayra caressed Selina's body.

O God, should I tell you my story and Bram's brother in the past? To be taught by Selina. Bismillah O Allah, I will tell you this story but with another parable.

Amayra was going to tell me about herself and Bram first. Because all the class Calabrian families agreed to cover up about Bram and Amayra in the past on their children. Only the parents know about this. Even the twins and Rey don't know. They decide to bury in the past and live out the future, even though the past is not erased from their hearts. Let it all be a story and a life experience.

"Tante understands how you feel Selina.because there is a Auntie friend who experienced something similar to what you are currently experiencing. Do you want to hear aunt's story?" amayra asked Selina with a hand that rubbed Selina's shoulder-length hair. The girl turned her body and turned towards Amayra.

"Tante's story."

Amayra smiled, then she started telling her story first. "Well, this Auntie friend, she used to be in 3rd grade of High School and wanted to graduate school, she was hijab. But the fateful incident happened to him when he was on vacation with his friends to a villa owned by his friend, then one night.there was a drunk man who came when the woman was going to perform tahajud prayers. The woman did not know who the man who entered the villa was and after the woman met the drunk man. The drunk guy raped her."

"Then how's aunt? Is she pregnant like me?"

"Yes, she got pregnant after that night. And he had thought of killing his baby, but he was from that he had sinned and would not add to that sin again by killing an innocent child. He finally abandoned that intention. His father was so angry, even disappointed in him that he kicked him out of the house. No matter how angry the parents are with their children, they will not hate them. His father could take the woman back. But the problem is with the father of the baby he contains."

"What's the matter with the baby's father Auntie? Is he bad?" selina asked Amayra.

"Maybe he is evil.When he will be held accountable, he ran away somewhere with his lover. The woman was devastated by her condition, but she was even more devastated when she saw her parents grieving. But she persisted and kept the baby she contained no matter what. No matter that everyone knew about her pregnancy, her schoolmates bullied her. Finally he dropped out of school because he got caught and he got married."

"Did she marry the man who raped her?" ask Selina.

"And what's Aunt?"

"You can read the story in the novel Holy Love Amayra, there are more details of the story. About the wingless angel" said Amayra, chuckling.

"Haha..Aunty is talking about a novel by Irma Kirana anyway." Selina laughed a little. Amayra was happy to see Selina laughing even if just a little.

"Yes, you eat now. Never think that the presence of this child is a disaster, remember Sel. You have to keep it, baby. We, all of these families, will definitely support you. And rest assured that all this has a silver lining, aunty knows you are strong..." Amayra hugged Selina while comforting her and strengthening her.

Selina wants to eat dinner for her baby. Amayra's words apparently gave Selina a boost. He who had just caliphate wanted to kill his own son, was now determined to defend it.

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That night Zahwa, Zayn and Rey stay at the Calabrian family home. They are afraid that something will happen to Nilam or others who need help.

Zahwa immediately sat on the bed holding his stomach, he looked tired and lethargic. "Darling, what do you want to eat? You haven't snacked anything since, have you?" ask Rey while sitting next to Zahwa.

"I'm going to sleep, man,"

"Pity dede dear, you have to snack or eat again. Usually you eat a lot." Rey tapped with a smile and rubbed Zahwa's flat stomach.

"Oh..so you don't like me eating a lot, Mas?" Zahwa got on the blackboard, he again remembered Cleo's problem. The woman was still upset with Rey.

"Nemo, how come you're angry anyway? I mean, I'm not like that."

"As far as you are, I want to sleep. I was tired" said Zahwa, lying on the bed, turning her back to her husband.

Rey sighed, she felt Zahwa's attitude because she was still angry about Cleo's matter. "Darling, I bought you a martabak?"

Suddenly Zahwa turned to Rey and his eyes glared.

"Why baby? You want to buy another one? Don't you like to ask for martabak?" tawar Rey was astonished to see Zahwa like the enraged lioness. "You like martabak, too,"

"Who said! I don't like martabak, Mom."

Before returning home from work, Zahwa always asked to be bought martabak by her husband. But now he says he doesn't like martabak. Yeah, it's because Rey gave her martabak to Cleo and look at her annoyance carried over until now.

"Honey.maafin Mas, mas promise will not lie anymore. I'll always be honest, no matter what." Refer to his wife who's still in snack mode.

Zahwa was silent, suddenly holding her stomach and feeling hungry. Soon, an embarrassing sound came out of the stomach.

Krukka..

"Darling, the dedenya is hungry..What do you want to eat?" Rey looked at his wife so gently.

Huh! I'm hungry, I want to eat something too. But I'm lazy to ask Rey, I'm still angry.

"Nemo.pity dear Dede. Yuk says what do I want to eat?" ask Rey about his wife.

"Yes..." Zahwa looked at her husband doubtfully, unable to resist her desire to eat anything.

"Yes?"

"I want yellow rice, Mas."

Rey was aghast at the desire of his wife who wanted yellow rice at 10 p.m.

"Dear, try to find the yellow rice."

Ouch Dede, want yellow rice at this hour. But for the sake of my wife and son, I will try to find you.

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